再一次的瘋狂

最近就是很少睡眠。
通通都是因為操場惹的禍。
最近真的愛上政大操場，躺在那裡看著天上的星星又舒服又自在，無憂無慮。
沒想到一餐晚餐可以拖延到12點凌晨。
從拿不定主意的晚餐，到什麽都聊的操場，再到距離遠心不遠的永和豆漿。
突然發覺我的大學生活在大二才真正開始。
不是因為熬夜才算是大學生，而是因為能夠有個可以聊得很開的團體，這是大學生。
剛剛望著天空想了一些自己對自己說的倫理：
1. 只要對方沒有告訴你真相那就不是事實。
2. 每個人態度不一樣，不能把他們的態度用自己所理解的去編造一個完美的故事。
3. 說話的藝術總得有，適可而止就行但也要看當時的聊天尺度。

早上場堪。
這一次迎新讓我與大家增進感情，當了幹部開始讓自己更加的積極。
我很想說我越來越喜歡這裡。
不知為何，暑假回來之後我好像變了。
是刻意把自己改變嗎？
是positive的改變。=D
我的部落格雖然帶點無聊但它仍然很精彩，因為它有我當它的主人。

對著喜歡的東西的時候會試著與它有距離，不敢靠近它。
這是正常的齁？
睡眠重要。
睡覺去。
ciao~~

大學生活

來到大學要找到一個知己真的很難。
剛剛瘋狂似的做出大學生都會做的事情。
半夜不睡覺躺在操場聊天。
大家說出自己的心聲，我卻不會說。
因為~~~

一度想大哭，一度想說出，最後還是吞進肚子去了。

我現在很想找事情做，做到自己真的不知道自己在做什麽。
我不要想東西，我不要睡覺醒來枕頭還是濕的，我不要讓自己頭痛。
真實還是假意自己心知肚明，我不喜歡被騙。
我不要像以前一直放不下一些事情自己難過無人知。
天蝎座真的很重感情。
身上長很多毛的人真的很重感情。

皮膚黝黑的人很在意一些小事情。
我很敏感。
對於一些我接受不到的事情，腦里會自動編出劇情，越想越遠，就讓自己哭了。
Such a relief.

爲什麽人類這麼複雜？
有的講話過於直，有些卻一直拐彎抹角。
到底是真是假沒有人曉得。
我會想到自己太天真，我會想到自己的思想還沒有成熟。
我會想到其實自己并沒有很好。
我會想到其實一切都是我在編故事，當導演，當演員。
我是一位傳播者沒錯！想像力豐富卻會傷害到自己，這叫好嗎？

部落格就是我的知己，對一個永遠不會回覆你但又願意聽你講話的東西就是好。
黑字白字總比言語、思想簡單得多。

累了，我要睡覺。
ciao~~~

To be like living

There are many things I can do.
It is whether you want to do it or not.
Lazy is the lamest-lousiest reason for not doing it.
*Papa's quote. =X
Seriously, I knew this with common sense.
No one will success without putting any effort or trying to seek as many reason as possible to avoid doing things.

Me, papa's girl mama's girl.
I was shocked when Laarni (our Philippines' domestic helper) said that Am I a Papa's girl?
I was told that I am a flower in a greenhouse (direct translate from Chinese) before, should I happy or should I not? The person is just 1 year older than me.
I do care for each and every word that people describe me.
I'm not wanting myself to be mature though.
Last summer, I thought of doing this and that to make full use of my Uni life.
It is in progress! =D
I'm trying to think more during discussion.
Trying to be more mature in the sense of thinking.

This semester would be the toughest semester I will ever have I guess.
Facing "Problems" people, facing juniors, facing my boss, facing everyone that is not in a click with me.
EQ, balancing my emotion and trying not to be too emotional.
IQ, balancing my Intelligence and trying not to be silly while talking.

I wish the new pillow I bought last week will be useful.
Less insomnia, less worries at night.
Sleep tight and have a sweet dream.

