春遊 to 宜蘭

政馬春遊終於結束了。=D
3月26日，我們一群馬來西亞人到宜蘭的一些地方玩了一整天。
其實地點的名字，我本人不清楚。哈哈！
Pictures tell a thousand words.
Enjoy. =D

瀑布

這張我看起來好瘦！哈哈，我最喜歡的。=D

第二層其實并沒有多高。還以為會好像爬山那樣（升旗山etc）第一和第二差很遠。

帥吧！學長啦，旁邊的學姐竟然吃醋我和他拍照！哈哈哈哈。

只能停留在這裡，因為第三層不能進去（下雨）。

最愛這張！=D

大一、大一、大一、大一、大三！哈哈.

只有五個大一去。

有feel 吧=D

五個大一 VS 五個大四。對比打嗎？我覺得沒有很大啦。

大三三八組。XD

竟然拍下來放上FB tag JS Pang

到了國立傳統藝術中心，超級好玩。裏面的東西都好奇怪，整條街走完需要一整天。而且好像DIY好多好多東西。

很特別的意見店，全是使用紙皮製的叻！我坐在紙皮椅子上。

紙帽子！

原住民帽。

貴婦帽。XD

在這店買了糖蔥。後悔。太甜，不好吃。
結果到另一家買龍鬚糖。還蠻好吃的。

不是fa hiao~~~是覺得椅子很特別！

在展示館裏面。

也很愛這張，斯文look。

造反的人。XD 已經寫明輕忽攝影我卻~~~攝了。

還有很多很多照片呢！
這次的遊玩感覺還蠻好的。
最好的是在客運上可以唱K！
好笑的事情也很多。
EX: Bill Chow 睡覺打鼾聲超級大聲的！
Ah Bao 唱歌唱不停！
Pauline Chia 借我雨傘借不停1

哦對！我們DIY了自己的筷子。
過程就只有磨磨磨！磨圓四方的筷子。
還好我畫上了一些東西，不然真的沒有滿足感。

這一次的春遊就是讓大家感情更好。
不去的大一真的有點可惜。
但是，我相信還有更多的活動會實行。=D

晚安咯~

ciao~~

Experience

Nice experience yesterday.
I went publicity with the whole publicity gang and walked on the street shouting and singing.
That was pretty cool!!
This is the first time I did something I don't dare to do.
If you ask me to promote this function (Golden Melody) by myself, on the street, shouting like syok sendiri, singing like a crazy girl, I'll say: WTH?!!!
LOL, who dares to do so la?!
More people more attraction right.
I don't look like those brave people singing in the public underground and ask for donation. They are REAL brave I tell you.

Anyway, I knew new friends and got closer with them. =D
I tried to be more sociable, and I did!
Sigh, the thing I feel sorry to myself is, I ate too much and didn't do exercise often.
Okay! Tomorrow I'll go to the gym after class ok! =D

About my life,
still as normal as last sem but more colourful.
So, not that normal though.
LOLS.
I'm now practicing to sing a song, it's for a singing competition which is going to be held on 5th May organized by HK Macau Association.
First time eh!!!!!
I say I want to join means I want to join.
No matter how terrible my singing is, I still want to join because if I never try in my entire life, I think I'll regret in the future.
Know what, I didn't join any competition by myself before, meaning standing on the stage alone and perform.
Primary school time, I wanted to join singing competition badly, but I guess I had fear-on-stage that time, I SCARED this scared that. haiz.

Anyway, my schedule is fulled!
Fulled of activities until I can't breath.
Tuesday and Wednesday is the most unwanted day to me.
Busiest and tiring.

Off to bed. Have class at 8am.
ciao~~

Life must be meaningful

Yeah, as what I wrote in previous post,
I joined GOLDEN MELODY singing competition.
Joined as in crew la! not singer, although I LOVE to sing. =D
It's divided into many groups and I am in Publicity Group.
Today, we went to Shih Hsin University.
The Uni that I wanted to go and don't want to go.
Ah, long story though.
Meaning I have to choose between my current Uni and this Uni.
At the end I choosed here. =D
No regrets though.

