單身

剛剛洗完澡吹著頭髮的時候，
莫名的我頭髮與往常不一樣，手摸時很不順又有點打結（因為還濕濕的）。
但是我就是很不爽這感覺啦。

吹著吹著，很自然的跟我室友冒出一句：“我覺得我大學這4年都會單身耶。”
她還安慰我說：“不要這樣想。”

我自己講出來了也覺得好笑
吹頭髮就吹呀，想什麽單身啊？！
我覺得我真的需要好好plan整個畢業之前要做的東西。
有太多東西我想學想弄了啦！
就算單身也要單身的有意義！I don't care.

首先最重要的是賺錢。
錢不是萬能，但是沒錢是萬萬不能的啊！

剛剛節目製作管理課請來了一位三立行銷部門的學姐，
原來所有的八卦、所有的緋聞、所有的新聞都是經過他們策劃和製造的。
敬佩敬佩
但是當行銷還真不賴，可以親近藝人瞭解他們
只是很多brainstorming 的東西，絞盡腦汁想梗真的不容易
無中生有，把一件很普通的事情搞得轟轟烈烈；
把一位不出名的演員捧紅
她說要想出梗，就要趁現在在大學多參與社團辦活動
說真的也是啦！

她還說她公司有很多“敗犬”，我笑了
但是如果我走這行會是嗎？
算了，來個近期看看我肩長的頭髮吧！=)

Days with joy

Finished filming last weekend for the ASUS competition.
Such a relief. =)

From Monday's examination, I know that without practicing one will not success.
Yeah, I knew it since young. Duh~~
I passed the second studio recording test after failing the first one.
That time I was not in a good mood because an important document was lost.
Luckily I did it smoothly without any mistakes although my hands were trembling nervously sitting infront of the examiner.
It's just the same as learning guitar.
I used 3 days to learn a song and obviously this is an impossible mission eventhough if you have the basic in music. I know what to press and know how to sing, but I just need another 3 seconds to change from one chord to another. My fingers were red in pain, fingernails were short and nail polish gone off like I don't care.
I cared my fingernails since my first year in Uni, for this 3 minutes short video I got to sacrifice my hardly-grow-long fingernails to be shorten. T___T
BUT! at least I know how to play guitar and I growing interest towards it. =)

Today I went to Yilan.
Doing charity activities with children.
Some of them were shy and some were hyperactive.
A girl name Ting Ting was like fell in love with me. LOL
She loved to stick with me whenever I go.
Then, she have to go to other place with her same age of friends.
She didn't want because she wanted to be with me.
So, guess what I said?



Ha, you must go to the other library, if not the teacher will get angry and I don't know how to help you.
She got scared and go out cutely and asked me to go and find her after I finished my work.

That's it for the joyful day I passed trough.
Do what you want without any hesitation.

交錯複雜

大二



爲什麽我越來越想自己一個人，但是又不想一個人。
很矛盾的心理問題。




有時候我很享受獨自一人輕鬆自在，但是輕鬆的時候又會想很多爲什麽我是一個人的？
心情就是這麼的交錯複雜。

就好像我很想睡覺，但是腦里一直不讓我睡。

糟！鼻子酸酸的，眼睛水水的，喉嚨緊緊的。
這是自然現象，無需解釋爲什麽的。



需要發洩的時候我突然覺得沒有對象可以說。
雖然最近很開心，但是卻沒有一個真的真的能夠讓我真情流露的。
人們都說不要去等，直接去爭取。
要爭取我一定會，但是在社會關係要我去爭取是件難事。


我需要多一點的經驗。
就這樣，先讓我獨自一人的出去吧！


Perhaps 這讓我思考能力變強。
還有我要增強我的中文能力，很糟。

ciao~~

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這是一篇很長的故事。
我好久沒有說故事了。
傳院第一次咖啡時光，我去了。
主要原因不在於當天的主題，是...........食物！
窮大學生有免費FREE 的又好吃的食物當然不能錯過。
雖然老師都看得出這群學生的陰謀。
我沒有後悔當天去咖啡時光，更不會吃完東西就拍屁股走人。
我很負責任的聽完當天ASUS的講座。
最後一部份才是重點，一項比賽。
我們這一組都是來自不同背景的人但擁有同樣的理想。

有順序和效率的把每一樣東西弄完，
每一次開會都一定會到，跟其他的完全不同。
ASUS選出入圍的10組，我們是其中一組。
雖然比賽規則不斷更改，組內也不斷的在互相討論，我們依然不放棄。

策劃了1星期，拍攝需用2天。
策劃是人生中很重要的知識。
今天星期六我們到西門町拍外景。
這是我人生中第一次那麼勇敢在這麼多人來往的城市，自彈自唱。
被打燈的我臉更有色彩了，在鏡頭前的我變成是日常生活中不一樣的我。
被化妝的臉讓我更覺得自己漂亮（愛美是女人的天性）。
所有的外在被打包得那麼的好，但是Show出來的時候卻是那麼的僵硬。
NG了很多次都是因為我的緊張，都是因為我的擔心（彈錯），都是環境的吵雜等等。
大家的包容讓我更不好意思，只有happy是最不會掩飾的人，直接把“不爽”擺在臉上。
這是第二次演戲，第一次沒有臺詞，第二次挑戰廣東話和表情部份。
在西門町街頭上，我們都被經過的路人吸引著，有的拿相機拍我們，有的真的把我當明星拍我彈吉他。也有一群學生很突然的跑到我前面看我彈吉他，表情單純驚訝好奇，讓我很想笑XD

我們這一組的組員，本來的不熟變得更熟，大家互相瞭解大家的脾氣和性格。
有直率、有不說但一說就是重點、有很多想法，總之就是一個綜合所有東西的組合。
明天希望是殺青日，把3分鐘的影片拍完我們就可以吃大餐！

先這樣，很累了。
明天加油。

ciao~~

不能墮落

學業第一okay?!!!!

以前讀書的精神快點出來！
學業還是第一!!!!
最近浪費了很多時間，自己的良心也過意不去。

頭上綁彩帶中)。
fighting.

=)

19th Birthday

Thanks to everyone who wished me.
I'm blessed. =)
Seriously I was shocked to have chocolate as present.
Thanks 垂華 for the cheese cake, you're the first one who gave me something. lols...Go to your friend's wedding la .XD
Thanks to everyone who celebrated for me.
Hot cocoa, chocolate etc.
Thanks YES for calling me to ask where's my room to give me a box of chocolate as present.
Surprisingly we chat for more than 1 hour i guess. XD
Thanks to my roommates who gave a little cute surprise with cute candles singing birthday song with cute voice when I opened the door of my room.
Thanks to you guys who wished me in FB.

Birthday is just another turning point of my life.
I'm officially 19!
One more year to experience teenage lfe!
Competitions, games, outings, crazy stuffs all I want!

Ok, study is still in the first place.
I'm not a book worm yet I will still study hard.
I'm not a genius or a clever person, I'm just smart in handling hard stuff.
I'm not pretty nor ugly, I'm just special.
I'm not praising myself because this is what we should have -- confidence. XD

Trying not to think some sensitive stuffs, everything is gonna be 順其自然.
I'm not going to fantasize my future.
So fake.
but, I still will fantasize. =.=
So lame.

I love yoga!
My heartbeat gone faster eventhough I didn't run!
That's what I want.
Run makes me feel tired, yoga too.
I prefer yoga because it's all about FOCUSING!

I love me.
I'm not selfish because to love all of you I have to love me first. =)
I love you.

ciao~~