The thoughts in my mind BEFORE

Okay, it's time to say something I wanted to say REAL long ago which was stuck in my mind for REAL long.
When I was 16, I got REAL mad to the newly built couple.
Okay, obviously jealousy was spreading like cancer in my body that time.
Before I knew the relationship, I did what girls will do:
Stalk him, msn him (he knocked my msn first kay), read his blog (to know is there anything about me), check his recent activity, ask about him trough his friend indirectly etc...
Well, I will do all this stuffs was because he talked to me first and ...emmm....rumors??? @@
I don't know what other girls will do when they heard some rumors, but this is what I will do eventhough no confession from him. Small little girl ma. XD
The worst thing I felt was, he asked his friend to ask me whether I will accept him, if not he'll choose another girl (name was told! =_=). If you are a girl, obviously you will angry and beh song la!
So this is how he confessed?! Not face to face but need a third person. Great!
I then was told that he was shy. okay. I shut up*
I really speechless after that.
If ask who I liked in secondary, I would say the one I Hated before. REAL hate.
This was the first time I hate somebody.
Without any action and put hope? Second Great thing. (haha. =.=)
I don't need complicated one but simple one also don't have how can I accept la!?

Okay, this was the most exclusive blog after 3 years of my Sweet sixteen.
I don't know what urge me to blog about it but I just want to express the thoughts in my mind which was still with me now.
Some words are offensive, don't take it serious.

ciao~~