Vulgarity

Can't believe that I say vulgar words for like everyday?!
Well, just simple one like~~~ma de, SHIT , deng etc.
You know why?
Sure got its reason la!
I lost in the FB game.
That's it. XD

When will you say vulgar word huh?
Angry? Sad? Jealous? Happy?
Anyway, my mood swing manner come back.
Mood damn bad.
Moody in a sudden where I don't really know the reason, perhaps I know but just not sure.
I believe that no one wants to be closed to you when you are in a bad mood.
I will not talk much.
I will just sit there and quiet.
I will not laugh like kisiao but keep quiet looking cool.
I will not talk to talkative people like I did everytime when I'm in bad mood.
I will think that people around me talk non-sense and the thing I'm thinking is the most important one.
I will think that no one cares for me and mood will be worsen.

Therefore, it's just a routine.
They don't talk to you, you beh song.
They don't know what you are thinking but you expect they know what you are thinking.
They know you are in bad mood, so don't talk to you, wrong?!
You know you are in bad mood, so you won't smile. That's your problem but it's not their job to make you happy or anything.
You know your face will be 'smelly' like shit, that's your problem. Who cares? They don't even know what you are thinking!
Dude! wake up. =__=
Don't think that everyone surrounds you. You are not a sun!

but, serious no one knows.
Never!

Why huh?! I want to express it out but it seems like I eaten it.
So hard to express meh? Talk easy job, talk anything you like.
Sometime, say some vulgar words is the best way of relief.

ciao~~~