Desparate

What am I desperate now?!
OG!
Thought of those impossible things everytime I sleep.
It won't become TRUE Miss Lim!
Please! stop THINKING!

I read my horoscope past few days.
It said that: " I have to try to fill up my time with lots of Activities or anything to forget things that shouldn't appear in my mind."
100% Ngam!

Well, why?
It begun few years or few few years ago.
I don't know why i couldn't let go something, I just can't.
I not sure what it is but I'm quite sure sometimes. *Lame*
I know sometimes I don't take it serious but actually I did took it serious, but who knows?!
Yeah~~~~ME! only Me! =)

I can't believe I prefer to "tell" myself rather than sharing with others.
Perhaps it's because I'm NOT SURE about it.
I was as if like I'm in the middle of the road and got nowhere to go.
I was unsure! Standing in the middle without an Aim whether to go towards North, South, East or West.
Again~~~only I know what happened to me.

I tried to express what I'm thinking but it didn't works.

Sigh, I don't want to let it go without telling the truth towards North, South, East or West.
I don't want to regret by not TELLING IT OUT!

ARGH!