說話的藝術

說話也要有藝術——*講話的藝術*。
不是叫你拐彎抹角但就是要有藝術。

我無法承受那些過度自信的人，然後自以為自己是絕對正確的而去糾正別人。
我也不喜歡我在跟別人聊天的時候，一直試圖把我所說的話糾正好。我又不是你！
我不喜歡我在問別人問題的時候你總是愛像“教導”我的老師，“教”我“你懂我的意思嗎？”/“你明白嗎？”
頂，如果我要問你我早就問你了，還問別人幹嘛？
我就是抱著“我懂了”的心態去問別人希望他給的答案是我要的或是與我知道的相同，好讓我安慰。
你卻愛覺得很瞭解我，覺得我問的問題很蠢，所以要“教”我。
我不是不喜歡你的人，只是你所做的會讓我覺得，你覺得我很蠢。
我真的很不喜歡跟你爭論，每一次你覺得我說的東西有點問題，就糾正我。
好，我讓你糾正就算了，但是你卻根本不知道我在想什麽而下定論說我是這樣想的，這樣對我公平嗎？
你知道你每次講的話會讓我覺得，你是個覺得我很蠢的人。
這樣真的有對你好嗎？
做朋友難道開個玩笑說個超級無厘頭的話也不能嗎？
我自認我開的玩笑的確有點沒道理，但是這就是我所謂可愛的一面啊！
我說的超無厘頭你就愛糾正我說：“你應該 bla bla bla~~~”
再繼續這樣下去我真的不懂接下來要怎麼跟你溝通。

我之前對你就已經有這樣的感覺了，沒想到我一直不斷的暗示你說做人不必那樣，但你似乎沒有領悟到我對你的不太滿意反而更加變本加厲。
難道要我把話說得那麼直你才明白我要說的意思嗎？
這樣真的不好，我告訴你。
你有你的想法，那是你的。
我有我的想法，那是我的。
但是你愛把我的想法改成你的。
跟自己好的朋友講話是不用想這麼多，直接講就好了的不是嗎？
但是我跟你講話每次都要想該不該這樣講，這樣算是好朋友嗎？

我想我們聊天只能很普通的聊一些：你今天幹什麼？工讀好累哦。今天那個誰誰誰真的超級 bla bla bla 之類的吧！
希望會有改變。

Camp Rock

Camp Rock!
I wish to include music in this camp.
Playing with music, interacting through music.
because I love music.
Influencing everyone beside me.

=D

孤掌難鳴

孤掌難鳴。
做任何事情都要團體合作。
我很容易臉臭臭，這是我的缺點。I admit it.

學姐介紹機會給我，但是我想很多。
又來了，信心很重要。

whatever, 很想什麽事都不想去睡覺了。

goodbye. Ciao~~~

淺眠

以前睡覺都像豬一樣，再怎麼吵也不會起來。
最近睡眠很淺，一點點的聲音就可以把我吵醒。
好事嗎？
不用鬧鐘也可以起床。
以前很討厭早上的課，一定會賴床。
但現在早上沒課我反而不自在，因為我太早起來不知要做什麽了。
真是怪咖一個。

或許是上一次家裡發生了一些事情，讓我睡覺都有點擔驚受怕。
所以以前睡覺從來都沒有警覺心的我，現在自然的警覺了。
好事嗎？
或許吧！這樣我白天的時間久更多了。

多來

請允許我在此發言。
有時候我不瞭解自己更不瞭解別人。
我會因為自己想到的東西而快樂；也會因為別人說了與我想到的相反而不快樂。
我就是如此的搖擺不定。
剛剛與一般政馬同學賞月吃月餅提燈籠，很好玩。
但是我似乎是失魂落魂的，他們笑我也笑，講話我就沉默。
爲什麽一個人能夠推測出許多可能性？
一句話到底可以代表什麽？
別人的一句話其實很簡單，自己幹嘛自作聰明把它複雜化？
人與人之間到底要怎樣才能夠互相瞭解彼此？
 爲什麽我每次都可以讓自己覺得有希望又讓自己覺得失望？
或許我應該像別人說的，不用想太多要做就做吧！

