Concentrate

Oh Hey Back again
Probably because I deactivated my FB
And sweat that I kept on deactivate-activate-deactivate-activate it, so now FB can't stand my playfulness and punished me.
I have to wait for 24 hours to activate it again.
Okay, serious don't think deactivate it is so that easy, you will need to pay more for what you did.
FB thinks you have some other reason to deactivate it so it can control your activation.
Well maybe next time you might need to wait 48 hours to activate it again, perhaps.

The only thing I'm so confuse is that should I let it go?
Ah I just hate this feelings now
I don't know how to describe it by words
Waiting is not the proper way to be loved
And why am I waiting?
Wait for what?
Wait then lost it?
Wait then give up?
but! the only thing is that you don't know what you are waiting for!
You are already in the mist that WHAT is YOUR TRUE FEELING!
You don't know is your feeling right?
You don't know is it REAL?
You don't know what they both thinking!
You just kept on guessing and guessing and guessing, at the end you conclude yourself and made decision yourself! Weirdo....
Yes, WEIRDO!
You say you want to concentrate, but actually this will only make you more suffer, serious =__=

Whatever, no more emotional things.
Say something about my work at Maokong =)
This is the first time working as a waitress, to serve people, to do things I seldom do at home.
I sweep and mop the floor
I wipe the windows and doors
I say 'WELCOME' and 'THANK YOU' so often to customer
I take order and give explanation
I wash loads of dishes and it actually spoiled my pretty manicure T__T
I be the cashier and sometimes will count wrongly
I stand more than 8 hours
I can't be lazy because there is a BOSS and another Bigger BOSS who will never care people's feeling looking at US, and I don't know why this Bigger BOSS can be so cold-blooded yet the BOSS is so good so different.
I used to be lazy and kept on finding reason to make myself rest, but this time I will find things to do, I don't even dare to say "CAN I REST?", If I do how dare I!?!? OMG, other people are more tired than I am.
BUT, I'm happy working there
Feeling that I'm not wasting my live sitting in the office facing computer everyday.
At least I used my whole body cells to do something
Although I just take order, send foods and drinks, ask customer to pay the bills, but this job is really different from what I thought before.
The people there are NICE! Super NICE!

Working 6 days in a week, never letting myself to rest.
Night is for Piano, Day is for Administration work, Weekends are for Maokong.
I'm Part-Time queen =)
BTW, I choosed swimming to be my only entertainment.
I can swim nonstop NOW! ah hah! =)
Breaststroke, Freestyle ON la!

I can't believe that I can be a WORKAHOLIC
because I was a SUPER LAZY girl before,
thinking that WORKING is not fun
So, don't want to work wasting money and use parent's money
I guess my papa and mummy will be happy that I will think this way
I should thank them though giving me a chance to be independent

Conclusion:
Do not ever depends on other people, find your own way to solve the problem when you face obstacles
Especially when you are confused, just share your opinion and thoughts to people that you think will give you good advices, but of course FIND THE RIGHT PERSON.
When you solved it then only share also no harm.
Concentrate on what you are doing.
Typing then type properly
Working then work seriously

okbbciao~