Holiday

Yeah it's holiday now.
for 2 weeks only. .__.
Peoples' holiday is real holiday.
My holiday is partial holiday.
why do I say so?
No reasons.

I choose this path though.
After all real holiday already. =)
Friends from New Era College asked me whether I want to go to PD.
Obviously, my face showed a "CANNOT" word.
Why?
No reasons.
just, cannot. .___.

I'll tell everything after all.
I know I look secretive,
talk less talk crap more. XD

Stay at this moment,
fly at that moment.
Laugh at this moment,
depress at that moment.
Oh, I'll miss you guys and
I'll remember the moment we had gone through.
My Secondary school friends and NEC friend. =)

Days

Days days days.
2010 will end soon.
and welcome 2011. =)
Time passed without realising.
First semester will end soon and welcome second semester.
I'm not sure whether I should proceed to Second semester. ._.
Well, just look and see.

What did I learned in these 7 months?
I learned how to be myself.
should I say that?
Actually, not really. .____.
Did I do anything by myself?
Did I really experienced something by myself?
Did I ask myself "Do you know what are you doing?"

I want to try something I never do before.
but, do I have the guts?!
Seriously, NOPE. .___.
I told myself I want to try "that",
at the end, my GUTS spoiled everything.

Everyone wants to go oversea to further their studies.
So do I.
I have plans though, but it's only in my mind.
If I go oversea to study, I will not be at home often like now.
I have to be independent.
I'm too dependent in Malaysia a.k.a home.
Never try never know.
The way I act at home do not mean I will be the same if I'm in other place.
Belum cuba belum tau.
=X

Anyway, Stay ahead.
Be myself. =)

《零承》汇演

为什么叫零承，我也不懂哩！
他们都没告诉我。
其实这汇演，主要是聚集了新纪元多数社团来表演。
其中就有舞法舞天、I-do音乐室、扯铃、基督飞扬团契、彩虹兵团、飞跃合唱团、戏剧系、青石舞集、佛学会、心之助下乡团和FCC。

我哩，就I-do的咯。
彩排的时候还蛮逊的，练习也只是汇演前两天才练。
神吧！
这就是“媒体人”的做法。
临场反应、随机应变。
而且，也是临时临急叫我做keyboard手的。
这就是I-do. @.@
汇演前一天下午彩排时，
突然让我震惊的是，有piano solo 喔！
听一听，我爱的歌喔！
River flows in you.
sigh...人都选了，而且pianist又是美女，
又高又白又瘦又美。
可能就好像那xiaolang Green Red 说的吧！
你(我)都不出名！.____.

表演当天

在后台等待的当儿，被人说脸青青上台不好看，叫我化妆。
本小姐刚好脸上就是有两粒大大粒的痘痘！
再放上一些化学药品不就糟糕。
最后，人际关系广的E-Sun叫人帮我化。
化到表演时间到！紧张到！


喘气的时间都没有。
就这样，上台。
四首歌唱弹完，跑回后台。
去看别人表演。


爸妈姐妹都在。
11.00 吃sate 在回家。
=)

回来

又是忙碌的一天。
昨天，临时临急搞出一个presentation来。
10.30pm,在彩虹那里讨论，
然后再去6楼的交谊厅讨论到3am.
神吧！
但是，我偷懒了一下子。
到 sofa 睡觉。><

说到神，真的超神的咯！
9am 的 alarm,
9.45am 才起床，而且还是被 Ai Mei 吵醒。
10.15am 去图书馆。
赶赶赶！
最后，只做了12张slide. 够少吧！
在班上，看到前面两组present的时候，
再想想自己的，真的以为我们又要被挨骂了！
Teddy,我知道你懒得理我一直讲自己死定。
sorry咯！我会更有信心的！

出去present的时候，
我就尽量讲慢慢，拖延一下时间。
什么都是临时反应的咯！
还好有teddy,想跟他学咯！
最后，老师竟然说我们这组至少有做到。
walao...吓到！
媒体人就是要临时。Last minute. =)