我想說的每次都不知要如何說。
害怕下一次不知要如何收場，害怕日後拖累了自己。
所以沉默是良藥。
一個人說的每一句話真的能夠讓我心神不寧，或者讓我思考很久很久。
這是因為我沒有特定的方向的意思嗎？

可能是我多來想了。
其實一切跟之前一樣沒有改變。
我還渴望得到什麽？
擺在眼前的不知道是不是事實就自己下定論，我真糟糕。

永和豆漿回來路上我就一直在想。
也不知到底在想什麽，我都快飆淚了說真的。
想的入神真的會讓人崩潰。
我以後不會再讓自己‘自作聰明’想這麼多。
不再把東西複雜化，不再多來。

睡覺。

Changement in progress

The worst thing ever in once life is to hear someone tell you: "Eh, you fat already."
Some will accept and set their mind to control their diets.
but when it's half way to success, people will give up easily because it is obviously mental torturing.
I just envy those people who can ignore those yummy yummy foods and eat the so-not-tasty food.
Ok, keep on talking is useless, Do it now rather than keep on dreaming for a perfect body like Megan Fox.
Nah, 'they' had plastic surgery. =X ops...Some are real material la of course.

Second year first semester. I'm in my sophomore year! hooray! Aiks!
I got what I want
1. Work - to fill up my empty time so that I don't attempt to eat more while facing the computer.
2. Yoga - not yet register as member because school not yet reopen but it's to be confirmed!
3. Jog - Making full use of my school by rotating the pathway for jogging purposes.

Yesterday night, jogged from my Uni to Zoo!
Surprisingly, I jogged non-stop from Uni to Zoo but rest for a while when I went back from Zoo to Uni.
Then, walked in the Uni's sport field for one round, settled down and chit-chating with Vjing.
Lying down on the field track and looking up the dark sky which was decorated by some bright little stars, it was so relax that I made myself like I was in the galaxy without any weight to worry and just look at anything that appear in front of me.
I swear no matter how cold the weather will be in future months, I will do the same thing most probably during examination weeks. XD

The Culture Cup, last year I don't feel like joining in anymore after the months we 'suffered' and got a champion because it really will tie up my schedule.
This year I should be the accompanist, but my time clashed with the practicing time which caused me to leave.
Anyway, I helped them for these 2 days (7,8 Sept) to be the accompanist.
I just feel reluctant because this is what I like, doing things I like in a group of people who also like music.
Wish them luck in the competition. My spirit will always be there. =)

Well, I guess back to make my blog to be more colourful and information-full is how I plan my time.
想做的就去做，機會不會有第二次。

18 weeks

Reduced 100 pounds  in 2 months = 8 weeks?!
SHUT UP!
What kind of exercise are  you guys doing?!
18 weeks, use time wisely I swear!

Neglected

Oh my Goshie!
Blog neglected for so long.
Holiday suppose to be free yet I didn't blog frequently.
Anyways, summer holiday gonna end and I will be in my sophomore year in some weeks!
Some resolutions were set in my mind, I don't think I should post it here or even tell anyone.
Result is the more important than the process. =D

Not much to post and I'll update when the semester starts.

Ciao~

The Biggest Loser

Watched "The Biggest Loser" recently.
Their AFTER weight is the weight I'm having now but of course mine is lower than theirs. Duh...
Doing gym, sports, running etc all types of calories burning exercise can also be called TORTURING exercise.
I tried to do exercise i.e. jogging.
Surprisingly, I jogged for 2 circles of the park.
Leg muscles pain, the will to finish another round etc.
Doing exercise is actually mentally torturing us, it is more terrible than physical torturing yet it's for my own good la.
I wonder how to have the determination to get the result I want.
It is actually all depends on myself only ma!
I can answer it, but I still don't achieve the result I want.
My friends bought me a dress as a Achievement Award IN THE FUTURE. =__=
With the dress hanging infront of me, I will have to keep on doing exercise to wear it.

