Panorama in life

Panorama is a description, study or set of pictures that presents all the different aspects or stages of a particular subject, event, etc.

My life is as if Panorama.
Everything that I'd gone through was like stages and stages.
Like what we'd loved to use the function in our handphone---Panorama.
Normal phone can only capture 3 pictures and create a new wide-combined photo.
Using Panorama as an adjective to describe one life. Interesting.
When you are facing problem or feel tired, inspiration will come spontaneously.

Recently, I feel tired facing group work.
Especially with people who are strict-to-law, fixed-to-time, straight-in-speaking etc.
I refreshed back and thought a lot about the conversation we'd made, I shouldn't use so much emotional-talk in our conversation. Emotional as in being the weak one. WTH!
Well, 10 person in a group. I have had a job before, but due to the keep-on-changing-style, I'd become unemployed.
I don't know how will they judge me, but I will still judge myself with good marks because I know what I'd did.
While doing this group work, I thought a lot of things.
1. Do I have at least something that make people feel that "You must not go, WE NEED YOU".
2. Do I have a specialty to continue doing group work with other people?
3. Do I have problems when being asked to give opinions or suggestions?

Answer for No.3,
I gave suggestions honestly, but maybe due to different-minded, mine was always be rejected. Perhaps I shouldn't use REJECTED harshly, so then it should be FADED OUT WITH OTHERS' SUGGESTION. Mine will be faded out slowly. =__=
Well, sometimes I do feel not good, but I shouldn't blame on other people too.
Is there something wrong with me?
Eventhough if I have no mood to discuss that day, I should be more objective when dealing with this kind of problem. It shouldn't be emotional.
As a conclusion, I don't think I did anything in this group.
I was forced not to do anything, I just couldn't find a place for me to enter and I'm always the audience looking at them busy doing things I don't really into it.

Every New semester, I will have my own resolution.
It ended up to nothing. LOL...
Seriously, I have the determination in doing exercise on the first 2 months of my second semester. I don't think I should find reasons to persuade myself why I didn't continue for the rest 3 months.
One more thing is sleeping.
I slept early for the first month, but this resolution was broken due to some reasons.

Anyway, my panorama life contends happiness, sadness (政大之聲), angry, crazy etc.
To Success, we must Take Action.
To Take Action, we must Plan.

Ciao~~~study mood on.