我只想说，
凡是都只跟自己比，跟以前的自己比！
还没做一样东西就开始担心会被比下去，
光说，又不证明自己，是没用的。
真所谓纸上谈兵啊！

我真的开始与以前的自己比了，
以前的我，要出去跟大众说话是不可能的。
现在，有机会我就要把握，
鼓起勇气，讲啦！
其实，只要你有信心，有把握，很了解那样东西了，
临时叫你出去讲，是可以的。
就好像，如果你问我关于Piano or electone 的东西，
我可以不停的说，说出我懂的。

=)

A day where I spent lots of time for this Day

A day where I spent most of my time for this DAY.
Yeah, what made me to be focused on?
Well, recently I don't like to let people guess for my answer,
so the answer is My Mass Communication Presentation in New Era College, Jalan Bukit, Kajang.
=)

How I spent my time for this presentation?
Well, same, recently I don't like to let people guess for my answers,
so the answers are:-

1. I went out at 11.30pm with my brother to ask for help from his friend because she is pro in Adobe Premiere Pro. So, learn those basics in a day. Explored Premiere Pro less than 1 week. ._. Learn from her until midnight 2.00 am. ._____. PASSION you know. =)

2. I spent my time in front of my laptop.
You know what, these software like Photoshop and Premiere Pro, when you use it, you will definitely be addicted to it. Of course I am very interested in these kind of editing, so it depends sometimes. Some people think these stuffs will waste their time, but to me, INTERESTING!
Therefore, I will never feel tired when editing those videos which we both ACT, DIRECT and SHOOT. =)

3. I spent my time in Directing.
Lols, I learned how to be a director and cameraman through out the process of creating our own news video. It will be interesting if your group members are sporting and willing to act what you asked them to do. Yeap, my group members are all COOL. =)

4. I spent my time to Google and Youtube.
For what? To learn how to talk like a broadcaster, to learn how they connect (talk) the first news and second news, to familiar with everything which is related TV broadcasting, to google image search for their background (news background) so on and so forth.

5. I spent my time to discuss with my group members.
Well, I would like to apologize for being LATE to the meeting every time. Anyway, our discussions were always out of topic yet we can still make a decision of what to do and how to do. So that's OUR GROUP specialty. ~Is it? lols...~

6. I spent my time to EDIT.
I feel happy after I'd finished a project. No regrets but joy. =) I used to spend my time in Photoshop, but now I learned Premiere Pro. Well, still beginner, not PRO ok. =)

7. I spent my time to create own Background for the slide show.
yeah, those news will have their own background when broadcasting right? So, I thought of creating my own background. Using Photoshop. The colour of our News is BLUE, mostly graphical. =) I love it lo!!!

Well, today we presented what we had.
Kinda formal because that's what I want. =)
I was thinking, why must the presentation be like informal??
Aren't presentation should be formal yet informal?
The informal I mean is like a little humor or little joke will be enough.
Yes, we should have some interaction with those listener, but too much, marks will be deducted I guess. =X
Other than that, thanks to my senior who told me that the lecturer is STRICT.
Luckily my group is in the last week for presentation, so I got the chance to have some ideas. =)

Fortunately, the presentation was smooth.
To my surprise, our lecturer said our group should be praised. lols..XD 是值得称赞的.
Well, you know la, I'm Lim Hui Jun, of course I will be excited. XD
because the previous groups who presented, she gave lots of comments which are like
"you should correct this"
"it will be better if you ~~~"
"I don't know what is your theme, your objective, actually, what you wanna tell?!"

Whoa, I was like, please! my presentation, please say something which is nice to be listened. =)
Practice and teamwork makes perfect. =)
That's what I want to say to end this post.

