First week

First week of second semester is always senang-lenang.
Not really senang though, I want to add 2 more credits to reach 22 credits in this sem.
Tomorrow have to attend a class and ask the teacher whether can accept me as student.
How poor you know! >__<

Tuesday and Wednesday is the busiest days I will go through.
My time table is so not balance lor~~~
Most subjects are cramped in Tues and Wed, the rest are only one subjects.
=___=
I don't think this kind of Course selection using Computer system will benefit us because sometimes we can't get the subjects we wanted to study, so now everyone have to use HUMAN ATTACK to ask teacher to accept us. It's somehow a TRADITION of my Uni I guess. LOL.
I don't like to HUMAN ATTACK lar~~~Feel so insecure, if kena reject how?!
If rejected have to rush to other class (I'm interested in) to Attack the teacher.
It's like running here and there.
That's why they say 跑加簽. RUN jia qian....-.-

OMG! Sleep early. =D

ciao~~~

The place I used to stay for 4 months+

Back to hostel, Full of different thoughts about it.

Firstly, I'm happy because the weather is NICE & can wear many many layers of clothes.

Secondly, I feel strange with this "New" environment, yah~~it's somehow new to me coz my adaptation kept on changing: from HERE to Malaysia and back to HERE.

Thirdly, my hostel is cleaner after I cleaned it for like 2 hours?! I think I'm sick of cleanliness, my roommates are fortunate to have me as their roommate. XD LOL~~*Praise myself

Fourthly, I feel a little bit lonely without those people that I know in Msia. It's not that kind of NEGATIVE lonely, it's POSITIVE lonely. Duh~~I create myself to differentiate lonely using positive and negative. >__<

Fifthly, I can't wait for my PE class because I'm gonna learn Jazz Dance!!!! JAZZ weh!!! OMG, I'm gonna be sexy. XD


Yesterday, Departed at 10 am; Arrived at 3.00pm. Can say delayed? Out from the custom at 3.25pm. Reached hostel at 5.00pm. Cleaned hostel til 7.30 pm. Washed towel with FULL of SPIRIT! Hand muscles pain now. T__T

ciao~~~ =D

Aim for it

Aiming!
Yes, I'm aiming!
I'm totally serious!
No joking man!

I planned everything for next semester.
I just wish that I can change my attitude towards everything that I'm gonna face.
It's easy to say but it's hard to do.
Not really hard though, it's just all depends on my will.
If I'm lazy, then I forever will not success.
If I'm hardworking, then I might have some percentage to success.
but then these all must be maintained consistently, no "3 minutes interest"
XD

Anyway, FEELING time.

Although I come home for 1 month.
I have nothing much to do but just stay at home relaxing, the only tiring days were this week because I went to KL for two days to record Documentary.
Well, these two days, seriously I didn't really had fun.
It was like --I record it is just because it's somehow my homework and I got to do it.
The feel is totally different from what I did in New Era for my presentation.
Perhaps it was because I was the Director, photographer, cameraman, scriptwriter (70%) etc.
I was like the one who did everything but I still feel OK because I did what I want.
It's just simple, not much, just MALAYSIAN.
This time, I was like purposely changed myself because this video is to show students from other countries.
My style doesn't suit anyway.

K, fine. it's over and I'm going back! =D

Yah, one more thing.
I kept on dreaming of some WEIRD WEIRD dreams nowadays.
Ex: Someone confessed to me, someone saved me from danger, someone ~~~~
OMG! What's happening to me?!!!
I even don't want to get off of my bed because I wanna stay in the dream.
Miss LIM HJ! you are so~~~~~hiao.
LOLS.

Desparate

What am I desperate now?!
OG!
Thought of those impossible things everytime I sleep.
It won't become TRUE Miss Lim!
Please! stop THINKING!

I read my horoscope past few days.
It said that: " I have to try to fill up my time with lots of Activities or anything to forget things that shouldn't appear in my mind."
100% Ngam!

Well, why?
It begun few years or few few years ago.
I don't know why i couldn't let go something, I just can't.
I not sure what it is but I'm quite sure sometimes. *Lame*
I know sometimes I don't take it serious but actually I did took it serious, but who knows?!
Yeah~~~~ME! only Me! =)

I can't believe I prefer to "tell" myself rather than sharing with others.
Perhaps it's because I'm NOT SURE about it.
I was as if like I'm in the middle of the road and got nowhere to go.
I was unsure! Standing in the middle without an Aim whether to go towards North, South, East or West.
Again~~~only I know what happened to me.

I tried to express what I'm thinking but it didn't works.

Sigh, I don't want to let it go without telling the truth towards North, South, East or West.
I don't want to regret by not TELLING IT OUT!

ARGH!