你最出丑的时候是几时？
唱歌唱破音？
穿高跟鞋跌倒？
对不起啦，我不能举例太多，一时也想不起那么多。
以上两个例子，我都经历过。
真的超级丑！！！
所谓出丑是光荣之母。
你要光荣，总得经历一段丑日吧！
不好意思，我的引用会不会太烂了？(⊙_⊙)
好，没关系反正我要的光荣又不是Mount Everest 那么高。
就那Kinabalu 山一般的高度就够了。XD
别看遍Kinabalu 啊！Malaysia you know?!
全东南亚最高的山哩！
好回到正题。
就从唱歌开始吧！
昨天，面试及口试了I-Do。
虽然并不是很formal的面试，但是我真的有准备哦！
真的是很衰，自弹自唱搞屁哦？！=.=
最后哩？ 破声！
还好我够快，很快就带过了。o(≧v≦)o~~好棒
高跟鞋啊？
够力！还好不是在那么多人的面前！
不然，真的不想见人了，我愿意当宅女！
谁叫我在还没生出来的时候，
基因那么快的就要我是个矮的。
那就是所谓的gene.=)
Chromosomes 在作怪！
还有哦，最近会很忙很忙。
忙什么？读书！
真的！
所以下星期会在宿舍了。
拜六礼拜也是，但是千万千万不要来找我！
我不会答你任何问题。
本小姐将会忙得很。
=)
下线了，读书去。
=D
Friday, April 30, 2010
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Life with obstacles
Obstacles, I learned this word when I was in form 1.
My sister is the one who taught me this word. =)
The reason is because she was explaining the obstacles I'll be going through in a camp.
Therefore, I used it often in my essays. XD
It's quite a general word to be used.
The main purpose I focuses on OBSTACLES this word is because
I'd gone through some obstacles.
I shouldn't take things simple.
I thought motor is very easy to pass.
But, with my so called 'confidence', I failed TWICE!
because of the TITI!!
Well, I did quite well when I was practicing.
but, failed perhaps because of my nervousness.
I begged the JPJ people, they cruelly said : TAK~ BO~LEH!!!
I speechless, I cried, I was helpless.
The uncle, yeah, the UNCLE who always sit outside the JPJ room,
Can even recognize me because I FAIL often. =.=
I asked him for help at first, so he said next time if I come for test, see him,
He'll try to talk on behalf of me.
Another thing, College stuffs.
I was in a some sort of mood which is hard to be explained.
I don't know whether my thinking is the right one.
I can't differentiate.
I missed lots of classes and assignments.
Do you all really think I don't care?!
I CARE!!!!
But, I don't know where to start.
Time table, chart? I did. but still function-less.
Guess that I'm the only one who knows what I'm thinking.
Hard to be explain la dude (blogspot).
One more thing, I feel like I was left out,
perhaps I always truant.
Left out from the topics my friends were talking.
Left out from the hot news in College!!
Left out lots of things which need people to make special arrangement for me and I kept on delaying it.
I really feel sorry and, I have got no choice.
Third,
By going through these obstacles,
I know more about the public transport in KL and Selangor.
That's one of the benefits.
=)
Special thanks to those who support me.
Care for me.
=)
No matter what, I still need SUPPORT. =)
but, support means support,
you can mention once but not every time.
If every second every minute you say support me,
I will get annoyed and I'll feel that you are not sincere.
I might think that you say by word only ma, easy job like that.
SINCERITY.
Thank You.
My sister is the one who taught me this word. =)
The reason is because she was explaining the obstacles I'll be going through in a camp.
Therefore, I used it often in my essays. XD
It's quite a general word to be used.
The main purpose I focuses on OBSTACLES this word is because
I'd gone through some obstacles.
I shouldn't take things simple.
I thought motor is very easy to pass.
But, with my so called 'confidence', I failed TWICE!
because of the TITI!!
Well, I did quite well when I was practicing.
but, failed perhaps because of my nervousness.
