Days without entertainments

I'm a snail.
Slowest snail.
Friends here also call me BLUR queen.
= =
Studies?
I'm slower or maybe the slowest.

New environment, new teaching method, new styles, new learning method etc.
Everything is quite NEW to me.
I have friends, but not true friends.
I say HI to them and they say HI too.
I say BYE to them and they say BYE too.
It's just somehow a manners.
That's it! No more.
They are my HI-BYE friend.
Early September they knew each other but I'm still in Malaysia not be known by others.
First lecture we did some introduction and of course they won't remember who I am.
The following weeks, we are closer and in the same lecture hall but not sitting with each other because the lecture hall is actually the theater. = =
It's BIG! and always have empty seats.
We are divided into groups.
Let me name some groups that I created by myself:
1. Pretty girl GROUP
2. Mix (girl and boy) GROUP
3. Neutral GROUP
4. International GROUP

Focus on the forth one!
International!
No doubts, I'm in the group.
Can say so? I guess so.
First, Second and Third group are all HI-BYE friends.
They have their own group and the "Application" Period to enter these groups had meet the deadline since Mid-September.
I tried to put one leg into one of the group, but unfortunately my leg has been threw out.
Not them who threw it away is I have own sense, I can SENSE ok!

Anyway, I shouldn't worry too much right?
I'm the one who should have the initiative because as what my Chinese teacher said:
"We as international student should go and mix with local student but not staying in the same group of people from our country. If we really do, then it's such a waste because we come all the way to this far place and social network are those from our own country only. Not worth it!"
I know!
but I tried and it's like nobody business!
I guess I have two personality here.
One is quiet and one is noisy.

six sense = feel

What is Six sense?

Well, I know this NOUN since young through a movie named "Six Sense"

Duh~~~

Media is so unlimited nowadays, we can learn anything from them and we can either be polluted or be taught.

Six Sense...

I guess everyone will relate it with girls/women.

Stereotype huh!

The media makes everyone to believe its contents but we as the audience will not think deeply about its content but accept it without you noticing whether it's real or fake.

I'm not that pro in experimenting those NEWS though. It's kinda boring.

but Miracles happened!

I love to watch the News here rather than in Malaysia.

Why?

Their news are like "caplang-news-also-can-be-reported".

Those small little matter also will be in the TV news because it's 24 hours news and they must have LOADS of stand-by I guess.

Anyway, recently I love to watch the Animated news online via "Apple Daily" 苹果日报

In lecture, I was shocked why everyone said they don't think Animated news is good.

I like it because I no need to read those small little cute words in the newspaper.

Oh Please stop manicuring

Well, I'm such a loser!
It is tempting me!
I wasted 2 hours to youtube, google search for anything related to NAILS.
=___=
How do I live without Nail polish?
Since when I like manicure?
Since when am I so Girlish?
Since when I like colours on my fingernails?

Anyways, Manicure is just an brief introduction for this post.
=___=
Am I too easily to be happy?
Am I really that "sensitive"?
Is my sense correct?
OMG! I wish the me now can disappear and go to sleep.
There is no way for me to THINK too much.
Th only thing I can think now is----How to Pass?!
but then, I can't even concentrate. .___.
Once again,
is my sense correct?!
OMG!

傳院聚

YAY! 馬來西亞傳院聚終於實行了！
今天12月26日，我們到“兔子兔子”吃漢堡。
在東區，而且兔賊還包下一間房。=)
傳院真的很少女生耶！
但是還是謝謝年輕的學長姐們請客！
送舊就輪到我們咯。

回到政大，竟然玩起拍照。
凱祥當攝影師——全國冠軍哦！哪一國？馬來西亞。=D
我們拍跳起來的照、拍體育館的溫度、錄影。
真的很好玩。=)
大四學長讓你當起專業的攝影師高興吧！

跨年要去哪兒呢？

Deactivated

Good news or Bad news?
Well, neutral to me.
I DEACTIVATED my Facebook account.
Since the day before yesterday. =)
Nah, it's just temporary and I'll back to FB after 13 Jan's exam.

What makes me to deactivate it huh?
Maybe because of my guiltiness. .___.
I felt that I wasted too much time in FB and realized that it doesn't really help in my studies.
Perhaps it did helped in SOME topic but when I asked myself:" Did FB helps you before?"
The answer could be Yes or No.
I'm studying in the field of Mass Communication, of course Social Website will not be abandoned.
But, after serious thoughts, I realized I wasted too much time on it and didn't really have much time to study.
I guess this decision is right.
Every time when I open the Mozilla browser, I warned myself not to OPEN it although it's always the first website appeared when I click on the "arrow-to-open-the-website's-I-used-before".

I always wanted to be a "Human with A Lot of Knowledge".
And desperate to make discussion with other people as if I know everything.
Don't you feel nice when you can mix with anyone without any border line and can always mix up with different types of human easily?
Well, this is kinda weird though.
The day before Yesterday---Wednesday, I had an examination.
Honestly, I didn't sleep well this week because of those assignments and reports!
This exam was kinda Torturing yet the questions he (my dear li Xin lecturer) asked was kinda free.
Sophomores said his questions will be related to the books he asked to buy.
So, I read the thinnest one. =___=
I was like. WHAT?!
What is he (author) talking?
It's about artistic thingy though.
With those UNKNOWN NOUNS (Chinese), I guess I gone MAD reading it.
I wanted to give up once. I'm not someone who can read for long time. .___.

I opened the E-learning website of my school just now and read everyone's opinion about what my lecturer taught in class.
First time to read clearly and felt that, I wasted too much time.
T___T
How could I have such LOW willpower in class?
Well, my class is the Theater. =___= It's so damn comfortable to sit on the cushion chair and sleep with romantic lighting.
I missed out some important points said by him.
Conclusion, I don't know what to discuss on the Board of E-learning and this will cause my marks to be low.
FYI, E-learning is a teaching and study site for students to discuss online.
It is University. =)

Anyway, I am now making myself to be different in the sense of thinking, lifestyle and Habits!
I don't want to regret someday what I lose something.
Go for what you want!

=D

Performance

Well, there will be a performance on 30th December night.
It's my department's Music night.
I struggled for a long time whether I should perform or not.
So, the result is~~I gave the form to the person in charge.
Stated that my performance will need 6 minutes.
Wonder why it takes so long?
Yeah, I will be playing 2 songs.
1 is Croatian Rhapsody and another one is 4 hand with another friend.
Well, he's good in piano.
Hearing, Playing, Accent, transposition, variation etc.
The only thing I wonder is why he wants to bang the piano but it still sounds nice.
He used his whole body to play and I only use my hand to play.

He can also play without looking at the score = play by ear.
Give him any song and he can play it.
I can though. >__<
But I never play in front of so many people.
Coz Low profile. =__=
Anyways, the only thing I'm now still struggling is~~
Although I passed up the performance form but I'm thinking should I just play 4 hand but no solo?
._________.
Am I ego?
Feel like there's another competitors or anything?
Nah, this is not a competition right?!!!
This is performance.
Perform anything you know and get to know more people.
That's your point aren't you Miss Lim Hui Jun?!

Well, I guess to enhance my performance, I have to use some rhythm.
That's what I learned since young, so I have to make use of it.
Electone is the Main one and I never learn Piano.
It's just the selective instrument.

ARGH!!
PLAY LA!
Don't care.
I can right?!