MOST IMPORTANTLY:
This few days,
I only slept for 3-6 hours.
=(

摄影

昨天，说实话，是我上过最爽的摄影课。
原因在面子书也有写啦，就是有相机！
=)
说真的，要拍这种照片是非常的需要DSLR.
普通的数码相机拍是可以拍啦，但是效果没有DSLR那般美咯。
早上，非常赶的，不够睡的爸爸载我来学院，*谢咯！*
赶上宿舍，放下所有的负担，
拿了 Green Red 帮我向相机的主人 Eric 借的相机，
到空空等候出发。
到了Pasar Kajang 东拍西拍，所有人似乎已习惯被拍那样 XD
更让我放下心来拍照的就是，有些人很乐意当你的模特儿。
有的上镜就可以了。
当然，有些是不愿意的，那就不能勉强咯！
好吧！好久没有post 一些有照片的post了。
大家欣赏下吧！=)

Shuttle Speed "high" Aperture "low" ISO "forgot"

还有很多很多！！！
但是，upload到很慢，我不能等了！
就这样吧！
=)

ciao~~~

我也可以

刚刚看了三位差不多同岁的年轻人发挥自己的才能。
他们就是那三人。XD
看了他们的【房间版】，觉得还蛮有创意的。
就简单的一个DV, 一个keyboard, 几个歌手，
就可以有收视率了。
他们的歌upload不久就破60000++。
有点羡慕咯。
都是新加坡人。
有一天，我也要upload 上了。
等着我吧！

还有，讯息一下大家，
我其实有youtube, 我的channel 是 lhjhuihui.
uploaded 2 video 了。
可惜，收视率不理想。
有空去看看吧！ =)

http://www.youtube.com/user/lhjhuihui

是有点显啦！我会upload 不显的了。
到此了。=)

=)

A smile can cure everything.
With a simple smile, you can melt people's heart.
With a simple smile, you can actually change an awkward situation.
With a simple smile, you can help others which are in angry mode.
With a simple smile, you can attract people's heart.
With a simple smile, you are a good manner person.
With a simple smile, you need not to talk and people will know what you are thinking.
With a simple smile, you can greet a person.

A genuine smile. It's sincere.
People! live with happiness.
Hatred will only make you stressful.
Any misunderstood, solve it now or even today.
You'll regret if you missed the chance to say sorry.
or Thank You. =)

Thank You, Sorry, Welcome, Please.
These words really helped!
They are known as MAGIC words to me.
It's the same as a Simple Smile. =)
Live with happiness k?
=D

做好自己本分

突然觉得自己越来越糟糕。
竟然低空飞过！
向老师求得3分而已！
不是说我还不满足，而是我根本就expect不到！
说真的，我好胜心蛮强的。
虽然表面上没什么，其实内心一直在想着怎么样才好。
当然，做每一件事情都不能只是纸上谈兵。
行动才能证明一切。
说的容易，做得难啊！
写部落格当然容易，要做就难免有点难了！

本小姐我，每次都有下定决心的“心”。
当然，意志力一来，什么都好说，什么都能做。
但是，意志力一退，什么没的说，什么没得做。
当我想努力的时候，我会很情绪化，摆出许多样子出来。
所以，请见谅，因为我真的真的是很善变。
我不是不爽，而是脑力思考着许多问题。

当你有那么多的机会，又要去做选择，您知道这是多么的难吗？！
但是，我要的却还没来找我！！！
其实，许多人都不知道我在想什么，除了家人。
哈哈，奇怪吧！家人竟然知道我的一切！XD

ciao~~~=)

Thoughts

I got cold yesterday.
Serious flu, attacked by an unknown virus.
Sneezed in every class.
Was like a torture. Can't even breathe properly.
Interrupted the class.
sigh...
Went to the debate competition at night,
UniTEN vs NEC.
UniTEN won NEC lost.
10.30 finished.
Ask whether still need to practice.
I went there for a while.
not even a while, 5 minutes.
I was thinking:
"Do they really need a keyboard player? They made me think that I'm not suppose to be here. And, I don't even know the members' name. The members also don't know who am I and my name. walao, I really speechless already. .__. "
So, should I just quit?!
Was thinking to join 飞乐合唱团.
but, nah, just forget about it,
I will not stay in NEC for so long.
Just make remain it as a QUESTION MARK.

ciao~~

She's just normal

Don't you feel guilty if you talk bad about someone behind his/her back.
Which mean you played a roll as a backstabber!
Well, here is an example.

A girl/woman (should I call her woman?),
anyway, just female. =.=
She's 26 years old.
Studied in my Diploma class.
The people in our class (perhaps I'm included ><) seems like to leave her alone
a.k.a boycott her.
Her name is something something xian~~
Can't remember sorry.
The only thing I remember is that she come from Sepang.
And her previous job was a secretary in a so called company.
Lols, I wonder what company is that.
Of course, I'm still not a professional to ask so many questions,
so better leave it behind.