I begged the JPJ people, they cruelly said : TAK~ BO~LEH!!!
I speechless, I cried, I was helpless.
The uncle, yeah, the UNCLE who always sit outside the JPJ room,
Can even recognize me because I FAIL often. =.=
I asked him for help at first, so he said next time if I come for test, see him,
He'll try to talk on behalf of me.
Another thing, College stuffs.
I was in a some sort of mood which is hard to be explained.
I don't know whether my thinking is the right one.
I can't differentiate.
I missed lots of classes and assignments.
Do you all really think I don't care?!
I CARE!!!!
But, I don't know where to start.
Time table, chart? I did. but still function-less.
Guess that I'm the only one who knows what I'm thinking.
Hard to be explain la dude (blogspot).
One more thing, I feel like I was left out,
perhaps I always truant.
Left out from the topics my friends were talking.
Left out from the hot news in College!!
Left out lots of things which need people to make special arrangement for me and I kept on delaying it.
I really feel sorry and, I have got no choice.
Third,
By going through these obstacles,
I know more about the public transport in KL and Selangor.
That's one of the benefits.
=)
Special thanks to those who support me.
Care for me.
=)
No matter what, I still need SUPPORT. =)
but, support means support,
you can mention once but not every time.
If every second every minute you say support me,
I will get annoyed and I'll feel that you are not sincere.
I might think that you say by word only ma, easy job like that.
SINCERITY.
Thank You.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
什么
我觉得自己真的有时很自私。
我要的东西，就要别人为我完成。
我需要帮忙，就要人家来帮忙。
但是，帮我的人一直都有个问题。
我却只能靠说的，安慰的话也很少讲。
他帮了我。
我连一句谢谢都没说。
是别人的话，一收到一样东西，
一定会说一声：“谢谢”。
但是，我说的也只是通过FB。
隔了几天，我还是没有亲口说出口。
我从来都没有慰问过他的下落。
我没有试着去关心在我身边的人。
更何况是我身边的亲人。
我甚至，连要看他样子都要在FB看。
那个人，就是我大哥。
现在，他每次都早出晚归。
上星期四到今天，我一直都在家。
虽然，他每天晚上都在家睡，我们住在同一屋檐下，
但是，
整个星期，
我都看不到他。
现在已是另一个星期四了。
我只能在凌晨12.00见到我哥哥。
我不知说什么好，就说：“eh,好久不见！”
这是妹妹该说的话吗？！
他没理我。
我之后再问：“昨天我睡了，你还没有回来吗？”
他没回答。
只耸肩一下。
顿时，我觉得好奇怪。
以前，我们都是一起玩的，
一起癫，都是他做主。
现在，
各奔东西南北，
好像陌生人了。
而且，他也很少回家吃饭了。
他说，他在avoid/逃避。
逃避为了避免爸生气。
长大了，真的会这样吗？
千依百顺就只有小时候吗？
长大了，就不顺了吗？
长大了，有自己的想法，是好还是坏？
逃避是方法吗？
劝导是方法吗？
坐下来一起谈真的很难吗？
我希望，我的家人可以看到这post。
因为，我们不是陌生人。
我要的东西，就要别人为我完成。
我需要帮忙，就要人家来帮忙。
但是，帮我的人一直都有个问题。
我却只能靠说的，安慰的话也很少讲。
他帮了我。
我连一句谢谢都没说。
是别人的话，一收到一样东西，
一定会说一声：“谢谢”。
但是，我说的也只是通过FB。
隔了几天，我还是没有亲口说出口。
我从来都没有慰问过他的下落。
我没有试着去关心在我身边的人。
更何况是我身边的亲人。
我甚至，连要看他样子都要在FB看。
那个人，就是我大哥。
现在，他每次都早出晚归。
上星期四到今天，我一直都在家。
虽然，他每天晚上都在家睡，我们住在同一屋檐下，
但是，
整个星期，
我都看不到他。
现在已是另一个星期四了。
我只能在凌晨12.00见到我哥哥。
我不知说什么好，就说：“eh,好久不见！”
这是妹妹该说的话吗？！
他没理我。
我之后再问：“昨天我睡了，你还没有回来吗？”
他没回答。
只耸肩一下。
顿时，我觉得好奇怪。
以前，我们都是一起玩的，
一起癫，都是他做主。
现在，
各奔东西南北，
好像陌生人了。
而且，他也很少回家吃饭了。
他说，他在avoid/逃避。
逃避为了避免爸生气。
长大了，真的会这样吗？
千依百顺就只有小时候吗？
长大了，就不顺了吗？
长大了，有自己的想法，是好还是坏？
逃避是方法吗？
劝导是方法吗？
坐下来一起谈真的很难吗？
我希望，我的家人可以看到这post。
因为，我们不是陌生人。
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Truant
Truant = ponteng in Malay
=)
Should I be proud to truant for the whole week?
