Isolation

This blog is idled for like one month!?
I'm so sorry of letting you being so alone blogger :(
As you know I was so damn busy this semester, I don't even have enough time to rest.
Woke up at 9am and back to hostel at 12am
I don't need to be like this but I choose to be from the beginning, well my fault.
My fault for being so Optimistic, my fault to be a girl who is full of curiosity in her life

I felt so sorry to my family because I seldom email with them this semester and til now i still haven't reply their letter. Anyways, A big THANK YOU to all of you who always support me, I really need some support seriously.

I felt so sorry to my health as my liver, my heart, my brain,  my stomach, my intestine and all the cells of mine can only rest  for some hours per day. I know both of you can function well because you're young, but sorry for letting you to be so tired and stressed. At least! I did yoga everyweek to let you relax, say thanks to me. LOL Thanks my body without giving up on me and kept on functioning without complaining. I'll let you rest after this semester, I SWEAR!

There were lots of things happened and all I can describe are:
Ups and downs, happy, jealousy, sad, crazy, drunk, musics, life's hard, earn  money, work, Emotional, Studies, Overweight, cried, imagination, performance, braveness, singing, playing, shopping, counting, frustration...
Loads of adjectives to be used to describe but the dictionary in my brain now is limited.
I learned a lot here and got lots of experiences.
Me, from a girl to a girl-woman, I was easily being emotional, I can cry when my mind is blank, and cry eventhough there are some matter that was super-duper tiny. I can expressed my feeling easily though as compared with the HUI JUN before. I'd even analyzed myself, am I facing depression? but I was happy this semester. Why? There are too many I-WANT in my life, I hate to be forced to choose either one, but then this is life, you can't split yourself into two and do what you want. We must give and take and think positively, live in where you are now but not in the past. Isolation and Concentration!

I can see that my EQ is getting lower
Sorry if it disturbed some of you
Dream and Reality. A cruel decision has to be made.
It's hard to reach MY dream yet it's hard too to reach MY reality.
See, I'm just a girl who thinks a lot and indecisive.
I want this, I want that.
I need love I need money I need intelligence I need time I need friends I need SUPPORT!
I'm just selfish and greedy!
The congratulation-award that I should have this semester is my BRAVENESS
I dare to perform on stage solo =)
I sing, I dance, I act. 
Well, I'm totally different as compared with the me during Primary school. Bravo to me

Anyways, Summer break is coming, still I'm not letting my self to be free, I'm going to one of the MaoKong Cafe to work as waitress. My first and very first job as waitress. Say yes to me.

ciao~

Some photo sharing session =)