糟糕

糟透了！

考试到底是为了什么？

训练我们的记忆力？

荒唐！！

能够记得又怎么样？

记得这些教育却不去好好利用这叫教育吗？

考试就是要人家记记记！

好！

举个例子：道德教育。

根本就是在逼学生，

背了那么多的nilai，

为的是什么？

A

A

A

这叫有水准的考试吗？

我还有很多话想说，但是不想写得像作文。

还是算了，现实的世界就是这样。

你明明是清白的，

但是人就是那么固执，

死都要"Black and White"

你说你已经给了，又怎样？

你是他的谁，他凭什么相信你已经给了！

现实！

现实！

世界的人，不能信了！

但是我永远相信我的家人。

在这考试的期间，家人给的鼓励真的很多。

爸爸每次都问我今天考得怎样，

虽然有点‘多’，但是我真的感受到那份爱。

我告诉妈妈我头痛，心很不安定，

她就给我药吃，做水果果汁给我喝。

上一次，我考Add Maths之后，

妈妈叫我打电话给爸爸，

原来就只是要叫我喝一杯人生茶，

因为他知道，我不会想和苦的饮品。

真的有点小感动。

爱一个人，是要付出真感情，

缘分到了，一定要把它抓住。

就这样！

=D

help me!

I just can't get rid of that feeling!
I'm happy and I'm sad.
Should I?

Complication

"COMPLICATED"
Like what Edward said.
But my complication is different.
My mind is very complicated now,
I don't know what I am thinking,
I think about things that I shouldn't think,
Things seem to be simple but i make it looks complicated.

I really feel disappointed after I know the truth (It's on Jan I think)
I was thinking:"CHANGED?"
"REALLY CHANGED?"
"WHY?"
"I didn't say ANYTHING!"
That month onwards, 'hatred' found me.
I won't talk to that person ANYMORE!
NO MORE!
because the 'hatred' bond is getting stronger in my mind.
that is not covalent bond, It's IONIC bond...very strong...
so, I think to destroy this bond, my mind need to tahan the high temperature.
because ionic bond has very high melting and boiling point.

Besides, vaporisation occurs in my imagination.
I'd even imagine that you are already undergone vaporisation,
become GAS, no more SOLID!
I treated you like gas molecule, means you don't even EXIST!
but,now, still not yet vaporised completely. =.=
I even wished you faster vanished in front of me,
and please Don't leave any MOLECULE of YOU around me!
I don't want it to stick to my skin and ionized....!
PLEASE.....VANISH NOW!
I wish you are like naphthalene, can undergo sublimation easily.
from SOLID to GAS!!!!

And I know you are acidic, leave some molecule so that I can use it as a fertiliser,
like ammonium sulphate. I know you contain sulphate ions.
THANK YOU! =.=

.........
.........
Great description? using chemistry terms...
don't ask me who....no point to say....not worth it...
=D

Birthday

Yesterday was my birthday,
Happy.
they gave me a surprise.
When I reached home at about 12 pm,
and when i opened the door the whole gang was there.
They even kept their shoes, so that I won't know.
haha....thanks you guys...
1. Mei Yan
2. Angel
3. Chen Boon
4. Mei Yin
5. Zi Hui
6. Soon Yeing
7. Wei Seng
8. Yee Lian
9. Wen Bin
10. Sei Cai
11. Kam Tuck
12. Boon Jun
13. Ka Sheng
14. Yong Shin

THANKS YOU!!!
=D

Ate spaghetti, then played.
They asked me to plan some game to play.
I was like, huh? you all didn't plan meh?
Nvm, played those 'SAME THING'
I really got no idea la wei.
Then I suggested.
I do Performance, you all listen
My STAGEA DDK-7
Then played on my piano.

After that, sang song, ate cake.
Then opened the present they gave.
16 ppl give 2 BOOKS!
my favourite book.
'New Moon' and 'Eclipse'
=D
Another one,from Kz.
and on the bottle he gave, wrote (3.11.08)
Last year's. =.=
There's some complication, but I don't know what.
Anyway...thank you coz still remember my bday.
=)

Then we chit-chated until 6.30pm.
They went back by bus.
Some went back early.
Wei Seng drove his dad's Mercedes....ooo

At night, celebrated with family,
mum bought secret recipe's cake---indulgence.
THANKS!!!
=D
They bought the same book too...
'New Moon' and 'Breaking Dawn'
Luckily only 1 book same.
Then, that night, after dinner, went LM change the book.
Changed to 'The Host' and 'The Time Traveler's Wife'
This year's bday kinda special, coz normally I don't really like to have books as my present.
Thanks for those who post on my FB wall...^^
ciao...

watashi no tanjobi wa 3 november desu.
tomadachi!! gambateh!! watashi tachi wa forever no tomodachi desu!
arigato gozaimasu.
=D