Lols, shouldn't be. XD
As I said, my schedule fulled!!!
Wanted to go to the PC fair with friends on Saturday,
but I have to attend an examination and also a driving lesson.
And, I FAILED my motor Exam!!!!!
I was so pissed off that day.
I know I shouldn't blame anyone, that's all my fault maybe because I was too confident or Nervous.
How could I failed something which is so so damn EASY!! =.='''
The titi ---- I used to be very confident during practicing time.
The Jalan ---- I used to be the pro who taught an Indian on what to do. =.=
But, I fell down from the titi because my speed was too slow. =.=
I should increase it a bit.!!!!
I was so damn angry that time.
So, I accelerated faster as usual at the Emergency Break section. XD
Then, the jalan as usual, showed those stupid things.
Manatau, during a sharp turn, I couldn't balance and put my leg down.
FAILED~~~~ =.='''
The easiest Bahagian III I also failed!!!!
DAMN!!!
I learn motor is to fail is it?? and to pay them money for re-exam is it??
I was thinking, "The way you all earn money is to hope that all your students FAIL?!"
Another case, I was so pissed off too to the instructor who teach me.
He shouted at me.
Fine, I'm going to prove my ability in driving to him this Saturday!
Another case, went for some interview these days.
That's one of the reasons.
=)
One more thing!!
I went back to school on 12th April 2010.
I was pissed off too!!!
The attire I wore not formal meh?!!
Not official meh?!!
Close-minded humans.
Polish shoes humans!!
Small-little-puppy-behind-their-boss's-ass humans!!
><>
I really hate those kind of eying....
Like, wherever I go, eying everywhere. (#‵′)凸 我靠( ‵o′)凸
*The one I mentioned is only a person, not everyone*
=)
Should I be proud to truant for the whole week?
Lols, shouldn't be. XD
As I said, my schedule fulled!!!
Wanted to go to the PC fair with friends on Saturday,
but I have to attend an examination and also a driving lesson.
And, I FAILED my motor Exam!!!!!
I was so pissed off that day.
I know I shouldn't blame anyone, that's all my fault maybe because I was too confident or Nervous.
How could I failed something which is so so damn EASY!! =.='''
The titi ---- I used to be very confident during practicing time.
The Jalan ---- I used to be the pro who taught an Indian on what to do. =.=
But, I fell down from the titi because my speed was too slow. =.=
I should increase it a bit.!!!!
I was so damn angry that time.
So, I accelerated faster as usual at the Emergency Break section. XD
Then, the jalan as usual, showed those stupid things.
Manatau, during a sharp turn, I couldn't balance and put my leg down.
FAILED~~~~ =.='''
The easiest Bahagian III I also failed!!!!
DAMN!!!
I learn motor is to fail is it?? and to pay them money for re-exam is it??
I was thinking, "The way you all earn money is to hope that all your students FAIL?!"
Another case, I was so pissed off too to the instructor who teach me.
He shouted at me.
Fine, I'm going to prove my ability in driving to him this Saturday!
