當你被一個人喜歡的時候是什麽感覺？
當你喜歡一個人的時候是什麽感覺？
你比較喜歡被喜歡還是喜歡？
當你因為你喜歡的人說了一些讓你摸不著頭腦的話而哭又是爲什麽？
當你一直用理性的思考能力去想你到底爲什麽喜歡一個人的時候，其實你完全已經被感性掌控了。因為當你喜歡一個人的時候你是不會去想爲什麽。
感覺來了卻讓你一直不確定，那又是爲什麽？
或許是因為對方沒有跟你確定而你又是個臉皮薄極度被動的人所以你一直保持沉默。
你想講話卻又不知道對方是不是想聽
爲什麽他可以講很多你卻可以很專心聽甚至很想介入瞭解并完全把思考模式換成是對方的，而在你講話的時候對方卻沒有讓你有這種感覺呢？
你已經夠傻了，因為感性變得更傻
你的自我你的自信你的驕傲去哪了？
一直說服你自己說：“拿下面具，做回最真實的你”
都是一堆表面話
你不喜歡抽煙，卻一直試著接受，這又是爲什麽？
你和對方有時候會有一點代購，而你卻一直想知道更多，這又是爲什麽？
你一直想要的“被喜歡”因為沒有從對方得到而覺得自己很差，所以哭了是嗎？
其實你很驕傲
你太驕傲的覺得自己一定要被愛，你覺得這是理所當然的
你曾經因為家裡的關係而是一個很乖很乖的小孩
其實你的野心比任何一個人都大 你想要的東西比任何人都多
你曾經喜歡過的人 可能是因為自己家裡的或是年齡的關係 你一直沒有踏出任何一步 因為你很乖 你不懂得爭取 所以你失去
也或許你習慣被喜歡 所以當你經歷喜歡一個人的滋味時你才知道那有多不好玩
你曾經覺得曖昧很好，但現在你覺得曖昧是個討人厭的東西
對於一切不確切的事情抱有希望，難道你就不怕失望嗎？
你依然的驕傲自我
你被動的要死，一直覺得把主動權拋給對方是理所當然的
但是從對方的角度想 或許他也希望被喜歡
或許他比你還挑 比你還會想
雖然說21世紀男女平等
但是我就是很保守.......啊
你哭是因為什麽？
因為你想了很多的可能性，但都是自己的猜測
所以哭也沒用
你還是那麼的被動
你現在很矛盾 不知道要怎麼面對這種事情
你現在很自責 覺得自己不夠好
自信呢？！
你怕輸
你希望得到的就一定要到手
什麼時候你好勝心這麼強啊 女孩？
你的情緒請好好的控制
我要走了
你保重
ciao~
Friday, July 13, 2012
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Different feeling of Wanting
I realized my English got worsen, so I decided to blog using English.
No direct translate, use proper English okay.
We can crave for what we want mentally, but we must not taking it for granted that you WILL definitely have it.
To get what you want you must first understand why do you want it?
I know too many reasons or analysis will make ourselves confuse at the end,
it's just like buying a swimming suit last week.
Compare with the HUI JUN last time, I will hesitate and think a lot of pros and cons of buying a swimming suit, isn't it tiring? So, I made up my mind before buying, I told myself :"when you found one that really suits you, then buy."
Tadah, I did it and I really love my swimming suit.
Well it's the same when you meet new friend, new environment.
Understand why do you want it is just a simple beginning of accepting new things.
"Definite" is confidence? scary?
There shouldn't have definite answers in life, in ones feeling.
Well, except those mathematics and theoretical questions.
We might change our mind or we might persist towards something
It's not definite that you're happy now and you'll happy forever
Why a pretty girl will be a tomboy the other year?
I believe there are reasons behind them or maybe not?
Sometimes I really wish that I can read people's mind, but sometimes i prefer to brush it aside by not thinking this and that.
SEE! I'm not a definite girl because I always add a "BUT" after saying something.
I should be like my roommate/course mate/best friend --- When you decided something don't always try to turn it over and still hesitating. Follow your first instinct.
Rational vs Emotional
Obviously Emotional wins when I'm facing 'emotional' matters.
I cant be myself when it hits me, well it's the me last time.
The me NOW, I prefer to BE MYSELF.
Make yourself comfortable and real rather than hiding yourself.
Wasai! I really don't have the ability to say some theoretical or inspiring things like those writers.
It's hard to express the feeling by saying it out, so i prefer to type it out.
Ciao~
No direct translate, use proper English okay.
We can crave for what we want mentally, but we must not taking it for granted that you WILL definitely have it.
To get what you want you must first understand why do you want it?
I know too many reasons or analysis will make ourselves confuse at the end,
it's just like buying a swimming suit last week.
Compare with the HUI JUN last time, I will hesitate and think a lot of pros and cons of buying a swimming suit, isn't it tiring? So, I made up my mind before buying, I told myself :"when you found one that really suits you, then buy."
Tadah, I did it and I really love my swimming suit.
Well it's the same when you meet new friend, new environment.
Understand why do you want it is just a simple beginning of accepting new things.
"Definite" is confidence? scary?
There shouldn't have definite answers in life, in ones feeling.
Well, except those mathematics and theoretical questions.
We might change our mind or we might persist towards something
It's not definite that you're happy now and you'll happy forever
Why a pretty girl will be a tomboy the other year?
I believe there are reasons behind them or maybe not?
Sometimes I really wish that I can read people's mind, but sometimes i prefer to brush it aside by not thinking this and that.
SEE! I'm not a definite girl because I always add a "BUT" after saying something.
I should be like my roommate/course mate/best friend --- When you decided something don't always try to turn it over and still hesitating. Follow your first instinct.
Rational vs Emotional
Obviously Emotional wins when I'm facing 'emotional' matters.
I cant be myself when it hits me, well it's the me last time.
The me NOW, I prefer to BE MYSELF.
Make yourself comfortable and real rather than hiding yourself.
Wasai! I really don't have the ability to say some theoretical or inspiring things like those writers.
It's hard to express the feeling by saying it out, so i prefer to type it out.
Ciao~
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