Yo Hey

Well, back to English Post.
Guess I was influenced by the culture here. =X
Believe or not,
my hands have no sense now.
It's 9 degree Celcius outside!
Hair dryer doesn't really helps though.
It gives you just a moment of relief but will not give you the best comfort.
It's just the same as our life.
You are not born to be happy always but you'll still face the ups and downs.
Live down to earth and be realistic. =D

Well, the previous post was kinda~~~emmm~~~yeah EMO.
Anyway, was thinking to share what I did yesterday or maybe the day before yesterday because the time now is 17th December 1.15AM, it's midnight! =D
University life is like this, you will not sleep before 12am.
Well, yesterday or the day before yesterday, I went to a function where Malaysian students come to my Uni and listen to our "speech". .__.
Okay, that's not important, the important is that our Alumni President gave us NTD1000 for dinner.
And I and some seniors went to 聖保羅.
Again, the place where I can play the piano. =)
I played "River flows in you" for the first song.
To my horror, there were hand clapping after my performance.
I was really shocked man!
The first time I went to this Italian Restaurant, I had no hand claps other than my friends'.
but then this time there were LOADS.
Ah, A little bit shy.
Second song, I played Jay Chou's movie---Secret's song. 小雨的立可白
Both SLOW song, know why?
Fingernails long. I care my fingernails more than I do.
If I play fast song, I scared fingernails will break.
and I was still not familiar with the piano, so no fast song yet. =D

The most thing I want to share is:
I'm BACK!
I asked question in my Drama class.
infront of 100+ students.
Luckily I got what I want, and teacher gave me response. =)

Ok, I'm sleepy.

Ciao~~

感覺

感覺上我還沒有忘記。
奇跡是：我被忘記，但我卻沒有忘記。
時間過得快，它把一切都慢慢的變淡。
我~~~卻不小心把一切變得越來越濃厚。
是我。
是我自己拿來的。
每次覺得淡了，但是其實沒有。
是孤單讓把這一切變得濃一點嗎？
我不曉得，我現在想的就是快點回家。
期待什麽？
不可能就是不可能。
生氣什麽？
幹你屁事？
明明自己就是被忘記，還要期待什麽？！
停止吧！
一直看、守護也都沒用，
因為事實擺在你眼前，
不可能。

我知道我什麽都不知道。
我會努力的讓自己變得知道一些些。
在這裡，我想找出我要的人生。
快！跳出那框框。
我相信我終有一天會跳出來。
有些事情不是馬上就能辦得到，
但是我要馬上！
或許我看似衝動，其實我已經放慢了速度。
非常非常的慢
隱形的~看不見的~
來到這裡，我莫名的對自己沒有信心。
莫名的想很多東西。
是我。
是我自己拿來的。
不習慣是藉口。
就是不知道還有什麽藉口可以使用。
來到這裡，心裡好像打仗。
每個人的心好像不是100%曝露出來，
讓我不知道是我太100%還是他們自私？
說話好像另有目的。
Seperti Udang di belakang ??
國語諺語 peribahasa 退步，拍寫。
我捉摸不到，是我慢，是我淺白。
我要找。
我要說到做到！
以前的我去哪裡？
當你自己！
室友說的對，
當你自己。
不必虛偽的~
假裝的~
做你最擅長的，
錯了又怎樣？！
誰去罵你？
只不過是笑你一下。
這有什麽大不了？
只不過精神上受創。
難道你沒有聽過
“失敗是成功之母”
我沒有失敗，我只是出錯。
連失敗都沒有，
傷心個屁？！
糾正一下不就得了？

周遭體驗到的，
就是“奇怪”。
這裡與那裡不同，
我可以說：
我接收不到嗎？
或許，爲了生存，
我~~~
必須接受。
放心，我會慢慢的去接受。

Last but not least,
凡是開心就好，
依你個人喜好去做。
跳出框框選擇你要的。
自己來沒什麼好怕的。
父母的訓練你就要這樣白費嗎？
My answer:“我不要 ><”
Thank you for your nurture.
Sorry if I disappoint you.
Forgive me if I really do.

END~

包種茶

對，接二連三的活動終於完畢了！
文化盃已花了我很多讀書的時間；
包種茶已花了我很多睡眠的時間。

這兩個大型活動占了很多我的私人空間啊！
主題是“包種茶”，當然要說關於它的事情咯。
包種茶就在今天——12月11日2010年
12月09日及12月10日我們再幹什麼呢？

12月08日過著正常的生活。
12月09日過著辛苦的生活。
12月10日過著折磨的生活。

人的一生睡眠很重要，但是我卻連續通宵了2天。
還好10日的時候，我從早上10睡到5點下午。
這就是所謂的日夜顛倒咯！
10.30 晚上繼續趕工，趕到包種茶當天。
通宵的這段時間，或許我有些改變（態度上）
爲什麽呢？
因為我不想邊緣化，更何況我其實就不邊緣，只是我把自己邊緣化而已。
不管什麽事情看得開就好。=D

>___<

包種茶這天，美宣組沒什麼好幹的了。
我就在那裡四處走走，遊蕩，甚至被誤以為是高中生。= =
無可奈何之下跑到新聞官睡覺，不顧形態的趴在桌子上睡了。
包種茶就好像教育展 Education Fair.
我有幫忙宣傳但是就會卡住，很奇怪。
結果，太有空的我一直去吃棉花糖，我不知已經吃了多少呢！
哈哈。
而且，一直對著鏡頭裝傻，真的傻透了！>_<

尾端就是公佈得獎的系咯！
不知爲什麽廣電就是沒有文化盃那樣的High 了，或許大家都累了吧！
還是根本就覺得對手很多啊？
出乎意料的我們竟然得到第三名！
15000台幣慶功！
=D

哦！對！還有！
就通宵的那幾天啊，由於太悶了我就彈鋼琴！
感覺超級的爽，來到這裡第一次可以這麼連續不斷的彈。
活在自己世界，進入音樂。
我已經很久沒有彈了！Q__Q
就因為這樣突然被貫為“點歌”之類的名稱，因為你只要說什麽歌我就立刻馬上彈。
=D

這麼多活動結束了，也是時候專心讀書了。
T___T 我不能再落後，一定要考到好成績回家！
林慧君加油！=D

Decision

I decided to earn my own money start from Second Semester (next year)!
What's the aim then?

DSLR camera!

Yeah, this will be my resolution for next year.
but now I have to concentrate in my studies for another resolution too.
woo~~

What's the aim then?

Money (to study)
Directly = Scholarship

Another resolution.
=)

Ciao~~

第一名與得獎

得獎是次要，過程最重要！
是地！
文化盃終於結束了，換來的卻是感動與驕傲。
感動這三個月一起努力不懈的練唱；驕傲我們能夠一起把兩首歌唱完。
開始一直在責怪文化盃：
爲什麽練唱的時間都與我要參加的活動相撞？！
爲什麽唱來唱去都是一樣的東西？！
爲什麽？爲什麽？

最後，當我發覺自己找到共鳴位置，我陷入了與文化盃的“愛河”。
這一點，我要非常謝謝這位超級專業的“聶炎庠”老師。
他的教學技巧都非常好，不愧是靠指揮賺錢的老師。
慢慢的，我每天都在期待練唱，把自己投入進去。
練習了這麼久上台卻只那八分鐘。
雖短暫但只能說評審是聽得出的。
評審在解釋評語時，好像都在說我們耶。>_<
想必我們真的做到了！

上臺那一刻，我從頭到尾就是笑。
一直不斷地重複提醒自己要冷靜、站穩和笑！
唱歌就是要做到這幾點。
陷入高潮的時候，相信在座觀眾也感受到我們的震撼吧！=)
我那時只有一個字可說：“爽！”
公佈成績的時候，廣電系應該是呐喊最大聲、尖叫聲最刺耳的吧！
恭喜王翎，我們可愛漂亮的指揮獲得了最佳指揮！
也恭喜廣電系拿回了第一名！

