Coldness

Freezing cold, ICY cold!!!
Adjectives are limited to describe my coldness now.
>__<
Last time I desperately want to go Genting because it's cold.
Thus I can use my jacket.
Now, I'm here and need more jackets. @@
I was like, OMG this is my first time wearing SO MANY LAYERSSS of clothes.
And this is my first time buying so many long sleeves clothes.
Believe or not, I have only 3 to 4 long sleeves clothes in my closet.
Even though I brought all of them, still, not enough. T__T

Assignments!!!
Killing me!!!
I know I have to spend my whole time tomorrow to settle everything down.
I have my own limit, don't worry. =)
To do my best, I will do more than I ever have.
More is better than less. =)

Ciao~~~

曾經~~因為

曾經，
我怕聊天，
因為，
會舍不得。

曾經，
我不主動，
因為，
怕會亂想。

曾經，
我很開心，
因為，
聊的開心。

曾經，
我很安靜，
因為，
不會表達。

曾經，
我嘗試過，
因為，
我想突破。

曾經，
我努力過，
因為，
機會把握。

曾經，
討厭出現，
因為，
心裡妒忌。

曾經，
我驕傲過，
因為，
我成功了。

=)

ABC

There are many ABC(s) here.
Speaking Mandarin in ABC slang.
Like Vanness Wu，Lee Hom etc.
Well, recently I'm so crazy about VANNESS!!!
吳建豪！！！

I used to hate him when he acted in Meteor Garden drama.
What a GAY. Ewwww~~~
silky long hair longer than mine. =__=
Some years later,
changed!
Short hair is like OMG, muscular like OMG, body shape is like OMG, eyes are like OMG.
Everything is like OH MY GOD!!!
OHHHH MAIIIII GODDDDD!!!

He's just too perfect to anyone, but I wonder how he will be like when he's growing older. =X
Perhaps still that attractive.
Perhaps still lots of fans.

My turn~~~
Please do not lure me you FOOD!
You are delicious, sweet and juicy.
I know, but please don't appear infront of me can?
T______T

I want to go back next year confidently.
Confidence is important.

制服日

今天是我系的制服日。
巧妙的，我沒有制服。
因為都不知道這裡有這麼一個Function。
更何況我超不想穿我校的制服。
>__<

上完課大家到台上準備拍照，
唯獨我們3個僑生外籍生沒有制服，
所以充當 “攝影師”。
無數的相機必須輪流的被“按”。
不管怎樣我們還是一成員，
最後沒穿制服的也去拍了。
=)

今天上課，又如往常般，
FB status:

上課時的我：脖子一直晃；頭一直在釣魚；耳邊一直有蜜蜂嗡嗡叫；眼皮一直像芭比娃娃般開了又關（速度慢一點而已）；手中拿著筆~~~~~~~ “砰”一聲，肩膀跳起來，回覆正常，專心聽課，再回原形，一直repeat。 .____. 幾時可以停止？我不曉得。 T___T

到底我要怎樣擺脫這個壞習慣？
是環境的問題嗎？
是椅子的問題嗎？
是我的問題嗎？
學長姐都說劇場太舒服，所以導致很多人無力的睡著。
明天！
明天我要振作，不能做豬了！
>__<

Me

Title: ME
Reason: talk about ME

I realized I need some time to adapt this situation, this environment;
perhaps 3~4 months?
First thing is to correct my pronunciation. T___T
Mum said I no need to try to change my style in a purpose, say in the way I pronounce, the way I was in Malaysia.
Yeah, it's agreeable, but it's almost 1month + I'm here, I still feel awkward and weird.
Why har?

They have the same topic, example:
1) Schools here
2) Uniforms here
3) Places here
4) People here
5) Foods here
6) Advertisements/TV shows here
7) TV/Radio Station here
8) Media here
etc.

Non of these I'm familiar with,
non of these that I can involve in,
non of these I can talk sampat-ly like I was in Malaysia.
The only thing I can sampat is when I was with my roommates who are totally in the different Department with me and MALAYSIA gang.
~___~
Honestly, I'm here for almost 40 days, still I can't recognize and memorize my classmates' look and names.
I believe they can't remember mine too. >__<

I guess I'm a little bit passive. .___.
Should I just go and talk to those classmates who don't know me yet?
I do have the thought to talk to them, but how to start?!
It's the same when you want to write an essay,
the worst thing is when you burst your brain, still, no Introduction.

Anyway, I went to an Italian Restaurant today.
Paid by seniors. XD
Luckily I was fulled.
Anyway, I'll try to do my best since I still have 4 years time.
=)

Say YES!!
HUI JUN

ciaoz~~

Healthy girl

I'm glad that I met a SPORTY girl.
She's from Singapore and is like an athlete. ><
My first impression towards her was "Oh, she's SPORTY!"
Yesterday night, she asked me whether I want to play Badminton.
I thought for some minute and agreed.
I don't want to be like a 宅女 who always stay in the hostel FB-ing.
By the way, I can meet new friends. =)
That's the point huh! XD