Anyway, I guess I shouted for like more than 10 times?!!!
Kept on Yo leh Yo leh Yo leh Yo!
I say Yo, you say Leh!
bla bla bla bla bla....
A lot more.
Than we sang our song (composed by my sophomore---she's cool! =D)
This is my first time doing this kind of things,
like in a BIG group being optimistic and face strangerS!
Last time I just stay in door doing Art things,
boring~~~I'm trying to make myself not to stay in door always.
Even I no need to worry that I will get sunburned because the temperature now is still cool and relax.
I thought a lot of things today, although communication's slang are different, but I think it's my specialty, not to say I'm proud of my not-really-appropriate-and-accurate slang lah! Just, I think there's no need to change myself 180 degree just to adapt into this environment. Right?!

Night, I ate dinner with Khai.
Finally, we met.
He brought his friends too who just reached today.
I brought him to eat at 湯饌.
Not bad, he refilled the rice for 3 times. @@
Brought them to visit my Uni.
=D And he gave me Tai Yang Bing.

Ok, photoshop time
Not editing pics la deh!
I need to do poster. =)

ciao~~

Vulgarity

Can't believe that I say vulgar words for like everyday?!
Well, just simple one like~~~ma de, SHIT , deng etc.
You know why?
Sure got its reason la!
I lost in the FB game.
That's it. XD

When will you say vulgar word huh?
Angry? Sad? Jealous? Happy?
Anyway, my mood swing manner come back.
Mood damn bad.
Moody in a sudden where I don't really know the reason, perhaps I know but just not sure.
I believe that no one wants to be closed to you when you are in a bad mood.
I will not talk much.
I will just sit there and quiet.
I will not laugh like kisiao but keep quiet looking cool.
I will not talk to talkative people like I did everytime when I'm in bad mood.
I will think that people around me talk non-sense and the thing I'm thinking is the most important one.
I will think that no one cares for me and mood will be worsen.

Therefore, it's just a routine.
They don't talk to you, you beh song.
They don't know what you are thinking but you expect they know what you are thinking.
They know you are in bad mood, so don't talk to you, wrong?!
You know you are in bad mood, so you won't smile. That's your problem but it's not their job to make you happy or anything.
You know your face will be 'smelly' like shit, that's your problem. Who cares? They don't even know what you are thinking!
Dude! wake up. =__=
Don't think that everyone surrounds you. You are not a sun!

but, serious no one knows.
Never!

Why huh?! I want to express it out but it seems like I eaten it.
So hard to express meh? Talk easy job, talk anything you like.
Sometime, say some vulgar words is the best way of relief.

ciao~~~

Emotional

These few days kinda Emo a.k.a Emotional.
Although I joined a lot of activities,but my time filled up till I can't breathe.
Lols, not actually can't breathe, just the most tiring day will be Tuesday and Wednesday.
Why can't they balance it leh?!
like held the meeting on Monday, Thursday or Friday because I'm damn free on these night.

Today, I attended class like normal.
This time the teaching style is kinda different from last time.
Not much lecture, just test your creativeness and "play" with you.
"Play" means they're not teaching you any theories but tell you how to be creative those stuff.
So, it's kinda fun.
I even missed home when the Assistant asked us to draw something we think about--The first picture that I'd taken.
I don't know what to draw, so I drew I'm in the playground swinging.

Things to do this semester:
1. Poster for Malaysian booth something.
2. Golden Melody Promotion Crew
3. Singing Competition organized by HK and Macao Association.
4. Study hard
5. Pay hard in Examination

金旋獎工作人員的起點

從早上9點上課到傍晚6點。
忙了一整天，9點才回到宿舍。
我~~~~乖乖的小孩沒去上課。
我去金旋工作人員宣傳組的集合！
我是街頭組，總共六個人。
我還以為會有十個之類的。
參加這個活動主要是想讓自己忙一點，也想學習團隊大合作。
晚餐被披薩搞定，幸虧我沒有賣手卷。
哈哈~~~