或許前幾届的學長姐們把精神都給了我們。
從歷年來的第一名或第二名使得我們有種“不能讓他們失望”的心，所以廣電系對文化盃特別的重視。
爲什麽其他系沒有想打敗我們（廣電/企管）的意思呢？
是前幾届的壓力導致而成？
還是刻板印象造就他們有種“算了，一定是他們贏的”想法？
如果，我們都不知道上一屆的學長姐獲得第一名，我們還會想認真的繼續練唱嗎？
或許我這麼說是不太可能的事，畢竟獲得第一名是一定要告訴學弟妹的。科科。.__.
哎喲，總而言之人的心態就是這樣，
第一次獲得了第一名，下一次當然也想要！
這與我在高中參加畫畫比賽的時候是一樣的感覺。

當然我不是說第一名很重要，而且第一名只不過獲得那高高的獎盃而已。=__=
所以我覺得文化盃這一年一度的活動是爲了讓政大人有一個值得回味的回憶。
過程終究是重要的！=)

Beginning is always before Ending

這幾天都很忙

個人的話，我覺得我不是很忙。

我一直找東西做但是就是忙不過來。

感覺超奇怪。

!!文化盃快到了!!

練了這麼多天

耗了這麼多力

花了這麼多時間

這一天終於要到了

也是解脫的一天

剛開始一直想說：“好吧！去唱唱，反正我最後一次唱合唱團也是在小學。”

還以為就唱歌而已，發出聲音就OK了。

但是我學到【技巧遠比蠻力還重要】如沒有技巧，再多的蠻力也發不出好聲音

簡單的校歌卻需這麼多的力量，這麼多人的團結才唱得出。

而且，表情及肢體都需跟隨音樂擺動，是廣電的“傳統”吧！

當聶老師到來的時候，想唱歌的感覺更多了！

我一直都有注意老師的表情，他在教人的時候都沒有擺黑臉而是一直的在笑！

這種精神就是愛音樂的人該有的！

有一天，我很煩惱到底要怎樣不會用喉嚨唱歌。

當我到新聞管練唱的時候，全心全意的聽老師所講的，我~~~終於發出“不用喉嚨”的聲音了！

我找到共鳴位置了！

接著的練唱日子我便是以【期待】【高興】的心情去練唱。

大家的精神互相的影響大家。

我的臉部表情也受影響，就是【丑中帶美】唱歌要露出門牙，要笑，聲音要往頭上射，音要在頭裡打圈圈！

其實他們所說的都很Abstract，需要很多的想像力，但是最終我們都做得到了！

最不開心的事我的金鎖失蹤！一份禮物都沒有。Q__Q

算了，我的紫薇開行就好。=)

參加文化盃，與系上的朋友都比較熟了。

文化盃大家一起加油咯！=)

Just the way you are

Oh Ma Goshie!!
Love this song!!



These two girls are perfect! =)

就這樣

突然感覺身邊的人都
覺得我是笨的
覺得我什麽都不懂
覺得我沒有用腦
覺得我根本不像18歲
覺得我還是小孩子
覺得我是錯的
覺得我是愚蠢的
覺得我無藥可救的
覺得我這個那個
覺得我什麽都不懂啦！

超級無敵的想發洩！
保持沉默不是我的作風！
遇到挫折自己吞就是我！










或許是我難相處~~
都是我，對不起~~

Starting Point

Can't believe that playing 2 pieces of song can get discount.
Well, this afternoon I had my lunch with friends.
The place I suggested to go is somewhere up stair.
The space in the Italian Restaurant is kinda crowded, but design is quite nice yet simple.
I didn't know that playing on the piano can get 50% discount or red wine or ice-cream.
Without thinking, of course I'll choose discount!
The boss asked to play classical music, I was like.
HUH?! I didn't memorize the score!!!
So I played Jay Chou songs of course, favourite what! =)
Then played "River Flows in You". =)
We have taken some pictures though.

First time to eat with both Taiwanese classmates. =)
Thanks to Una who invited me.
We chit-chat and gossiped.
Yeah, that's what girls always do.
Duhhh~~~
Anyway, have great fun today with classmates.

One more thing,
I finally found the appropriate way to sing.
TQVM to the teacher! He's great and pro man!
I knew I got the right way is because my throat is not pain and it really feel like what seniors described.
Happy singing today. =)

OMG, OYG, OOG

Oh Mah Gosh!!!!
Oh Yaa Gosh!!!!
Oh Our Gosh!!!!

I spent the whole time facing the laptop and understand YOU!
At the end, the result SUCKS!
I understand you but you don't understand ME!
I did homework about YOU!
but you did nothing about ME!
I love you very MUCH!
but you don't even want me to LOVE YOU!

OMG!
OYG!
OOG!

I email the teacher and ask HOW?!
I did the assignment but I got no SATISFACTION!
I tried to understand, but the topic I choosed made me BLUR!

WAKAO!
WALAO!
WASAI!
WAPIANG!
WALAO A!

Deadline COMING !!!T___T
I don't want to miss out anything!
T______________T

Soon

Coming soon!
Oh ma Gosh!
Things should be planned earlier.
I knew it since secondary though. =X
but then I'm still repeating the same bad attitude :-
LAST MINUTE. =__=

Please, get lost from me Mr/Ms LAST MINUTE.
You are like from nowhere and appears in front of me anytime anywhere.
What's the problem now?
How to rectify it?
Well, first is to ask myself WHY.
1. Heart is not there
2. Not concentrating
3. Keep on thinking: "Nah, the deadline is still long, no worries!"
4. Caused by the advance of technology nowadays =X
5. Wrong minded

Bla bla bla~~~
Ms. Lim, please pay hard.
Don't be a loser and disappoint those people who put high hopes on you.
They say you can achieve then you must show them that YOU CAN!
Don't you forget that how much love your family gave?
Don't you forget Wishes from your friends and family?
Don't you forget that you should appreciate what you get and prove to them that you really have the QUALIFICATION!
Don't you forget that they asked you to TAKE CARE?!

Well, Take Care these 2 words made me cried, believe?
My birthday, when I received message from family, they said take care of yourself.
Spontaneously, my eyes were wet with tears.
I felt warmth.
Although I have friends here but still when I needed help, my mind gone blanked.
Blanked is because I don't know who should I contact and who should I ask.
WHO? Normally, my first thought is my family.
but now, it's different.
Everything on my own.
Btw, friends here are different from friends there.
Different in the sense of thinking and communication.
I always have to be SERIOUS when I talk to them. =.=
Independence?
Yeah, guess so.

ok, Gonna rush for reports.
Ciao~~=)

A day with Department's friends and friend

Woke up early in the morning because I told myself that I will never go out if I never finish even ONE report.

Impossibly, I finished it in 2 hours.
I guess more than this. @@
Happy and her roommate asked me whether I want to go to Danshui then ShiLin Night Market with them today.
At first I don't feel like going because Sunday I have another activity which already used up my time to study.
If I go today, how am I gonna survive for Mid-term exam?!
Luckily they say we gonna go at 3pm.
Thus, morning is the time for me to study.

Well, today went to Danshui.
Happy, Zi Yi, Zhi Hui and I
3 RTV's and 1 Advertising's
Took the bus and slept for half an hour.
Then transit to MRT to Danshui Station which is the last station.
1++hours are needed to reach the destination.
I was like, OMG, most of my time is sitting in a transport.
I told myself not to buy anything other than FOOD!
So, first I bought something like very spicy and 2 packs of sweets.
Then, other things which cost me la!
Danshui is a nice place to go, please listen to my advice,
Do not go when there's rain.
You will get crazy.
I like 淡水!

