Suspend and precipitation

Suspend the old ones and precipitate the new ones.
I coincidentally thought of these two adjectives, interesting.
Everyone will have their own resolution on eves i.e. New year eve, Christmas eve, New semester eve etc.
Why?
To achieve.

I watched a movie today "Peaceful Warrior".
Although the environment of watching this movie was absolutely uncomfortable, but I do agree with the synopsis.

Soc: Where are you?
Me: Here
Soc: What time is it?
Me: Now
Soc: What are you?
Me: This moment

Above is one of the quotes from "Peaceful Warrior" which I remembered the most.
Live in what you are living now, in chinese we say 活在當下
We have our own aim in life, but throughout the whole journey, "desperation" are as if those diamonds and pearls in the beautiful glass cabinets, trying to lure you into their "well-paved-trap" causing you farther to your aim. They are not obstacles but time which delayed your thoughts.
Never ever think of the ending when you are doing something.
It will interrupt your thoughts causing you to have little "deformation" in doing something.

I gave an example of my own after watching this movie.
It did helped me.
I failed my Yamaha Teacher's Grade 5 Electone examination twice.
I was angry .
I blamed myself and got angry with the grading graded by the examiners.
I did practiced yet the results were bad.
Third time, I tried to convince myself that exam is just a turning point to continue your endless journey.
You're still in "practice" mood but in different feel.
You are just performing your confidence and talent and what you learnt for more than 10 years!

Do what you want to do.
Not doing everything in 5 minutes, but well-planned.

Nah, typing out what I think is easy.
What about taking it in action ?
Will I really action after typing all my thoughts here?
Time.
I'm not blaming you Time.
You are important in everyone's life Time.
I will appreciate you Time.

That's it for now.
Hui Jun's philosophy.

很多矛盾

爲什麽？
爲什麽跟系上的朋友那麼難打成一片？
明明我自認為覺得自己算social的人。
剛剛上課，巧遇朋友，只哈拉一下就自己走了。
然後坐座位之前，他們站著說話我又很尷尬不知該參進去還是不要，
因為不熟，我就自己走了，坐下來。
問題是沒有人坐著 @@
結果他們坐到很前面，接著又很多人來了。
我也只好移去前面，不然會很“特別”。

每一次回來就是面臨這種問題，
明明是瑣碎的問題，我卻可以心情不好。
好難懂。
也好奇怪。
>__<

寒假前後

寒假好好
寒假之後又要面對一堆課業和自己未來的夢想前進
大學并不像以前上學那樣的普通
課業之餘我必須往事業去想它對我的好處
每次寒假回家都會聽爸爸說很多理論和道理
都是說不完和聽不完的
大多數都是勸告和鼓勵
每次回到家就是多了很多鼓勵
之前害怕去做的，在家人鼓勵之下讓我真的很想往前踏一步

一年
我要為未來的一年計劃了
真的不能只是空談了
雖然很多時候我有很多“想要...”
但很多“想要...”都還沒實現
我是慢熱的人
每次只要遇到新的東西就會慢慢退縮
爲什麽啊？
我小時候是有受保護過嗎？
沒有啊！
人生經驗不夠吧！

去台灣之後又要離開家裡人
看得出爸媽不想我去那麼久才回來
希望這一次他們給我的自由我會好好利用就是了
沒有我欺負和玩弄的妹妹也會想念我吧！XD
每次在朋友面前都會讓大家知道我擁有一個妹妹
讓大家知道我這妹妹就在我的電話桌面 =)
希望她的未來是美好的

雖然很多次有衝動想快點去台灣
但是每次到機場都會沒有胃口吃東西
心情很複雜也很想當個papa and mummy's girl
做在飛機位置上會有種酸溜溜的東西壓在心裡

未來是怎樣就順其自然
我也會為自己擺好路的！
你們放心吧！=)
你女兒正在長大了。