Another case, went for some interview these days.
That's one of the reasons.
=)
One more thing!!
I went back to school on 12th April 2010.
I was pissed off too!!!
The attire I wore not formal meh?!!
Not official meh?!!
Close-minded humans.
Polish shoes humans!!
Small-little-puppy-behind-their-boss's-ass humans!!
><>
I really hate those kind of eying....
Like, wherever I go, eying everywhere. (#‵′)凸 我靠( ‵o′)凸
*The one I mentioned is only a person, not everyone*
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Jealousy
ARGH!!! I'm now in Jealous mood.
I'm not pretty,
I'm not gorgeous.
I'm just not to everything!
Why? I'm jealous after reading those things.
Why would it be?
It should be mine but i let it go.
It shouldn't be yours but you grab it from me.
I'm not blaming you but to say that,
if you do not exist, perhaps there's still a chance for me RIGHT!
I feel really wasteful as I really like it before.
Before!!!
but I didn't tell it. T_______________T
I just ignore it wherever it is.
I regretted after some scenario happened.
but why it don't ask?!!!
It pretend that I already don't want it.
It just PRETEND, it didn't ask me!!!
T_____________T
If it ask face to face, I would consider maybe after SPM?!
I know you 'things' cannot tahan those lonely time,
so, simply go and mix with other creature and met new ONE!!
I'm so angry and so SPEECHLESS after I got those news.
So, til now, no more creature come to me.
because, they Scared. WTF!!!!
I really hope that I can go oversea to pursue my tertiary studies and forget these things!!!
I wanna change into new leaf,
I wanna proof that you made the wrong decision,
I wanna make you regret,
I wanna make you feel sorry,
I wanna meet new creature!!!!!!
C~R~E~A~T~U~R~E~
Am I really a problematic girl??
我妒忌被我放
我痛恨在别人面前哭，哭做么？
博同情？
死了才有人同情你吧！
你会明白吗？
说来说去，只有我自己懂，
说真的，我是位很难express自己的感觉给别人听的女生。
真的很想，总有一天告诉一个我真真真真真的相信的人。
几时，到底几时才是适合的时间？！！
我还能渴望多久？
不知道为什么，自从Form3 那一段路之后，
我，有所畏避。
一直不敢开多一条路了。
=)
每次，自己一个人在弹钢琴。
认识我的人知道的啦，
爱发梦的我，爱看偶像剧的我，
在弹钢琴的当儿，
一直希望有个人可以默默的在背后支持我，
欣赏那只有我可弹出来的歌。
但是，这种画面好像只有花花世界，偶像世界才会有吧。
我这种稻草不是花的人，平凡不是偶像的人，
看来等了一百年也等不到吧！
观众，可能就只有我一个人。
听众，可能就是我或则那个时钟。
算了，说别的。
I'm going back to school on Monday with formal attire.
Then, will go to New Era after that.
Tuesday and Wednesday not going to school.
Schedule kinda fulled!!
I'm not pretty,
I'm not gorgeous.
I'm just not to everything!
Why? I'm jealous after reading those things.
Why would it be?
It should be mine but i let it go.
It shouldn't be yours but you grab it from me.
I'm not blaming you but to say that,
if you do not exist, perhaps there's still a chance for me RIGHT!
I feel really wasteful as I really like it before.
Before!!!
but I didn't tell it. T_______________T
I just ignore it wherever it is.
I regretted after some scenario happened.
but why it don't ask?!!!
It pretend that I already don't want it.
It just PRETEND, it didn't ask me!!!
T_____________T
If it ask face to face, I would consider maybe after SPM?!
I know you 'things' cannot tahan those lonely time,
so, simply go and mix with other creature and met new ONE!!
I'm so angry and so SPEECHLESS after I got those news.
So, til now, no more creature come to me.
because, they Scared. WTF!!!!
I really hope that I can go oversea to pursue my tertiary studies and forget these things!!!