NTD30 no taste. =_=

Action

OMG, can be removed?!

Just for fun. =)

Then went to ShiLin.
That time damn NO MOOD!
Ate O-Wa-Jian and xue-hua-bing.

Left: O-Wa-Jian Right: Xue-Hua-Bing

Cost me NTD 90. =___=
What the.
Anyway, I got no mood to walk and even look at all those nice nice things around me because I was really really tired and no mood adi. The weather is freaking lousy today, raining non-stop!
Luckily I saw something I wanted long long time ago and bought it.

Then go back to hostel.
Same, slept in bus.

ciao~~
Tomorrow gonna do some charity work. =)

18th Birthday =D

昨天是我生日。

I'm officially 18!!!
終於可以申請很多在這裡不能申請的東西了！
開戶口，辦門號etc。
12點凌晨 Facebook 已收到很多祝福。
謝謝大家！
生日還要考試，功課一大堆！
根本沒時間去想我的生日。
更何況我也沒有要什麽。
>__<
5.30pm 與政馬們一起用晚餐。
四川菜，蠻好吃的。
吃完了就上課。
吃一頓我都滿足了，說真的。
結果，上完國文課我們搭電梯下樓，
“祝你生日快樂，
祝你生日快樂，
祝你生日快樂額~~~
祝你生日快樂！

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you~~~wu,
Happy Birthday to you!

Selamat Hari Jadi,
Selamat Hari Jadi,
Selamat Hari Jadi~~~eee,
Selamat Hari Jadi!"

就是他們！
政馬的學長姐及大一的朋友們。
是個“ Lift Surprise”！
真的謝謝你們這麼用心。
電梯門一打開，
就聽到他們的歌聲了！
=D

*// 嚇到的我 >< \\*


*// 吹蠟燭的我 \\*


*// 許願的我 =) \\*


*// 被暉穎強抱的我 .__. \\*


*// 切蛋糕的我 =) \\*


*// 大吃王學姐--巧風 (Kf Tay) 送的巧克力 \\*


*// Fish 學姐頭髮美美哦 \\*


*// Ah Boon 學長送的Chocolate \\*


*// 政馬大一新生們！我最小哩！ >< \\*


*// 傳播學院一家親！\\*


*// Banlat 家萬歲！送的巧克力也最大！=) \\*

*// 大三學長姐合照！\\*

*// 自強7舍少數住宿萬歲！ \\*

最後，
政馬傳統就是把壽星丟進噴水池。
聰明的我，
逃脫了！
只說了5各字：
“我真的不要！”
（嚴肅的）
說真的，我真的真的不想要被弄濕。
超級麻煩。
雖然是有點掃興啦，
但是還是謝謝俊賢準備的咖啡。
還沒喝一口就被那個 俊燊弄跌。
=___=

好吧！
生日就這麼樣。
系上的朋友還是普通，
不很熟。
林慧君
加油吧！

Coldness

Freezing cold, ICY cold!!!
Adjectives are limited to describe my coldness now.
>__<
Last time I desperately want to go Genting because it's cold.
Thus I can use my jacket.
Now, I'm here and need more jackets. @@
I was like, OMG this is my first time wearing SO MANY LAYERSSS of clothes.
And this is my first time buying so many long sleeves clothes.
Believe or not, I have only 3 to 4 long sleeves clothes in my closet.
Even though I brought all of them, still, not enough. T__T

Assignments!!!
Killing me!!!
I know I have to spend my whole time tomorrow to settle everything down.
I have my own limit, don't worry. =)
To do my best, I will do more than I ever have.
More is better than less. =)

Ciao~~~

曾經~~因為

曾經，
我怕聊天，
因為，
會舍不得。

曾經，
我不主動，
因為，
怕會亂想。

曾經，
我很開心，
因為，
聊的開心。

曾經，
我很安靜，
因為，
不會表達。

曾經，
我嘗試過，
因為，
我想突破。

曾經，
我努力過，
因為，
機會把握。

曾經，
討厭出現，
因為，
心裡妒忌。

曾經，
我驕傲過，
因為，
我成功了。

=)

ABC

There are many ABC(s) here.
Speaking Mandarin in ABC slang.
Like Vanness Wu，Lee Hom etc.
Well, recently I'm so crazy about VANNESS!!!
吳建豪！！！

I used to hate him when he acted in Meteor Garden drama.
What a GAY. Ewwww~~~
silky long hair longer than mine. =__=
Some years later,
changed!
Short hair is like OMG, muscular like OMG, body shape is like OMG, eyes are like OMG.
Everything is like OH MY GOD!!!
OHHHH MAIIIII GODDDDD!!!

He's just too perfect to anyone, but I wonder how he will be like when he's growing older. =X
Perhaps still that attractive.
Perhaps still lots of fans.

My turn~~~
Please do not lure me you FOOD!
You are delicious, sweet and juicy.
I know, but please don't appear infront of me can?
T______T

I want to go back next year confidently.
Confidence is important.

制服日

今天是我系的制服日。
巧妙的，我沒有制服。
因為都不知道這裡有這麼一個Function。
更何況我超不想穿我校的制服。
>__<

上完課大家到台上準備拍照，
唯獨我們3個僑生外籍生沒有制服，
所以充當 “攝影師”。
無數的相機必須輪流的被“按”。
不管怎樣我們還是一成員，
最後沒穿制服的也去拍了。
=)

今天上課，又如往常般，
FB status:

上課時的我：脖子一直晃；頭一直在釣魚；耳邊一直有蜜蜂嗡嗡叫；眼皮一直像芭比娃娃般開了又關（速度慢一點而已）；手中拿著筆~~~~~~~ “砰”一聲，肩膀跳起來，回覆正常，專心聽課，再回原形，一直repeat。 .____. 幾時可以停止？我不曉得。 T___T

到底我要怎樣擺脫這個壞習慣？
是環境的問題嗎？
是椅子的問題嗎？
是我的問題嗎？
學長姐都說劇場太舒服，所以導致很多人無力的睡著。
明天！
明天我要振作，不能做豬了！
>__<

Me

Title: ME
Reason: talk about ME

I realized I need some time to adapt this situation, this environment;
perhaps 3~4 months?
First thing is to correct my pronunciation. T___T
Mum said I no need to try to change my style in a purpose, say in the way I pronounce, the way I was in Malaysia.
Yeah, it's agreeable, but it's almost 1month + I'm here, I still feel awkward and weird.
Why har?

They have the same topic, example:
1) Schools here
2) Uniforms here
3) Places here
4) People here
5) Foods here
6) Advertisements/TV shows here
7) TV/Radio Station here
8) Media here
etc.

Non of these I'm familiar with,
non of these that I can involve in,
non of these I can talk sampat-ly like I was in Malaysia.
The only thing I can sampat is when I was with my roommates who are totally in the different Department with me and MALAYSIA gang.
~___~
Honestly, I'm here for almost 40 days, still I can't recognize and memorize my classmates' look and names.
I believe they can't remember mine too. >__<

I guess I'm a little bit passive. .___.
Should I just go and talk to those classmates who don't know me yet?
I do have the thought to talk to them, but how to start?!
It's the same when you want to write an essay,
the worst thing is when you burst your brain, still, no Introduction.