或許是剛認識，所以不多話講。
我相信在宣傳的過程當中，我會脫穎而出！
我說真的。
我本人的個性就不是安靜派，
要好動起來也總得有共同話題吧！
嘖嘖。

希望在這裡可以認識更多人，也讓我的視野開闊。
=D

面試+電影=一天

面試了金旋獎工作人員。
面試過程還蠻好笑的。
我其實不知我在講什麽。
可以講得就亂講。

美萱問我會畫畫嗎？
我說：會，我話畫像。
美萱：是人像嗎？
我說：對！
美萱：那有帶來嗎？
我說：在~~~youtube里。
美萱：那如果我們想在四維堂前放一個引人注目的東西，你會放什麽？
我說：雕像吧！
美萱：什麼樣的雕像？
我說：不像人的雕像。

囧掉~~~~這什麽鬼答案？！
當時不知道要講什麽，腦力閃過奧斯卡獎項的獎盃人像：


個人想說，爲了不抄襲也基於版權問題，我就說“不像人的雕像”。
現在回想真的覺得有點~~~~囧。
然後叫我畫出工作人員的名片。

製片
請問有拍過片嗎？
我說：有，就我在馬來西亞有到一間學院上課，然後老師要我們做presentation，是與主播有關係的，所以我就拍了一些自製新聞，算是有拍片經驗吧！

這個答案還好。個人沒意見。

之後問如果要邀請評審，我會要邀請誰？
想了10秒~~~~我就說：陶晶瑩吧！
很好的答案！我個人覺得。=D

宣傳
最吵的面試方式。
叫我們一起以最大聲的聲音大叫口號? something something something. 我忘了。
之後，又叫我們以個人方式喊出“我很喜歡金旋”！
我其實還有很多發揮空間，只是一時沒有時間想。
sigh~~~
還有，他們還叫我們5秒內以海豚音喊。
瓦老！！！

面試之前心情本來就不好，
表現的不好是應該的吧！
面試后，
我又失神了。
最近一直失神，不知去向。
面試后，腦里沒有方向的前往等公車地方，
但是想一下，我帶了書下來也計劃說要到圖書館的啊！
之後就轉向圖書館的方向，還是一樣沒有明確的方向。

最後，會了一點神，我便看電影去。
Inception
一部好電影；一位勁導演；一位帥主角；一部讓我很想從中學習的電影。
老師上課用這部電影為例子，很多抓鏡頭的方式我都很好奇，所以就看這部片。
結局老師已經跟我們說，
是導演故意的。
主角的確回到了現實世界。沒錯！=D

心情還是沒怎麼樣。
睡覺。晚安。

Target

申請大學的時候，有些大學會叫你寫大學生涯規劃 (Study Plan)。
我有寫。
我也如願以償。

想一想，我第一學期做了什麽？
現在第二學期了，我又為自己策劃了什麽？
我的目標是什麽？
室友點了我，說我不能再這樣下去。
一向來嘻嘻哈哈的我，靜了下來。
喉嚨緊繃了；眼睛癢癢的。
之前就算嘲笑我，我還是不介意的大笑。
但是這種是很小很小的事情，所以沒怎樣。
說到人生目標，我有嗎？

她說我只會在宿舍，沒有去找東西做。
她說我慢熱；看到陌生人不講話。

我剛剛玩FB 遊戲，一直在輸。
原因是我在想別的。
當時我腦力一直想找出一個可以讓我訴說自己心聲的好朋友。
結果，很多臉孔不斷的出現。
時而模糊時而清晰。
就是不會停下來告訴我他是我的好朋友。
人在他鄉必定會感受到一種孤獨感。

再想想，我曾經想做很多很多事情。
社團、工讀、表演、拍攝等等。
有嗎？
我覺得有一些有，只是時間還未到。

她說我一直讀書，這是我最感到奇怪的一件事。
我一直面對電腦，她卻說我一直讀書？
然後又說我混著來的。
這豈不是有矛盾？
好啦，所謂旁觀者清；
其實我也應該謝謝她點我，要不然我怎麼會突然想這麼多。

是不同系的問題嗎？
我明明覺得我很多東西要做，而且學分還蠻重的。
我知道一直讀書不是完完全全的有大學feel，我也不是什麽讀書料啊！
我也有想要在大學內做一些特別值得懷念的事情。
我想要的東西可多了！
爲什麽？
爲什麽她那一點讓我想這麼多？
難道我真的來混的嗎？

我不想得到的答案就是——“是”。
我不是來混的！
我有自己的目標，
爲什麽這麼容易被打敗？

或許我現在唯一必須克服的就是——面對陌生人。
我一直覺得你要跟陌生人聊天，最重要是知識。
你至少要懂一點點，才能聊啊！
你會指甲油的倫理，不代表別人也會。
另外，失敗乃成功之母，工讀申請失敗就氣餒？
這不是我right!