I really hope to wear it on next year CNY la dey!!!!!!
Grrrr....

看前不看後，死了心重新開始

是時候死心了。
努力的爭取至少讓我有種relief 的感覺。
打結的繩子終究需要被解結。
這一次暑假回來做了很多事情。
又是很多我不敢做的事。

我每做一樣事情都拿不定主意，這是缺點。
明年再見。
我要看前不看後。
心裡的掙扎還好已經被解脫。

避

有時候，人就是那麼奇怪。
當你知道一些東西之後，你會開始避開。
當你有一些奇怪的感覺之後，你會開始避開。
避開到底是爲什麽？

害怕講話。
害怕靠近。
明明心裡是不想的，但是就是會要避開。

心裡掙扎著，但是還是會覺得不敢講話。
>___<
我可以叫別人主動，自己卻~~~aiks..

還是順其自然咯！=D

Happy Father's Day

今天是父親節。

爸爸，父親節快樂。

Papa!!! Happy Father's Day!!!

謝謝你一直以來對我們細心的指導及教誨。
你頭上的白髮都是爲了我們而生的，
我能夠來台灣念書都是因為有你的幫忙。
你訓練我叫我做我不敢做的東西，然而我都硬著頭皮做了。
EX: 打電話給很多University and College（訓練英文和與陌生人講電話的膽量），打電話爭取自己該有的機會、如何以很禮貌的詞句婉拒別人或問問題等等。
去年（2010）我真的學到很多，也很開心有你對我的肯定。
當時我很不願意做因為我不敢，但是事情總是在最後才知道~~~這些訓練對現在的我很有幫助。 =D
Ex: 學校的政大之聲實習單位 admission 失敗后，我勇敢的去問他們不收我的原因（面對面）。雖然知道原因之後還是有所不滿，但是至少我盡力了。這跟 Great Eastern 我不斷打電話詢問的case 類似吧！=D

你學習使用科技（電腦）甚至學習你重來都沒學過的漢語拼音；
你對每一件事情都有好奇心而勇敢追尋；
你每次都有新點子（Owen Town House etc）；
其實我也很想要有那種這麼容易就能夠與別人Social的性格，但是我就是很難融入一些Topic。

每次跟你去上班，坐在你隔壁看/聽你工作就感覺自己還有很長的路要走才能夠好像你這樣。
華語、英語、馬來語、廣東話、福建話、海南話 等等 你都會講！
而且是用這些語言來跟別人聊天聊上1，2個小時都可以。
很多東西都是你幫我們翻譯的。

有時候你對我們都很嚴厲，小時候還常常說會讓我們吃“果條”，罰寫100次的悔過句子（我還有收著！），沒做一樣東西都要規規矩矩的，還有很多以後可以告訴我們的子女的小故事。=D
雖然我們每個長大之後有很多事情讓您心痛也讓你生氣，但是家人就如斷不了的水，我們還是一家人一起生活。

不管怎樣，我以你這位爸爸為傲。
朋友問我你爸爸是怎樣的人，我都會說：“我爸爸是什麽都會，什麽都懂的人。” HEHE. =D

雖然人在台灣不能跟你慶祝父親節，但是有心就好，對不對？XD
再次祝你父親節快樂。=D
要好好照顧身體。=D
我們愛你！

Colour photoshop life

I Love Colours.
I Love to play with Colours.
Blue + Orange = Contrast
Red + Green = Contrast
Sometimes we need CONTRAST in our life.
It shouldn't be boring yet it shouldn't be too colourful too.
(@.@)

I like Black and white before.
How dull my life was.
Feather:
They'll stop is to learn and they'll fly away is to reach their dream.

