Deactivated

Good news or Bad news?
Well, neutral to me.
I DEACTIVATED my Facebook account.
Since the day before yesterday. =)
Nah, it's just temporary and I'll back to FB after 13 Jan's exam.

What makes me to deactivate it huh?
Maybe because of my guiltiness. .___.
I felt that I wasted too much time in FB and realized that it doesn't really help in my studies.
Perhaps it did helped in SOME topic but when I asked myself:" Did FB helps you before?"
The answer could be Yes or No.
I'm studying in the field of Mass Communication, of course Social Website will not be abandoned.
But, after serious thoughts, I realized I wasted too much time on it and didn't really have much time to study.
I guess this decision is right.
Every time when I open the Mozilla browser, I warned myself not to OPEN it although it's always the first website appeared when I click on the "arrow-to-open-the-website's-I-used-before".

I always wanted to be a "Human with A Lot of Knowledge".
And desperate to make discussion with other people as if I know everything.
Don't you feel nice when you can mix with anyone without any border line and can always mix up with different types of human easily?
Well, this is kinda weird though.
The day before Yesterday---Wednesday, I had an examination.
Honestly, I didn't sleep well this week because of those assignments and reports!
This exam was kinda Torturing yet the questions he (my dear li Xin lecturer) asked was kinda free.
Sophomores said his questions will be related to the books he asked to buy.
So, I read the thinnest one. =___=
I was like. WHAT?!
What is he (author) talking?
It's about artistic thingy though.
With those UNKNOWN NOUNS (Chinese), I guess I gone MAD reading it.
I wanted to give up once. I'm not someone who can read for long time. .___.

I opened the E-learning website of my school just now and read everyone's opinion about what my lecturer taught in class.
First time to read clearly and felt that, I wasted too much time.
T___T
How could I have such LOW willpower in class?
Well, my class is the Theater. =___= It's so damn comfortable to sit on the cushion chair and sleep with romantic lighting.
I missed out some important points said by him.
Conclusion, I don't know what to discuss on the Board of E-learning and this will cause my marks to be low.
FYI, E-learning is a teaching and study site for students to discuss online.
It is University. =)

Anyway, I am now making myself to be different in the sense of thinking, lifestyle and Habits!
I don't want to regret someday what I lose something.
Go for what you want!

=D