Anyway, I went to an Italian Restaurant today.
Paid by seniors. XD
Luckily I was fulled.
Anyway, I'll try to do my best since I still have 4 years time.
=)

Say YES!!
HUI JUN

ciaoz~~

Healthy girl

I'm glad that I met a SPORTY girl.
She's from Singapore and is like an athlete. ><
My first impression towards her was "Oh, she's SPORTY!"
Yesterday night, she asked me whether I want to play Badminton.
I thought for some minute and agreed.
I don't want to be like a 宅女 who always stay in the hostel FB-ing.
By the way, I can meet new friends. =)
That's the point huh! XD

Well, back to yesterday night.
We discussed via MSN about the Media Literacy Assignment.
Guess what, how stupid-silly-smart (SSS) I am to volunteer to draw an advertisement.
Well, I'm willing to draw though, but after holding my pencil, my mind blanked. =__=
Anyway, I drafted 3 shots and will finish another shots at night.
Wei Seng!!! HELP me. T___T
You are artistic. =)

I woke up at 9.06 am and rushed down to Admin Building.
At first we got no court to play badminton then my senior asked a group of people whether can give us 1 court.
LOLS~~~I wanted to go away already, then only he say can play.
Anyway, I learned new things weh.
Although what I learned today were basics, but it's hard to make it as habit.
Like,

1) Left hand have to put above your head but far a bit;
2) Right hand elbow (bent) must go out first then only hit the shuttlecock.
3) Right hand must be straight so that you can hit the shuttlecock more far.
4) Use left hand and your waist as a support so that your right hand will have more power.
5) Legs must go infront then go back.
6) Always post the "STANDBY" mode, body senget and racket front, elbow back.
7) Walk like crab.

OMG, when I tried to combine these steps all together, honestly and truthfully, it was HARD.
Anyway, I join our Department Badminton is because of own interest.
Gambateh! Hands shake until I can't write even a word.
T___T
Must always massage your hand after doing a sport. =)

Ciaoz~~~
Study mode ON.

家聚

昨天参加 Banlat 家 家聚，
越好5.30pm 在校碑等，
我卻傻傻的在等公車。
~~~~~~囧~~~~~~~~

還好 Hsiang En 打電話給我說，
5 點到 6 點是不會有公車的！
所以我只好在 15 分鐘內滾下去。
~~~~~~>__<~~~~~~~~