Few more days I'll be like a feather.
Fly back to my hometown.
=D

“我還是很希望那是打錯或漏掉的。我還是一直希望奇跡會出現~~~但是那似乎已成為事實。今天突然讓我再次想起它，我又再一次的感到沮喪。因為自己的不足造成永遠失去它，我還是有點不服氣但是我沒有勇氣再次去爭取，因為它已成定局。如果再給我一次機會，我一定好好的幹下去！”

今天討論傳播敘事。
大家一直在想要怎麼present，我有給一些建議也熱力的討論。
在選擇負責present的對象時，他們說要找聲音好聽的人上臺講。
所以每個組員一個一個試音。
另外一位組員似乎知道我聲音是可以的，是她叫我也試試看。
如果不是她，我想他們想也不想叫我試音。
我似乎早已經被封殺。
輪到我的時候我講了一段，大家覺得我的聲音夠感性可以上臺講，我當然很開心。
但是突然其中一位組員說一聽馬上聽得出這不是台灣人。
提議我的同學說：“這沒關係啊，這沒有分國別的啊！”
之後就以“那你就用馬來西亞文開始介紹好了”這個笑點帶過。
笑完了繼續討論別的。沒有想要雇用我的意思了。
其實他們會這樣也不能怪他們，是我自己沒有標準的華語。
這個責任這麼重大，被我破壞了也不好。
我不是對自己沒有信心，而是為大局著想，一切都有可能發生。

這不是重點，重點在於，這一次的討論突然勾起前幾個月不開心的事情。
他們讓我想起不接受我的政大之聲實習單位。
我做出很大的決心選擇廣播為實習單位。
放棄另一邊是因為知道申請兩邊會帶給自己不利。
結果出來，唯獨（跟我一起面試的組）我的名字沒有出現。
當時我真的瞭解崩潰是什麽，我真的體驗到傷心是什麽。
我很moody 的那一個禮拜，最後終於鼓起勇氣到那裡面對面問他們不選我的原因。
她打電話跟我說有一個部份我不怎麼好，然後還是與別人安慰我的方式一樣“可以到外面實習”。
haiz....謝謝你們的安慰，但是我很想說，我要出去早就出去了，那幹嘛還要選學校的？
我來這裡就是要學東西，學校能夠支援的，是免費的當然要去學啊！
去外面要花錢，坐車不用錢哦？！賺到的也應該只有那麼一點點。

我很想說：“算了” 怪就怪我跩！
面試這麼重要也不好好表現，真是該死！
我有時候會想我來這裡是對的嗎？
這是我要的嗎？
我開心嗎？
爲什麽我會突然覺得我沒有去處？是我接觸的東西不夠多才會這樣嗎？
我腦力只有學校那幾個實習單位，別的究竟跟我學的領域有什麽關係？
我依然是那溫室裡的小花，一直不敢踏出那溫室。
我不服氣！我真的不服氣！
上榜的出乎我意料，他沒有表現的怎麼樣啊！
爲什麽？這公平嗎？
而且我現在的情況很尷尬。
我不知該怎麼說好。
有時我會覺得沒有一個傾訴的對象。
有時我會想如果有一天這個行業不接受我，我可否往音樂這方面發展？
我是否應該更換自己的想法？
以前想讀設計，但是覺得每個人都在做所以沒有學。
以前想學珠寶設計，但是覺得很難找到好的後路所以沒有學。
我一直想太多，一直想一直想，耽誤了時間。
三心兩意就是我的本性。

我剛剛 竟然再次上政大之聲的網站看看上榜的名單，依然希望奇跡會出現。
但是，神靈不幫我，它依然保持之前那個樣子。
看來它真的成為定局了，就連候補也沒有我的分。
我真的對它又愛又恨，想不要去想它但是又覺得不服氣。
我很想做出一些東西證明自己，讓我證明給他們看不選我的後果。
我不是在賭氣，只是想尋找一個讓我把它忘掉的方法。
這時候只能靠我自己去證明，不能成為被動的人了。
自己的未來自己爭取，或許是我還沒有準備好。
這理由我希望這學期之後不會再被我用上。
我厭倦了理由的人生，我要的是證明！
真實的！
李烈說的：“想要就要動手做。”