好了，睡覺。
又要躲進被窩，一面思考一面壓抑喉嚨。

晚安。

Insomnia

Insomnia.

Who created this special word?
Well, I knew this word when I was studying EST (English for Science and Technology).
Currently, I'm facing the world-most-unwanted-fact, insomnia.
I never drink coffee.
I never sleep too much.
I do feel tired.
I tried to lye on me bed.
Still, can't sleep.

Grr~~~~~
This is world-most-cruel-disturbance.
I guess there are some factors that affect me towards insomnia.

1. Pillow----I hate the pillow I'm currently using till the max!!!! It doesn't hard like a stone and doesn't soft like a cotton. It's just so uncomfortable, I planned to buy a better pillow before I come back here to continue my second semester, but still unsuccessful. IKEA?? Furniture house?? Grr~~~

2. Weather----I hold myself up like those kind of worm, I think earthworm? Ya, that kind of worm which will roll themselves up if we touch them. Although I got thick blanket, but it was like a routine, I will always roll up when I sleep. Then, my stomach will ache.

3. Mattress---- Well, the mattress here are all thin thin one. I think only 5cm?! My mattress at home 18cm got spring, can sleep nicely. Everytime when I wake up, my whole body especially my back will ache. With no reasons huh!

4. Ventilation---- The weather is still cold, so we'll not on the fan, open the window nor open the window on top of the door. Although it's cold, still ventilation is needed right? I'm guessing my whole body will ache is it because I got not enough oxygen?

5. Hugging stuff---- My habit. I must hug something when I sleep, so now I miss my boaster. I used it since I was a baby. T___T Guess what, I use another blanket which is use for summer and roll it up like a boaster. Smart right! >_<


Thank god I still look Pretty-good.
LOLS....Laugh-out-loud-sss.

Ciao~~~

不知煩什麽

最近，心情好像《忐忑》那樣，旋律上上下下的。



不好笑。=___=
不知在煩什麼就對了。
說不知又不是完全不知。
矛盾就是了啦！

哎喲~~~~~~~~
好啦，發洩！
1. 我要工讀。
2. 我要靠自己（賺得生活費）
3. 我答應了就真的要做到，我也相信他們說讓我做是真的！
4. 自己在外總需要找一些“洞”Lubang，不能規規矩矩的，因今世不同往日。
5. 得了一次教訓還不夠？！上課再睡覺就真的要拿熱水燒屁股了。
6. 宿舍不是網咖，不要一直呆在網咖！
7. 沒有男朋友就算了，還要一直看人家談戀愛搞屁？=__=
8. 指甲明明就不怎麼好看，卻只會把時間花在指甲彩繪是不是過分一點啊？！
9. 明明就沒有很忙卻要把自己說的好像很忙，是在拽什麽？

好了。


是很像蜜蜂？

剛剛和媽媽FB上聊天，
她說要睡覺了，但是我還是有很多話要講。
拖了5分鐘再幾分鐘，她才去睡。
她問我食物吃完了嗎？吃完了。
Milo喝完了？*誇張！* 還沒完啦！
我跟她說謝謝因為悄悄塞了很多Oldtown White Coffee 進我的包包。
哈哈，我媽媽就是這麼可愛！幽默！

好了，睡覺吧小女孩。=D

Day passed.
Time passed.
What I've done?

Revision? NOPE
Study? NOPE
Wor? NOPE

So sad~~~
I gave my Curriculum Vitae to the International Cooperation,
they rejected me today saying that they have enough part time student.
Sigh~~~It is hard to find a job weh. Grrr~~~
Next semester onwards I have to earn own living expenses as what I promised to my dad.
If I don't find a good job right now, how am I going to earn money to feed myself?!
Jia you~~ I know I can find a good one.