搭客運轉捷運差不多是我的習慣，
所以我們搭到忠孝復興站就到東區。
雖然常去忠孝復興，
但是也只是轉站而已。

最後 Gary 的 iPhone4 也找不到地點。
還是要 “人妻” Zhang Ying 來找。><
走了很多不該走的回頭路。
最終到達了火鍋店。

平常人家都說，
吃火鍋可以保暖。
但是，我越吃越冷！
這麼冷的天氣還開冷氣！
所以我們都用手放在火鍋爐上，
取暖。
~~~~~~~~>___<~~~~~~~~~

我嚴重的增肥了。 T__T
吃到我前所未有的 “飽”。

吃飽了之後，我們2個大一新生被嚇，
說有個“神祖牌”要見我們。@@
她是Banlat 家 “最年輕” 的吧！
所以，我們戰戰兢兢的走到他們桌前，
然後大家一起坐下來聊天了。

我們 （我和嘉汶）就跑不掉傳統的自介。
之後就一起聊起來。
有一樣東西很嚴重，
就是，
我從國中就被勸說，
無論如何老師的名字一定要記得。
這是很多人對我說的。
所以，學長姐的名字我都記得。

神祖牌
阿抱（陳韻盈）
人妻（zhang Ying）
Gary （永勛）
教育系（薇琳）
KF Tay （鄭巧鳳）
Hsiang En （翔恩）
白色外套（?? lun）
OWL （Wei Lun）
OWL gf--外籍生 （Li Wen）
沒到的 （毓秀）
沒到的 （有2 個由於看不到臉忘了名字）

回宿舍的路上，
很自然的我與神祖牌聊了很多。
非常感謝有學姐的分享，
也讓我知道大學的路是要自己去爭取的。
自己規劃，差不多這4年的路，
現在就要規劃好了。
而且，我最記得她說，
大一上是最重要的！

不管怎樣，我一定會努力！
還有，謝謝你們的那一餐，
非常的飽也讓我獲益不淺。

=)

What are they ways of studying

Ways to study:
1. Concentrate
2. Do not let yourself lack of sleep
3. Put full effort and make yourself full of interest in that particular subject
4. Always have the curiosity to find for a solution
5. Speak more
6. Ask more
7. Analise more for different answer
8. Do not Facebook
9. Jod down everything that need to memorize
10. Drink COFFEE @@

How? Next Wednesday will have an examination.
I can't read books but read those scanned books in my laptop.
>< Spoil my eyes!

Thoughts

I realized I'm quite suitable with short fringe.
************************************************************

"I wonder, I'm the one who should involve in,
but not the one who wait for others to involve into me."
GET IT?!

LOLS!!!! XD

Anyway, I have my own ideology no matter where am I.
I will talk to myself whenever I met something.
TALK?!
How to talk to myself?
Answer:
I TALK TO MY OWN THOUGHTS.
=)

Back to normal,
Recently I didn't join any Club except MSA.
I went to the Club Fair and got Loads of brochure.
End up I never go to any club Orientation.
You know why?
I put all my effort on 文化盃.
"Culture Cup"
><
*Direct translate I guess*
I'm playing a role as Alto, yeah Low voice.
I know my own limitation that I'm not Soprano.
The Conductor knows my ability and put me into Alto.
The last time I joined choir was in my primary school and I was 10 years old.
I remember the song name ----Do-Re-Mi
LOLS XD
I didn't know which part I was in *probably Alto*
The last time I sang Karaoke was 29 August 2010.
ARGH!!!! More than 1 month never Sing Karaoke.
How sad.
The fees here very very expensive.
T____T
Yesterday, a PROFESSIONAL came to teach us how to sing.
He damn pro man.
A conductor for 8 choir groups!
@@
Our seniors.
The song we gonna sing is like
"OMG, Spanish! Hard! bla bla bla those complaints."
>___<
I can SING!
Although I can't sing like the way I sang in Karaoke,
but at least I can learn basics in how to produce nice and loud voices.

hmmm...

I miss playing Piano and Electone.

*Electone Stagea DDK-7**Piano*

I used to play them when I have free time.
Now, to fill up my free time I will face my laptop or go to library watch movie.
>__<
Unhealthy!!!
Always watching the screen and spoil the eyes.

One more thing!

I have a nickname in a sudden.
I was like
=__="

You know what they call me?

“4碗飯”

Walao! You know why?
that day after MSA orientation, we went to "Qi Xian Lou" for dinner.
I ate 4 bowls of rice (should be 3 and a half bowl).
Then those seniors asked me how many bowls I ate, i said 4 bowls (round up)
They were shocked.
Then call me 4 Bowls of Rice.
=___=
That time I was really really hungry, so ate quite a lot.
sigh.

And, a Senior 學姐 shared my video.
>__<
Happy lo!
Some more got people comment on it.
From then on, I guess they will call me
"誒，4碗飯！”
@___@
haha

I guess if I don't sleep now, my post will be long long long long like water flow.
emm.
I want to add something suddenly,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHuTerFNJ1c

This is freaking gross.
but, there are lots of shot for this commercial.
XD

OKOK,
Ciaoz

政馬迎新

政馬是什麽？
就是“政治大學馬來西亞學會”。
原本不太願意參加，因為開學就用這麼多覺得對不起。
但是，在學長姐的慫恿下后，我參加了。
從初中一開始，無論是什麽露營我一定會參加。
方式雖然很馬來人，食物雖然很馬來人，但是我就是喜歡參加。
而且都不會比台灣的貴誒！
在這裡已有1個月。
在短短的1個月內我已參加了3次宿營。
第一次：超政新生營
第二次：廣電系宿營
第三次：政馬迎新 Genesis

第一次來到陌生的環境，我，不習慣。
第一次遇到不同的人，我，不熟悉。
第一次語言有差別，我，改不掉。
第一次學著融入，我，很慢熱。
第一次要獨立，我，可以的！

看來我有許多第一次都要在這裡度過。
還沒來政大之前，就有學長Email問我有沒有問題，需要幫忙嗎？
就Email。=)
到了政大 = 新新新！
這裡完完全全跟我以往住的地方有很大的差別。
還好，政馬是唯一一個讓我覺得沒有很大差別的地方。
我說的話，他們明白因為我都用馬來西亞腔。

政馬迎新的第一天，7點早上要集合。
前一天晚上我卻 2am 睡覺。
鬧鐘調了6am要起身，但是我卻在6.50am起。
慌張！還好來得及上車買早餐。
到宜蘭需要1個小時半。
我全程都在半睡半醒狀態因為後面的學長姐很吵。=X
我的組名超搞笑——家裡咧 XD
隊輔——呂俊賢
隊員——曾麗雲，姚智珊，林偉健，譚俊燊，龍秀菁 and me =)
這組是很吵的咯！
謝謝阿妙 who 借我她的小褲因為大地遊戲會玩水！
吃了午餐，大地遊戲9大關開始咯！
第一關就玩水，濕了！
第二關~~~第八關： 一些在廣電宿營有玩過，只是玩法不同。
第九關：全四組一起PK。
最終，第一關濕了身子，經過第二關至第八關弄乾了之後，最後一關還是擺脫不了水。

玩完大地，洗了澡，吃了晚餐，就有卡拉OK！
忘了是怎麼樣。.__.
夜深就是玩夜遊。
沒有扮鬼，就只需要破案。
這個遊戲，如果你不真正的參與你會覺得好悶。
還好，我問了很多問題，當中也有一些可笑的事情。XD
公佈答案的時候，我們這組贏了！
超高興的。
晚上睡覺冷到我自己起身。不需要Morning Call。
更奇怪的是，他們都說半夜有感覺到地震，我卻感受不到！
或許我睡得像豬了吧！

第二天早上，
體操超搞笑的，最記得的就是“打 Ketiak"。 >< 早餐很豐富，但是吃了早餐就要演戲。 我演的很不好，但是彩排時卻很好。 人就是醬！討厭到死！ 演完戲就吃午餐，還不餓所以浪費了一些，飯吃不完。>< 之後就來個 Satisfaction 環節。 Volunteer 出去講感想。 本來不想出去，但是看到大家這麼多話說，我也出去了。 沒想到，講的最感性的是我。.___. 我甚至沒想到自己會流淚。 都怪他們啦！說什麼 “不要哭” ，明明就是讀 psychology 的，
越說不哭就是要哭嘛！
好啦，我只是說：“其實第一次來政大是一個人的，之後聽說僑生都有人辦歡迎會我覺得很羡慕，
現在有政馬讓我~~~” 拿 tissue 了。
意想不到的！
之後，大家都有說出自己的感想。
當然，最後的環節是少不了要對別人說的話。
我們就貼紙在背面，讓別人寫，也讓自己寫在別人背面的紙。
得到很多人的祝福與鼓勵。謝謝了！

回宿舍路上也要一個小時半，全程睡覺。
到了政大，我們全部都到憩賢樓用晚餐。
又來一個意想不到的，我吃了4碗飯！
都給學長姐說了啦！麗雲還拿別一桌的剩菜給我問我飽嗎？=__=
真的飽了！
不管怎樣，謝謝學長姐請我們吃這一頓晚餐。=)
回宿舍，我們是用走的。
原因是要消化。=)



政馬迎新Happy!!! =)

Camping [Radio and TV Dept] =)

I thought that there will be no readers for my blog.
Anyhow, I will still use 2 types of languages on this blog which are Chinese and English. =)

25th Sept 2010
宿营开始咯！
之前还蛮期待究竟学长姐准备了什么？
我们会不会经历好像我爸妈以前大学的迎新啊？
* 他们的迎新有点可怕，就是学长姐都会很凶，让学弟妹知道新来的可不要嚣张！
但是，依时代的变化，现在的学长姐真的好照顾我们哦！=)

第一天，7.00am 起身。
超没精神，所以一路上都没有“看路”，就只有睡觉。><
地点：有木国小，我们就把行李放到一个礼堂。
最糟糕的就是，我们被叫到球场上“让太阳晒”。
没办法，合群点不然被说大小姐。
分发名牌给大家。之后就有“戏”看。
学长姐真的很用心，虽然有些词我听不懂，
也来不及听得懂，但是他们的表现真的值得称赞。=)
早上的游戏：五个人站一排撞撞撞、爸爸妈妈小孩、没想到第一次玩就要跑这么多。
午餐：Spaghetti!!! =)
活动：大地游戏 （于他們的戏有关）
晚餐：吃火鍋！最讓我難忘的就是那像糯米rectangular 的“豬血糕”。
臭到~~根本就是臭豆腐的味道!
Teammates 還叫我吃吃看再告訴我到底是什麽。囧。
晚上：夜叫！可怕到！我真的有點怕。
還好是一群人一起走。最气人的就是，假大一。=.='''
玩夜叫玩到一半，学姐突然叫我们集合回到礼堂。
当我问什么事情的时候，他们说有一位成员不见了，而且还有一位学长哭。
一开始我是有怀疑他们是不是在做戏，但是当那大三的学姐说要打电话给警察和系办时，
我心里在想：“为什么突然这样，那明天不是会很尴尬？！高高兴兴的确要伤心离开”。
最后，我真的被骗了！气死人！看到那个假大一的女生回来，是有點 =___='''

第二天，8.00am 起身。
做了早操就有早餐。
他們的早餐我最喜歡。
因為馬來西亞都不會有這麼多“料”夾在麵包里。
**他們都叫麵包“土司”。><
我吃了3片。不知爲什麽我最近都吃很多！不肥都假！
之後，又有大地遊戲。這次是比較簡單的了。