我不想盲目的做一樣東西，也不想盲目的期待奇跡出現。
我要爭取我想要的。

SPM 考完之後，我真的經歷了不少需要爭取的事情。
有哭過、有氣過、有煩過等等，這些雞毛的小事情就足以讓我這樣，
那現在算什麽？！現在這個更雞毛！
沒有父母的依賴，全需靠自己。
在這裡四年我真的需要被磨練。
自己哭就好，到外面絕對不能讓人知道你弱，這樣反而會害到自己。

前幾個月，我無緣無故哭出來。
走路的時候腦袋似乎是放空的，但是就是想哭。
我嘗試告訴朋友，但是她似乎不瞭解我。
我也不想多說。
我重來都不會拿衛生紙擦眼淚，這一次我用了。
這樣她們就看不到了。
我很想曝露出自己真實的感情，但是我太小心了。
什麽事情都壓抑著，別人鐵定看不到。
其實我心裡很想要大家知道我正在傷心，需要一些安慰，但是我掩飾的功力太好了。
我也不會刻意要告訴他們說我哭，這有必要嗎？

好了， 這真的是我真情流露的好地方。
我腦力想什麽就印在這裡了。

晚安大家~~
ciao~~

Next Semester Wishes

Well, I decided to become the Accompanist for next year's Culture Cup Choir Competition.
And I'll be in my Year 2 of Undergraduate.
OMG, Time pass really really fast.
I become Senior and will become the Leader.
The Culture Cup is a Choir Competition held by my Uni every year.
I'm glad that I was asked whether I have the will to become the Accompanist.
Well, I used 3 weeks to decide and I said YES. :)
To be the accompanist, I think I'll face a lot of pressure.
I can't even make any mistake as in ter-press a key.
I think I'll get scold by them. LOL
Well, wish me luck next semester, everyone will be busy like hell and I'm so so happy because I'm living down hill but not up hill, so no matter how late we practice I can still go back to my hostel FAST!

Today, I had my Jazz Dance performance.
Seriously, I'm really happy when I dance.
This is my first time to learn dancing which I wanted to learn desperately before.
So now this is it, our compulsory course---Sports.
I choose Jazz to challenge myself.
I want to thank my teacher who always support us and giving us confident.
My groupmate, they are the best!
We didn't know each other on the first day, day after day, we got closer and practiced together.
It's fun to dance. We'd finally showed everyone our creativity in choreography.
I believe we still have the 'bond' to be in a group someday.
I'm pleased to have such memories in this semester.

Summer Holiday, what am I gonna do?
I wish to work in Radio or TV station to gain some experience.
Well, not only wish, must take action now.
Then, learn dancing at night.
That's what I wanna do.
To be as worthy as possible, I wanna make myself useful!

Ciao~~

Panorama in life

Panorama is a description, study or set of pictures that presents all the different aspects or stages of a particular subject, event, etc.

My life is as if Panorama.
Everything that I'd gone through was like stages and stages.
Like what we'd loved to use the function in our handphone---Panorama.
Normal phone can only capture 3 pictures and create a new wide-combined photo.
Using Panorama as an adjective to describe one life. Interesting.
When you are facing problem or feel tired, inspiration will come spontaneously.

Recently, I feel tired facing group work.
Especially with people who are strict-to-law, fixed-to-time, straight-in-speaking etc.
I refreshed back and thought a lot about the conversation we'd made, I shouldn't use so much emotional-talk in our conversation. Emotional as in being the weak one. WTH!
Well, 10 person in a group. I have had a job before, but due to the keep-on-changing-style, I'd become unemployed.
I don't know how will they judge me, but I will still judge myself with good marks because I know what I'd did.
While doing this group work, I thought a lot of things.
1. Do I have at least something that make people feel that "You must not go, WE NEED YOU".
2. Do I have a specialty to continue doing group work with other people?
3. Do I have problems when being asked to give opinions or suggestions?