SHE, in every class, sat ALONE.
slept ALONE.
Although there's group presentation or discussion, but I believe that she didn't join in the discussion and never talk even 5 sentences.
Of course, my group was FULLED every time, so the other group have to Choose her. ><
But, recently, last few weeks,
she didn't attend any classes at all.
Guess she already drop-out.

OK, so what's the point I talk about her?
Well, that's just an example, no offensiveness.
I just feel bad when I talk bad about someone and they don't know about it.

Another case,
do you know how I will get angry???
When someone message you and talk something which is totally unrelated to YOU!
I feel like, who the hack I am and why you want to tell me what to do but for other person.
Can't you just take action to the person directly rather than through me?!
So now I'm the Orang Tengah a.k.a middle person?!!
When did I say I wanna be the middle person?!!

Full of question marks and anger!
Whatever, the thing I need to do now is PRAY!!
PRAY for something I really want NOW!!!

确定：“不是”

林慧君，我真的有时觉得你很收皮哩！
你太看得起你自己了吧！
算了。
本小姐现在很想“静”休。
最笨的人不是我！是你啊！
死笨蛋！
=.=
算了，我说的话，
只有我懂！
这里只是发泄的地方！
别人的迷可以解，
我的迷就算是我消失了也解不了！
永远都解不了！
之前的post我已说了，
我就只有默默的说“算了！”

死笨蛋！
死笨蛋！
(╰_╯)#

因为：“不是”

原来如此。是我想太多了。 .______.
因为：“不是”。 .____.

“不” 是一个非常 negative 的字。
所以，它让我觉得它好残忍。
假如，你向人求救，他立刻说“不！”
你知道有多伤人吗？
更让人伤透底的事情是，
他连“不”都不用说,
你就知道答案是“不”。

不知怎的，心情说变就变。
之前可以哈哈大笑，之后就可以冷冷酷酷。
我就是这样。Mood Swing.
思维，让人的心情变化。
我就是点到了那个点，心情才会如此。
这算是缺点吗？

话说缺点，中学时期，还蛮流行玩《缺点游戏》。
还记得朋友说我的缺点就是：
1. “串”
2. 不顾人家感受（讲话），也就是很直。
3. 脾气

好，回归正题。
当你知道答案是“不是”的时候，
你会怎样？
但是，没有人说“不是”的哦，
是你自己觉得“不是”或者从一个地方你探查到答案原来是“不是”的。

你知道我会怎样吗？
我会自己默默地说算了。
我不会想要去进一步的追求我要的答案。
这就是我，
一个字 “弱”！
弱不是physical 弱，是mentally 弱。
思想很容易被打败。.____.
这样的性格，我能成功吗？
自己的意见被人盖掉了，我竟然可以不为自己辩论。
其实这就是所谓的 Lack of confidence. 缺乏自信心。

看了我blog 的人，应该会说你少讲话啦！
你不知道自己有多吵哦？！
哈哈。是啦，我是多话点但是，有料吗？
还有，我多话都是在差不多熟的朋友面前啊！

现在，我好像宅女哦！
上完课就回宿舍，根本没社交、应酬！
我不是酱的哩！
以前，什么都参加；
现在，什么都没有。
以前，遇到人至少有几个打招呼；
现在，遇到人没有一个打招呼。
或许，在马来校就读的人比较殷勤；
在华人多的地方就读的人就比较“懒死”？
哇靠，自己人讲自己人。XD
"@"

林慧君！
你好嘢！
竟然是这样的！
掰掰！

Laziness

I'm getting lazier and lazier.
Blogging also lazy already.
See the previous post, SHORT.
That's all for today's NO POINT post.

~~~~muahahahahaha~~~~~

一天过了

一天，又过了。
我，又失败了。
T_______T
率次的失败，
让我想放弃。
失败了3次，
我无可奈何。
请问啊请问，
我到底在干嘛？

撇开它，说别的。
晚上7时，去了I-Do的聚会。
有的吃就吃，
有的玩就玩，
有的唱就唱。
我还中招了。
头发变得有奶油味。
又油！
喔！算了！
回去冲了凉，
就ok.
这个post,
好好笑，
因为它，
NO POINT!