I wanna change into new leaf,
I wanna proof that you made the wrong decision,
I wanna make you regret,
I wanna make you feel sorry,
I wanna meet new creature!!!!!!
C~R~E~A~T~U~R~E~
Am I really a problematic girl??
心情很容易就被打败。
我放弃了一样东西，当我再回头看它时，突然很不悦。
我妒忌被我放弃的东西，竟然被别人要了。
好好笑哦，我竟然这么的~~~矛盾。请原谅我的幼稚。:(
别以为我不哭，其实，哭的最多的人，就是我。我痛恨在别人面前哭，哭做么？
博同情？
死了才有人同情你吧！
你会明白吗？
说来说去，只有我自己懂，
说真的，我是位很难express自己的感觉给别人听的女生。
真的很想，总有一天告诉一个我真真真真真的相信的人。
几时，到底几时才是适合的时间？！！
我还能渴望多久？
不知道为什么，自从Form3 那一段路之后，
我，有所畏避。
一直不敢开多一条路了。
=)
每次，自己一个人在弹钢琴。
认识我的人知道的啦，
爱发梦的我，爱看偶像剧的我，
在弹钢琴的当儿，
一直希望有个人可以默默的在背后支持我，
欣赏那只有我可弹出来的歌。
但是，这种画面好像只有花花世界，偶像世界才会有吧。
我这种稻草不是花的人，平凡不是偶像的人，
看来等了一百年也等不到吧！
观众，可能就只有我一个人。
听众，可能就是我或则那个时钟。
算了，说别的。
I'm going back to school on Monday with formal attire.
Then, will go to New Era after that.
Tuesday and Wednesday not going to school.
Schedule kinda fulled!!
Friday, April 2, 2010
Decision
Sometimes, it's hard to make decision.
Because, both got their own benefits.
Sometimes, we have to be choosy.
Of course, we must choose the best.
Sometimes, we have to leave.
Because, both got their own reasons.
What am I suppose to be?
I suppose to be an introvert, but now, I overcoming it.
Things can change in a glance.
Today you see a boy wearing T-shirt, the next day you will see him wearing bikini. XP
*lame right, sorry, don't know how to make an example.
As a Media student, it is a must to be extrovert.
Things around us are actually Media.
Even human is part of Media.
They could pass the message and latest info but it's not that accurate and consistent.
As for Facebook, like what my lecturer said.
Facebook's news are faster than Newspaper.
We can comment wherever we want.
Today, I went back by KTM.
Kevin teman. >.<
I was like a sardine being squeezed by HUMAN.
Ate his biscuit. =P
arghhh, face getting worst nowadays,
oily, pale. My roommate said I look like corpse. =.=
My lips white in colour, my face look pale.
How la? I was born to be like that what.
but, still can rectify it if I care about myself. lols.
I have to present on Monday already,
how? I'm incharge of Power Point.
Because, both got their own benefits.
Sometimes, we have to be choosy.
Of course, we must choose the best.
Sometimes, we have to leave.
Because, both got their own reasons.
What am I suppose to be?
I suppose to be an introvert, but now, I overcoming it.
Things can change in a glance.
Today you see a boy wearing T-shirt, the next day you will see him wearing bikini. XP
*lame right, sorry, don't know how to make an example.
As a Media student, it is a must to be extrovert.
Things around us are actually Media.
Even human is part of Media.
They could pass the message and latest info but it's not that accurate and consistent.
As for Facebook, like what my lecturer said.
Facebook's news are faster than Newspaper.
We can comment wherever we want.
Today, I went back by KTM.
Kevin teman. >.<
I was like a sardine being squeezed by HUMAN.
Ate his biscuit. =P
arghhh, face getting worst nowadays,
oily, pale. My roommate said I look like corpse. =.=
My lips white in colour, my face look pale.
How la? I was born to be like that what.
but, still can rectify it if I care about myself. lols.
I have to present on Monday already,
how? I'm incharge of Power Point.
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