She's just normal

Don't you feel guilty if you talk bad about someone behind his/her back.
Which mean you played a roll as a backstabber!
Well, here is an example.

A girl/woman (should I call her woman?),
anyway, just female. =.=
She's 26 years old.
Studied in my Diploma class.
The people in our class (perhaps I'm included ><) seems like to leave her alone
a.k.a boycott her.
Her name is something something xian~~
Can't remember sorry.
The only thing I remember is that she come from Sepang.
And her previous job was a secretary in a so called company.
Lols, I wonder what company is that.
Of course, I'm still not a professional to ask so many questions,
so better leave it behind.

SHE, in every class, sat ALONE.
slept ALONE.
Although there's group presentation or discussion, but I believe that she didn't join in the discussion and never talk even 5 sentences.
Of course, my group was FULLED every time, so the other group have to Choose her. ><
But, recently, last few weeks,
she didn't attend any classes at all.
Guess she already drop-out.

OK, so what's the point I talk about her?
Well, that's just an example, no offensiveness.
I just feel bad when I talk bad about someone and they don't know about it.

Another case,
do you know how I will get angry???
When someone message you and talk something which is totally unrelated to YOU!
I feel like, who the hack I am and why you want to tell me what to do but for other person.
Can't you just take action to the person directly rather than through me?!
So now I'm the Orang Tengah a.k.a middle person?!!
When did I say I wanna be the middle person?!!

Full of question marks and anger!
Whatever, the thing I need to do now is PRAY!!
PRAY for something I really want NOW!!!