~~~HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~

Transparent

I hate this feeling.
To be a transparent person.
Just say NO if you really can't make it.
You made me got nowhere to stand or sit or to dig a hole and hide inside!!!
I was sitting in the middle.
Eating by my own.
You guys were talking.
Without notice the existence of me!
I know I'm not that close with you guys,
buy, at least YOU tell me that you had already planned to go out with them.
I forced myself to look like I was OK.
Fine. I got no mood now.

Find for some piano Scores.
Hikari - Kingdom Hearts 1
Dearly Beloved - Kingdom Hearts 1
Passion - Kingdom Hearts 2
Kiss The Rain - Yiruma
Moonlight Sonata - Beethoven

L

"L"
My sure name starts from L
I called him as L in Form 3
There's another L in my course.
L is for Leisure Mall
L is the guy in Death Note
L is so popular.
L is for learning
L is for "L" license.
Lure starts from L
I was a Liar before.
L is for Leader.
A lot more.
=)

Precious Time

Time is precious.
I missed lots of things because I didn't manage my TIME well.
Not to say that I don't even manage.
I tried, but still I took long time to finish something which is scheduled.
Today, I feel left out again.
I was out from the class.
I have to do those apply thingy.
Nobody helped me last week to mark attendance.
I shouldn't blame them, because that's not their business and
WHO AM I???!!!
What are their benefits to help me???

Back to yesterday,
I gave up something.
SOMETHING!
I made a very very big decision.
The answer is "NO"!!
Therefore, I 'talked' to myself,
:" You should be firm to your decision, once it's made, don't regret because that's your decision. Nobody can help you to change it even god."
So, I will not regret. I told myself.
NO REGRETS.
=)

I have to study now.
A very very important examination is waiting for me.
=D

Ways to go

Blogger~~~~
127th post.
I signed up to blogspot when I was in Form 2, but I gave up because I didn't know what to write/type.
In Form 4, I signed up again at the end of the year.
My first post was kinda lame.
Now, 2/5/2010,
this is my 127th POST!
Who cares right?!

Well, I always run out of topic.
So, today's title is ways to go.
What's the purpose I set this title?
LOLS... Frankly speaking, there's no purpose.
Just feel like want to express something out, but it's kinda hard to be explained by words.
Em...I don't really have contents for this post.
Well, let's share some photos. =)

That's me with SHORT SHORT hair...

OK, no more...lols...No new pics recently...
Ciao. =)

丑

你最出丑的时候是几时？
唱歌唱破音？
穿高跟鞋跌倒？
对不起啦，我不能举例太多，一时也想不起那么多。

以上两个例子，我都经历过。
真的超级丑！！！
所谓出丑是光荣之母。
你要光荣，总得经历一段丑日吧！
不好意思，我的引用会不会太烂了？(⊙_⊙)
好，没关系反正我要的光荣又不是Mount Everest 那么高。
就那Kinabalu 山一般的高度就够了。XD
别看遍Kinabalu 啊！Malaysia you know?!
全东南亚最高的山哩！

好回到正题。
就从唱歌开始吧！
昨天，面试及口试了I-Do。
虽然并不是很formal的面试，但是我真的有准备哦！
真的是很衰，自弹自唱搞屁哦？！=.=
最后哩？ 破声！
还好我够快，很快就带过了。o(≧v≦)o~~好棒

高跟鞋啊？
够力！还好不是在那么多人的面前！
不然，真的不想见人了，我愿意当宅女！
谁叫我在还没生出来的时候，
基因那么快的就要我是个矮的。
那就是所谓的gene.=)
Chromosomes 在作怪！

还有哦，最近会很忙很忙。
忙什么？读书！
真的！
所以下星期会在宿舍了。
拜六礼拜也是，但是千万千万不要来找我！
我不会答你任何问题。
本小姐将会忙得很。
=)

下线了，读书去。
=D