Anyway, ate bak kut teh just now.
Cooked by seniors.
Ok la~ not bad, just not enough taste. LOLS.

kay gonna off to study.
Machine ON~~~Groooom.

ciao~~=D

Normal day can be colourful sometimes

Yeap, I used my time wisely this semester.
I don't want to be like last semester~~~Day pass without any memories.
Although I joined those BIG Events or Activities with department's friends, but still I can't feel the Happiness when we won the Champion in Culture Cup---The so-called Choir Competition held yearly in my Uni.

Okay~~Let me describe a little bit about this awkward feeling.
Why do I say AWKWARD?
I'm in the team but why did I felt Awkward?!
Ridiculous right!!!
I laughed with teammates, I smiled with teammates, I sang with teammates, I did the same thing as what they did.
I spent most of my time with them. Kept on practicing vocal, sang like Champion-will-be-us like that, can say sang we were kiasu-lang.
So what if the tradition of our department is that we were the Champion every year?!
It's all because of the First group of seniors of my department! If they didn't win the champion, we'll not follow up.
Well, guess it's already been a MUST to win since we are in the same department, even though there are people that don't like to sing.
I posted "YAY!!! 這麼多的辛苦終於讓我們得冠軍了！ means It's possible for us to get this Champion because we really did a lot of hard work" in Facebook.
Guess what, I posted this is just to SHOW, I got no feeling when I post this.
I didn't cry too, I wonder why they want to cry?! So sad/happy meh?!
Choir only ma, nothing much to be sad/happy. I can't even feel the happiness.
Yeap, maybe if I'm in Malaysia with all my CLOSE friends, I think I'll happy till I cry.

Clue given~~~I'm not CLOSE with my department friend that semester. *Owh~~so sad T_T*

Me at right hand side.

Our group

This is how we looked like

Damn ACTION weh~~~

Anyway, guess my social skill have to be improved.
Yeah~ one more, Malaysian Students' Association.
See the name also know only for MALAYSIAN. =__=
They are good because they speak the same slang as I do. LOLS!
but, one thing I don't really go into them is that, they have gangs.
Like~~~XX high school got gang, then another XX high school got gang.
I'm the only SMK PERIMBUN. T__T Where to find gang la?!
Sigh~~~

kay kay kay~~~Back to the title.
I say colorful is because I got 22 credits this semester.
OMG! Some more I have Jazz dance but 0 credits.
I want my life to be colorful by doing things that are memorable!
Don't waste time!!! >___< Grrr~~

2 days continuous outing

26/27 Feb 2011

Outing with roommate. Kay, I guess I'll post using Chinese.
其實，最主要的不是“2 days continuous outing”，看來我還是把“前言”說一下好了。

原本想當宅女的我不願意出去，但是在室友——敬鏈的說服下，我跟她出去了。
她要上託福(TOEFL)課——FREE 的，我本來就不打算考託福所以前晚就說不去了。
26日早上，我繼續當宅女看電視劇。
原本打算5點才出門到台北車站meet敬鏈逛街，但是她說怕要pair up 找伴希望我去。
最後，我還是去了。*心軟*

遲到一小時，但是還蠻好玩的。
逛逛逛，逛到晚上11點多才回到宿舍。

27日 我們再次去那個地方。
這次聰明的我像happy 借了相機，所以可以全天拍照留念。=)
這一天上的課非常沉悶，很想趕快回宿舍。
最糟糕的是，我們都穿了高跟鞋！
這是如此的荒唐，走台北穿高跟鞋是不要活了嗎？！
沒辦法，愛美重要。XD

