Holiday

Yeah it's holiday now.
for 2 weeks only. .__.
Peoples' holiday is real holiday.
My holiday is partial holiday.
why do I say so?
No reasons.

I choose this path though.
After all real holiday already. =)
Friends from New Era College asked me whether I want to go to PD.
Obviously, my face showed a "CANNOT" word.
Why?
No reasons.
just, cannot. .___.

I'll tell everything after all.
I know I look secretive,
talk less talk crap more. XD

Stay at this moment,
fly at that moment.
Laugh at this moment,
depress at that moment.
Oh, I'll miss you guys and
I'll remember the moment we had gone through.
My Secondary school friends and NEC friend. =)

Days

Days days days.
2010 will end soon.
and welcome 2011. =)
Time passed without realising.
First semester will end soon and welcome second semester.
I'm not sure whether I should proceed to Second semester. ._.
Well, just look and see.

What did I learned in these 7 months?
I learned how to be myself.
should I say that?
Actually, not really. .____.
Did I do anything by myself?
Did I really experienced something by myself?
Did I ask myself "Do you know what are you doing?"

I want to try something I never do before.
but, do I have the guts?!
Seriously, NOPE. .___.
I told myself I want to try "that",
at the end, my GUTS spoiled everything.

Everyone wants to go oversea to further their studies.
So do I.
I have plans though, but it's only in my mind.
If I go oversea to study, I will not be at home often like now.
I have to be independent.
I'm too dependent in Malaysia a.k.a home.
Never try never know.
The way I act at home do not mean I will be the same if I'm in other place.
Belum cuba belum tau.
=X

Anyway, Stay ahead.
Be myself. =)