Answer for No.3,
I gave suggestions honestly, but maybe due to different-minded, mine was always be rejected. Perhaps I shouldn't use REJECTED harshly, so then it should be FADED OUT WITH OTHERS' SUGGESTION. Mine will be faded out slowly. =__=
Well, sometimes I do feel not good, but I shouldn't blame on other people too.
Is there something wrong with me?
Eventhough if I have no mood to discuss that day, I should be more objective when dealing with this kind of problem. It shouldn't be emotional.
As a conclusion, I don't think I did anything in this group.
I was forced not to do anything, I just couldn't find a place for me to enter and I'm always the audience looking at them busy doing things I don't really into it.

Every New semester, I will have my own resolution.
It ended up to nothing. LOL...
Seriously, I have the determination in doing exercise on the first 2 months of my second semester. I don't think I should find reasons to persuade myself why I didn't continue for the rest 3 months.
One more thing is sleeping.
I slept early for the first month, but this resolution was broken due to some reasons.

Anyway, my panorama life contends happiness, sadness (政大之聲), angry, crazy etc.
To Success, we must Take Action.
To Take Action, we must Plan.

Ciao~~~study mood on.

Problems Imma facing

First of all,
I have a lot of things to write,
academics and things other than academic.
Neither May nor June I can relax.


I don't like group work, especially in a BIG group.
Not to say that I'm a lonely thinker, I just don't think working in a big group of 10 people will have a good result.
I got along with them well before as in giving suggestions or opinion.
but then, recently I felt that I don't belong to them because I was as if a Free-person in the group.
I actually have a job to be done, but it had been done by other people without telling me.
Yep, I should be happy because I don't need to do anymore yet I don't have anything to do.
I know it's not good without doing anything but will be done by other members.
So, I offer myself, if there are anything that they need help can ask me to do.
See~~~~~This is the worst thing that made me feel sad.
Well, after serious thought, I tell myself.
"You got nothing to do, who will care?! If you wanna have good result, join them or volunteer and be more initiative. Who cares if you don't have good marks?! Well, this is kinda realistic I know, yet to have good "marks" from other members is kinda important too."
You are active before at the front stage perhaps in the preparation stage, but normally people memories will only be in the last stage of creating project stage, thus I must have good impression to other member, isn't it?!
This is how I advice myself, TRUE?!
Whatever, if I appear more in their meeting, and give more opinion, maybe I still can be cure.

Pass few days or maybe weeks, I was in a dilemma of buying air tickets.
That time I really feel stressed and wasted most of my time in AA website.
AA website was like, GTH!!! It sucks till the max!!!
Grrr`~~~~anyway, at least I have experience in buying it already.
The most important thing is I have to plan ahead, for what I have to do etc.

Today, I was an actress.
LOL~~~
I helped my senior to be the main actress for their assignment.
Well, although it was kinda bored because there were no script, no sound.
Easy huh. Just expression must be over lo.
Quite fun and I'd learned something new. =)

Yesterday, attended the Graduation Day.
Took a lot of pictures with seniors. =)

Lyone Ivoka (FB name) 邵權。=)

Blackie, 小黑

Hun Seng, 漢城
Chee Hee, 志喜

Year One, 大一們與ROROJian

家裡咧

我覺得她很上鏡

漂亮Banlat 家學姐。=D

I gave him a card named RORO.

Bill Chow the cute one XD

I like this with no reason. =)

That's it for my photos sharing.=)
Making myself to be happier is to shopping with roommates and friends!
Ya, FYI, i bought dresses recently wanting to change myself into~~~~~a girl. >_<
Wish me luck kay, and diet in process.
Do not invite me for Buffet, I can't tahan!!! >_<