下午就要演戲。演的很遜！
回宿舍之前，就少不了大合照。=)
更奇妙的是，2天的營里，我都很安靜，不到10句話。
在回宿舍的過程（大概1小時）我卻跟芷慧說了全程！
整輛巴士就是我們的聲音。XD
想必我就是還混不進去，慢熱吧！
沒關係，慧君加油 咯！

宿營很開心，跟以往在Malaysia 是完完全全的不同。
馬來西亞一定會全身濕濕又骯髒。.___.
而且全部活動都是由學長姐所策劃的！
很好的一個體驗。=)

宿營

明天就要参加廣電系宿營。
又期待又擔心，因為我從來都沒有經歷過台灣的“營”。
今天早上，上完那冰冷的課之後（傳院劇場就是很冷，因為快步入秋天了），
步出那劇場的第一步，
我發抖的身體繼續發抖！
怎麼就是不熱起來啊？
從早上起身到現在都沒流過汗。
奇跡快發生了厚！我期待的冬天快到了厚！
就是因為沒經歷過，我就是那麼的期待。
雖然一直被說不要期待得太早，我終究會在冬天的時候希望夏天快到。
“沒關係” 我說。
人生就是要有第一次。
有了第一次，就會有經驗。
我希望在這裡有許多我要的第一次！
比如什麽第一次，還不能說。XD

還有，這裡的食物就是貴的！
宿舍又那麼的遠，如果可以我想要3餐都在宿舍搞定。
但是，沒有那個福氣住在山下。好恨！
下午，學姐約了我說回到我的宿舍來找我。
她的樣子看起來就很忙，還有時間來幫我真是多謝咯！
我就加緊時間問了一大堆問題。
不知是有理的還是沒理，我都問了。><
還有，政馬迎新我確定參加。
開學就花了那麼多錢，我有一股憧憬想要工讀。
但是，害怕自己還沒適應環境、華語之前也不是我常用的（課業），我還是決定大一下才來忙好了。
社團？
我沒參加。也無法參加吧！
爲了文化盃，也爲了讓自己在廣電系是個活躍的新生兒，我參加了。
我是Alto 部份，也就是女低音。
Soprano就本來不是我有的聲線，Alto其實也有它的特質存在。=)
課業？
我：面臨一些小問題。老師所說的例子，我都不懂。
因為都是台灣的。
台灣的電視臺有很多，看來我要下功夫把它摸好！
上媒體素養概論，必須給很多例子，我······卻······不安靜！
一直問是什麽？看來隊友們都不耐煩吧！><
字體？
煩！相信我，我從回小學時代寫生字了。
還好室友願意當我的小老師，教我寫繁體字！
雖然很難，但是我覺得還蠻有意義的。
語言？文化？
到底要怎樣才能把中文說的標準一點？！

今天下午，我msn Samantha。
其實是她找我啦！><
沒想到，聊聊聊就聊了好久！
我們用webcam 聊，簡直回到sampat 時期！
可以說馬來西亞腔的華語真的很舒服。
T____T

剛剛不小心讀了以為朋友的部落格，
我個人覺得她寫的不錯。
突然所以，我就想寫一下中文的部落格也不錯。
好了，明天要參加宿營。
我不想就此讓學長姐留下壞影像！
晚安.

ciao~~~=)

Less than 20 days

Less than 20 days. ><
Not even a month I'm here.
Yeah, behind me is the Iron wardrobe as if I'm in the jail. =.=
The room is very small and 4 person have to squeeze into it.
Past few days, my neck and back was paining like hell.
Maybe the posture i slept was wrong.
The fringe I cut before coming here made me crazy.
Maybe I'm not suitable for SHORT fringe. Honestly.
I look really childish with this hairstyle. T__T
Pimples!! Oh please Mr or Ms Pimple, leave me alone, I don't want you to stick on my face. T__T I got three pimples on my face.
It's like a "therefore" sign we used during Maths or Add Maths class: 3 DOTS.
My forehead, T___T full of 凸 pimple.

Traditional Chinese drives me nuts!
Big difference.
藝 = 艺
Anyway, still long way to go.
And, I met an US guy David who is 20 years old, exchange student.
Bulgarian- Zvokish too.
I'm gonna make use of the facilities here and join clubs.
Recently, I will be on bed before 12.30am. What a miracle.
I was really tired maybe because too much energy have been used.
*Save money not to take bus. *
Anyway, spent my time wisely. Utilize every seconds.
Make my 4 years life here full of joy and happiness and memories. =D

Gracia~~

recall

I recall a post just now.
It's about CHEMISTRY.
LOLS. That post was really really interesting to me as that time I was in SPM mood.
Chemistry really made me nuts.
So, as a way for me to memorize all the terms correctly,
I applied it on my blog.
Using Chemistry terms to describe anything I want.
I laughed after reading it.
The post was on 2009 November. Forgot the date.

Well, my life here.
I guess I'm really a person that is 慢热.
I don't talk for the first time and I will be very talkative after we meet again.
That's me. Yeah, me!
I hope I can change this bad characteristic, be more socialize.
And, I met 1 exchange student from US yesterday. His name is David.
Another one is from Bulgaria. The muscular one. ><
Another one is from Hong Kong.
Kinda fun to meet so many people all over the world.

Sleepy. Ciao. ~ =)

Some hours left

Yesterday night, after packing I lie down on my bed.
I smell my pillow and my boaster (i used it since i was a baby ><)
I'm not going to bring them. *Sob
I scared I cannot sleep well without them.

Papa said: "When you are at people's place, be humble and show some manners. Respect people by not only calling their name. You have to plan everything by yourself, papa not there cannot help you. Cannot be dependent anymore.

Mummy said: "You must be prepared to face obstacles in the future. Be independent and don't feel shy to ask or voice out."

LOLS. I jot it down here so I can refer back everytime. =)

Guess what, my roommate both (3person) from the same department, same year.
Oh gosh, I am so so worry that I will be abandoned. ><
My first day is Sport. =.=
What a good choice.

I asked myself before, will I home sick?
I answered myself, YES I will. .____.
When I was in New Era, I home sicked like hell for the first week.
After that, I always back to my home weekly, so no more.
This time different!

Arghhh!
6 hours left. I WILL MISS EVERYTHING HERE!

Blog using English

I Guess, to improve my English is to blog using English.
My English is not so good.
To improve it, I already tried not to use short forms.
To improve it, I tried not to use short form when SMS.
I will read through what I write and correct it.
Playing two roles, BLOGGER & BLOGGER TEACHER. XD

3 days left.
I think a lot these days.
Those days I gone through in Secondary.
Those days we had fun.
Those days we gossips.
Those days we quarreled.
Those days we had problem with each other, but end up friend back. =)
Those days we ponteng class and kena by discipline.
Those days I stayed back for the waste-my-spirit Red Crescent.
Those days I cried, I run, I marched, I laughed, I shouted, I screamed, I rejected XD etc.
Those days I slept in class.
Those days I asked the most questions in Physics, Chemistry,Biology and Add Maths classes, because I realized I got no time to do revision on my own, so QUESTIONING is the best.

Recent days I gone through in NEC.
Shooting photos and making my own videos.
Great experience.
Band performance.
Knowing more about Malaysia's medias.

ciao~~=)

复活

我不想就这样，让部落格死掉。
今天，谢谢朋友们为我准备的一切。
不知为什么，心里想说的在那里都说不出。
就是奇怪。
不管怎样，谢谢你们。
能够见到你们，很高心。
所有人都到了，很高心。

现在听了你们录的CD,我还以为是video的。
如果是video更好咯。
你们每个都有讲，好像我的耳朵很厉害，听得出你们的声音,也不讲下自己是谁。
哈哈，说真的，我听得出啦！
有一些没有讲到的朋友，我了解。没关系。=)
我现在一直在听那CD，心里很多想说话都被盖掉了。
刚刚静文她们要回的时候，抱了一下眼泪不知觉的出来。
强忍一下，把它吸会进去。

我保证，如果，如果我真的觉得孤单，我一定会听你们给的CD。
听了有所感触，但是就是哭不出。也不敢哭。
我相信，到了那边，我会改头换面。
不论在哪一方面也好，希望我都可以成功。
第一次，不管怎样也会害怕，你们的祝福，
虽简单，但真诚。
我很感激。
身为朋友，我从来都没有很真诚的说声谢谢。
在此，我想告诉所有认识我的朋友，谢谢！

之前的恩怨，没想到就在这一次通通都划开了。
林慧君，你可要记住爸爸所教的，妈妈所劝的，哥哥姐姐妹妹所讲的，朋友们所说的每一句话！

在此，我的部落格将会再次复活。
我将写一切关于我的事情。
无论风风雨雨，部落格或许是我在那里最好的朋友。
当然，我也不是孤僻的，只是有时难免会。。。就这样啦。

DEAD

MY BLOG is DEAD

R.I.P

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Holiday

Yeah it's holiday now.
for 2 weeks only. .__.
Peoples' holiday is real holiday.
My holiday is partial holiday.
why do I say so?
No reasons.

I choose this path though.
After all real holiday already. =)