不知是魔鬼上身還是什麽，每次上完課就會心情不好。
我們都不會笑，看來室友是不會去那邊上課的了！哈哈。
這一天拍了不少照片，但大多都是在捷運上拍的。*嘖嘖

分享照片時段了（哦！好久沒秀照片了啦！）

Outfit of the day! =D 等校內公車不忘拍照，這是我第一次穿的這麼少女（在政大）

左邊就是我的室友——敬鏈啦！其實她有幫牙套，哈哈！是我幫她photoshop了，而且她的頭髮被我染了。我的頭髮也是。XD

主要是拿來當國文功課——我認識的台灣

敬鏈說這個曾經上報紙，而且羅志祥在我下面！當然要拍照留念。=D

這就是兩個無聊的女生在捷運上的傑作！都穿高跟鞋哦！真的累死。

擺pose 還蠻好看的嘛！XD photoshop-ed! 哈哈！

不知要做什麽所以就互拍！

內湖線最後一站——動物園。小孩的至愛！=D

等公車不忘拍照，還大膽使用鎂光燈！所以我不得photoshop消滅青春痘。

第一次穿了耳洞的敬鏈叫我拍她的耳朵。耳環還蠻可愛的。=D

YAY! 這是我最滿意的自拍

主角是我的手指，在太陽底下會是閃閃發光的手指哦！大明星也沒有！哈哈。

好啦！
前言完畢，到主要內容了！

我會post這個主要是：
First, 我知道室友都不會看到我的部落格；
Second, 看我的部落格的人都沒多少；
Third, 我很想很想抒發我內心的~~~~煩躁。

Tips 提示給很多了，當然與這個post 相關的人很明顯的是我的室友和朋友啦！
*注意：暫時沒有對象，所以煩惱與異性無關。*
我的室友3個都是金融系，她們仨算很close了吧！
有時候，她們聊的東西我都參不進去。
我做的與她們不同；她們做的與我不同。
這種情況是難免有的。
但是，我都沒有因為不同系而與她們相處的不好，反而是我很高興有她們當我的室友。
與我比較熟的就是敬鏈啦！

我的個性就是：吵中帶幽默；沉默中帶歡樂；
我必須說，與我共處一室的人真的必須“忍耐”我的性格——是positive 方面的性格。
我在寢室很吵（Ex: 大唱歌、吵她們etc）因為這才是真實的我。
我的人就是這樣，相處久了才會勇敢的告訴朋友們我真正的性格其實就是這樣而已。
沒有什麽特別，我就是大喇喇的，就這樣。

但，這不代表開始的時候偽裝，而是，保留朋友對我的第一印象。
第一印象 First Impression 非常重要。
我和敬鏈玩過“第一印象”遊戲：
她說我很安靜（久了就沒有><），是乖乖女。
我說她很驕傲，都不理人。

有時我們都會交還心聲。
這是我最開心也最煩惱的事。
開心因為彼此信任而且大家都在不同的系而對對方坦誠；
煩惱是害怕以後不知還有沒有機會再當室友因為每年都要換寢室。

廣電系一位朋友約我與她當室友。
是我們突然聊起來的。
當時我很高興她先開口說要跟我一起住，畢竟大家都是同一系，住在一起比較好。
所以我不用煩惱要怎麼問她了（我老早就想要跟同系的人住在一起），不必害怕被拒絕。
但是，我有想現在這班室友都很好，而且敬鏈算是我覺得是位很好的朋友。
她說，她酸我的時候她不會害怕我生氣因為我都會突然大笑（真的，我不會care 這些）
個性爽朗算是我唯一的特徵吧！
我唯一克服不了的就是——社交。
對於新見面的人，我都很少話。
知識與學問其實就是社交最重要的一個橋樑。
如果我每一個領域都瞭解，就可把話題開闊，才是最主要的。
我不喜歡足球，所以都不會參與足球的話題。
我喜歡指甲油，所以可以講很多個小時。

對於喜歡和不喜歡，我個人有待改變。
我爸爸算是我的role model 了吧！
*papa 看到一定很爽*
他可以爬山爬到山腰休息時，與一個外人聊天聊到下山。
他可以只利用電話，把煩人的事情搞定。
他可以什麽都聊，只要你問他他都會不惜一切告訴你。
他可以從什麽都不懂，變成略懂或者都懂或者完全懂！
他就是有不放棄的精神。

我~~~到現在還是不敢跳出溫室，自己闖。
遇見問題，第一個想到的是別人而不是自己。
爲什麽我不把自己的事情和問題，都通通讓給別人做而不是自己？！

現在才知道，要抒發內心的想法，
不是黑字白字就可以完全說完。
有些事情就是很難說出口，就算寫字也很難。