Days without entertainments

I'm a snail.
Slowest snail.
Friends here also call me BLUR queen.
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Studies?
I'm slower or maybe the slowest.

New environment, new teaching method, new styles, new learning method etc.
Everything is quite NEW to me.
I have friends, but not true friends.
I say HI to them and they say HI too.
I say BYE to them and they say BYE too.
It's just somehow a manners.
That's it! No more.
They are my HI-BYE friend.
Early September they knew each other but I'm still in Malaysia not be known by others.
First lecture we did some introduction and of course they won't remember who I am.
The following weeks, we are closer and in the same lecture hall but not sitting with each other because the lecture hall is actually the theater. = =
It's BIG! and always have empty seats.
We are divided into groups.
Let me name some groups that I created by myself:
1. Pretty girl GROUP
2. Mix (girl and boy) GROUP
3. Neutral GROUP
4. International GROUP

Focus on the forth one!
International!
No doubts, I'm in the group.
Can say so? I guess so.
First, Second and Third group are all HI-BYE friends.
They have their own group and the "Application" Period to enter these groups had meet the deadline since Mid-September.
I tried to put one leg into one of the group, but unfortunately my leg has been threw out.
Not them who threw it away is I have own sense, I can SENSE ok!

Anyway, I shouldn't worry too much right?
I'm the one who should have the initiative because as what my Chinese teacher said:
"We as international student should go and mix with local student but not staying in the same group of people from our country. If we really do, then it's such a waste because we come all the way to this far place and social network are those from our own country only. Not worth it!"
I know!
but I tried and it's like nobody business!
I guess I have two personality here.
One is quiet and one is noisy.