I'm nothing

I'm nothing.
There's too many 'nothing' in my life.

Can't speak it out
Can't shout it loud
Can't even face it

I know simple makes perfect.
But some are not.
There's too many imagination in my mind.
I used to solve many problems through my imagination.
That's so FAKE!
Everything seems very fake,
untrue.
I was like cheating myself,
to relief.
but it's still,
untrue.

yes.
I'm not the outstanding one,
but I'm still me!
Please respect.
I feel happier with some other buddy...
Some people who love to live in their own world = syok sendiri
and it is equal to = others are ignored.
the ignored one or two or three or numerous =
speak it out to the other ignored one.
Another result will be =
the ignored one or two or three or numerous,
will feel "it's better to stay away or keep a distance with 'syok sendiri'"
and therefore...
there's a distance.

Just..
emm...
like...
haiya...

Can you all understand my so not 'formula'???
actually, I can't. It's very difficult to speak it out or type it down.
Just ignore My SO not Formula + that dumb '=' (equal) sign..
Science drive me crazy-dizzy-zyzy-busy-zyzy-BUMBLE BEE
Weee...
Albert Einstein handsome man!

Really speechless.
speechless...less...ess...ss..ss..s...s...s...