Friends from New Era College asked me whether I want to go to PD.
Obviously, my face showed a "CANNOT" word.
Why?
No reasons.
just, cannot. .___.

I'll tell everything after all.
I know I look secretive,
talk less talk crap more. XD

Stay at this moment,
fly at that moment.
Laugh at this moment,
depress at that moment.
Oh, I'll miss you guys and
I'll remember the moment we had gone through.
My Secondary school friends and NEC friend. =)

Days

Days days days.
2010 will end soon.
and welcome 2011. =)
Time passed without realising.
First semester will end soon and welcome second semester.
I'm not sure whether I should proceed to Second semester. ._.
Well, just look and see.

What did I learned in these 7 months?
I learned how to be myself.
should I say that?
Actually, not really. .____.
Did I do anything by myself?
Did I really experienced something by myself?
Did I ask myself "Do you know what are you doing?"

I want to try something I never do before.
but, do I have the guts?!
Seriously, NOPE. .___.
I told myself I want to try "that",
at the end, my GUTS spoiled everything.

Everyone wants to go oversea to further their studies.
So do I.
I have plans though, but it's only in my mind.
If I go oversea to study, I will not be at home often like now.
I have to be independent.
I'm too dependent in Malaysia a.k.a home.
Never try never know.
The way I act at home do not mean I will be the same if I'm in other place.
Belum cuba belum tau.
=X

Anyway, Stay ahead.
Be myself. =)

《零承》汇演

为什么叫零承，我也不懂哩！
他们都没告诉我。
其实这汇演，主要是聚集了新纪元多数社团来表演。
其中就有舞法舞天、I-do音乐室、扯铃、基督飞扬团契、彩虹兵团、飞跃合唱团、戏剧系、青石舞集、佛学会、心之助下乡团和FCC。

我哩，就I-do的咯。
彩排的时候还蛮逊的，练习也只是汇演前两天才练。
神吧！
这就是“媒体人”的做法。
临场反应、随机应变。
而且，也是临时临急叫我做keyboard手的。
这就是I-do. @.@
汇演前一天下午彩排时，
突然让我震惊的是，有piano solo 喔！
听一听，我爱的歌喔！
River flows in you.
sigh...人都选了，而且pianist又是美女，
又高又白又瘦又美。
可能就好像那xiaolang Green Red 说的吧！
你(我)都不出名！.____.

表演当天

在后台等待的当儿，被人说脸青青上台不好看，叫我化妆。
本小姐刚好脸上就是有两粒大大粒的痘痘！
再放上一些化学药品不就糟糕。
最后，人际关系广的E-Sun叫人帮我化。
化到表演时间到！紧张到！


喘气的时间都没有。
就这样，上台。
四首歌唱弹完，跑回后台。
去看别人表演。


爸妈姐妹都在。
11.00 吃sate 在回家。
=)

回来

又是忙碌的一天。
昨天，临时临急搞出一个presentation来。
10.30pm,在彩虹那里讨论，
然后再去6楼的交谊厅讨论到3am.
神吧！
但是，我偷懒了一下子。
到 sofa 睡觉。><

说到神，真的超神的咯！
9am 的 alarm,
9.45am 才起床，而且还是被 Ai Mei 吵醒。
10.15am 去图书馆。
赶赶赶！
最后，只做了12张slide. 够少吧！
在班上，看到前面两组present的时候，
再想想自己的，真的以为我们又要被挨骂了！
Teddy,我知道你懒得理我一直讲自己死定。
sorry咯！我会更有信心的！

出去present的时候，
我就尽量讲慢慢，拖延一下时间。
什么都是临时反应的咯！
还好有teddy,想跟他学咯！
最后，老师竟然说我们这组至少有做到。
walao...吓到！
媒体人就是要临时。Last minute. =)

我只想说，
凡是都只跟自己比，跟以前的自己比！
还没做一样东西就开始担心会被比下去，
光说，又不证明自己，是没用的。
真所谓纸上谈兵啊！

我真的开始与以前的自己比了，
以前的我，要出去跟大众说话是不可能的。
现在，有机会我就要把握，
鼓起勇气，讲啦！
其实，只要你有信心，有把握，很了解那样东西了，
临时叫你出去讲，是可以的。
就好像，如果你问我关于Piano or electone 的东西，
我可以不停的说，说出我懂的。

=)

A day where I spent lots of time for this Day

A day where I spent most of my time for this DAY.
Yeah, what made me to be focused on?
Well, recently I don't like to let people guess for my answer,
so the answer is My Mass Communication Presentation in New Era College, Jalan Bukit, Kajang.
=)

How I spent my time for this presentation?
Well, same, recently I don't like to let people guess for my answers,
so the answers are:-

1. I went out at 11.30pm with my brother to ask for help from his friend because she is pro in Adobe Premiere Pro. So, learn those basics in a day. Explored Premiere Pro less than 1 week. ._. Learn from her until midnight 2.00 am. ._____. PASSION you know. =)

2. I spent my time in front of my laptop.
You know what, these software like Photoshop and Premiere Pro, when you use it, you will definitely be addicted to it. Of course I am very interested in these kind of editing, so it depends sometimes. Some people think these stuffs will waste their time, but to me, INTERESTING!
Therefore, I will never feel tired when editing those videos which we both ACT, DIRECT and SHOOT. =)

3. I spent my time in Directing.
Lols, I learned how to be a director and cameraman through out the process of creating our own news video. It will be interesting if your group members are sporting and willing to act what you asked them to do. Yeap, my group members are all COOL. =)

4. I spent my time to Google and Youtube.
For what? To learn how to talk like a broadcaster, to learn how they connect (talk) the first news and second news, to familiar with everything which is related TV broadcasting, to google image search for their background (news background) so on and so forth.

5. I spent my time to discuss with my group members.
Well, I would like to apologize for being LATE to the meeting every time. Anyway, our discussions were always out of topic yet we can still make a decision of what to do and how to do. So that's OUR GROUP specialty. ~Is it? lols...~

6. I spent my time to EDIT.
I feel happy after I'd finished a project. No regrets but joy. =) I used to spend my time in Photoshop, but now I learned Premiere Pro. Well, still beginner, not PRO ok. =)

7. I spent my time to create own Background for the slide show.
yeah, those news will have their own background when broadcasting right? So, I thought of creating my own background. Using Photoshop. The colour of our News is BLUE, mostly graphical. =) I love it lo!!!

Well, today we presented what we had.
Kinda formal because that's what I want. =)
I was thinking, why must the presentation be like informal??
Aren't presentation should be formal yet informal?
The informal I mean is like a little humor or little joke will be enough.
Yes, we should have some interaction with those listener, but too much, marks will be deducted I guess. =X
Other than that, thanks to my senior who told me that the lecturer is STRICT.
Luckily my group is in the last week for presentation, so I got the chance to have some ideas. =)

Fortunately, the presentation was smooth.
To my surprise, our lecturer said our group should be praised. lols..XD 是值得称赞的.
Well, you know la, I'm Lim Hui Jun, of course I will be excited. XD
because the previous groups who presented, she gave lots of comments which are like
"you should correct this"
"it will be better if you ~~~"
"I don't know what is your theme, your objective, actually, what you wanna tell?!"

Whoa, I was like, please! my presentation, please say something which is nice to be listened. =)
Practice and teamwork makes perfect. =)
That's what I want to say to end this post.

MOST IMPORTANTLY:
This few days,
I only slept for 3-6 hours.
=(