Problems Imma facing

First of all,
I have a lot of things to write,
academics and things other than academic.
Neither May nor June I can relax.


I don't like group work, especially in a BIG group.
Not to say that I'm a lonely thinker, I just don't think working in a big group of 10 people will have a good result.
I got along with them well before as in giving suggestions or opinion.
but then, recently I felt that I don't belong to them because I was as if a Free-person in the group.
I actually have a job to be done, but it had been done by other people without telling me.
Yep, I should be happy because I don't need to do anymore yet I don't have anything to do.
I know it's not good without doing anything but will be done by other members.
So, I offer myself, if there are anything that they need help can ask me to do.
See~~~~~This is the worst thing that made me feel sad.
Well, after serious thought, I tell myself.
"You got nothing to do, who will care?! If you wanna have good result, join them or volunteer and be more initiative. Who cares if you don't have good marks?! Well, this is kinda realistic I know, yet to have good "marks" from other members is kinda important too."
You are active before at the front stage perhaps in the preparation stage, but normally people memories will only be in the last stage of creating project stage, thus I must have good impression to other member, isn't it?!
This is how I advice myself, TRUE?!
Whatever, if I appear more in their meeting, and give more opinion, maybe I still can be cure.

Pass few days or maybe weeks, I was in a dilemma of buying air tickets.
That time I really feel stressed and wasted most of my time in AA website.
AA website was like, GTH!!! It sucks till the max!!!
Grrr`~~~~anyway, at least I have experience in buying it already.
The most important thing is I have to plan ahead, for what I have to do etc.

Today, I was an actress.
LOL~~~
I helped my senior to be the main actress for their assignment.
Well, although it was kinda bored because there were no script, no sound.
Easy huh. Just expression must be over lo.
Quite fun and I'd learned something new. =)

Yesterday, attended the Graduation Day.
Took a lot of pictures with seniors. =)

Lyone Ivoka (FB name) 邵權。=)

Blackie, 小黑

Hun Seng, 漢城
Chee Hee, 志喜

Year One, 大一們與ROROJian

家裡咧

我覺得她很上鏡

漂亮Banlat 家學姐。=D

I gave him a card named RORO.

Bill Chow the cute one XD

I like this with no reason. =)

That's it for my photos sharing.=)
Making myself to be happier is to shopping with roommates and friends!
Ya, FYI, i bought dresses recently wanting to change myself into~~~~~a girl. >_<
Wish me luck kay, and diet in process.
Do not invite me for Buffet, I can't tahan!!! >_<