Well, back to yesterday night.
We discussed via MSN about the Media Literacy Assignment.
Guess what, how stupid-silly-smart (SSS) I am to volunteer to draw an advertisement.
Well, I'm willing to draw though, but after holding my pencil, my mind blanked. =__=
Anyway, I drafted 3 shots and will finish another shots at night.
Wei Seng!!! HELP me. T___T
You are artistic. =)

I woke up at 9.06 am and rushed down to Admin Building.
At first we got no court to play badminton then my senior asked a group of people whether can give us 1 court.
LOLS~~~I wanted to go away already, then only he say can play.
Anyway, I learned new things weh.
Although what I learned today were basics, but it's hard to make it as habit.
Like,

1) Left hand have to put above your head but far a bit;
2) Right hand elbow (bent) must go out first then only hit the shuttlecock.
3) Right hand must be straight so that you can hit the shuttlecock more far.
4) Use left hand and your waist as a support so that your right hand will have more power.
5) Legs must go infront then go back.
6) Always post the "STANDBY" mode, body senget and racket front, elbow back.
7) Walk like crab.

OMG, when I tried to combine these steps all together, honestly and truthfully, it was HARD.
Anyway, I join our Department Badminton is because of own interest.
Gambateh! Hands shake until I can't write even a word.
T___T
Must always massage your hand after doing a sport. =)

Ciaoz~~~
Study mode ON.

家聚

昨天参加 Banlat 家 家聚，
越好5.30pm 在校碑等，
我卻傻傻的在等公車。
~~~~~~囧~~~~~~~~

還好 Hsiang En 打電話給我說，
5 點到 6 點是不會有公車的！
所以我只好在 15 分鐘內滾下去。
~~~~~~>__<~~~~~~~~

搭客運轉捷運差不多是我的習慣，
所以我們搭到忠孝復興站就到東區。
雖然常去忠孝復興，
但是也只是轉站而已。

最後 Gary 的 iPhone4 也找不到地點。
還是要 “人妻” Zhang Ying 來找。><
走了很多不該走的回頭路。
最終到達了火鍋店。

平常人家都說，
吃火鍋可以保暖。
但是，我越吃越冷！
這麼冷的天氣還開冷氣！
所以我們都用手放在火鍋爐上，
取暖。
~~~~~~~~>___<~~~~~~~~~

我嚴重的增肥了。 T__T
吃到我前所未有的 “飽”。

吃飽了之後，我們2個大一新生被嚇，
說有個“神祖牌”要見我們。@@
她是Banlat 家 “最年輕” 的吧！
所以，我們戰戰兢兢的走到他們桌前，
然後大家一起坐下來聊天了。

我們 （我和嘉汶）就跑不掉傳統的自介。
之後就一起聊起來。
有一樣東西很嚴重，
就是，
我從國中就被勸說，
無論如何老師的名字一定要記得。
這是很多人對我說的。
所以，學長姐的名字我都記得。

神祖牌
阿抱（陳韻盈）
人妻（zhang Ying）
Gary （永勛）
教育系（薇琳）
KF Tay （鄭巧鳳）
Hsiang En （翔恩）
白色外套（?? lun）
OWL （Wei Lun）
OWL gf--外籍生 （Li Wen）
沒到的 （毓秀）
沒到的 （有2 個由於看不到臉忘了名字）

回宿舍的路上，
很自然的我與神祖牌聊了很多。
非常感謝有學姐的分享，
也讓我知道大學的路是要自己去爭取的。
自己規劃，差不多這4年的路，
現在就要規劃好了。
而且，我最記得她說，
大一上是最重要的！

不管怎樣，我一定會努力！
還有，謝謝你們的那一餐，
非常的飽也讓我獲益不淺。

=)

What are they ways of studying

Ways to study:
1. Concentrate
2. Do not let yourself lack of sleep
3. Put full effort and make yourself full of interest in that particular subject
4. Always have the curiosity to find for a solution
5. Speak more
6. Ask more
7. Analise more for different answer
8. Do not Facebook
9. Jod down everything that need to memorize
10. Drink COFFEE @@

How? Next Wednesday will have an examination.
I can't read books but read those scanned books in my laptop.
>< Spoil my eyes!

Thoughts

I realized I'm quite suitable with short fringe.
************************************************************

"I wonder, I'm the one who should involve in,
but not the one who wait for others to involve into me."
GET IT?!

LOLS!!!! XD

Anyway, I have my own ideology no matter where am I.
I will talk to myself whenever I met something.
TALK?!
How to talk to myself?
Answer:
I TALK TO MY OWN THOUGHTS.
=)

Back to normal,
Recently I didn't join any Club except MSA.
I went to the Club Fair and got Loads of brochure.
End up I never go to any club Orientation.
You know why?
I put all my effort on 文化盃.
"Culture Cup"
><
*Direct translate I guess*
I'm playing a role as Alto, yeah Low voice.
I know my own limitation that I'm not Soprano.
The Conductor knows my ability and put me into Alto.
The last time I joined choir was in my primary school and I was 10 years old.
I remember the song name ----Do-Re-Mi
LOLS XD
I didn't know which part I was in *probably Alto*
The last time I sang Karaoke was 29 August 2010.
ARGH!!!! More than 1 month never Sing Karaoke.
How sad.
The fees here very very expensive.
T____T
Yesterday, a PROFESSIONAL came to teach us how to sing.
He damn pro man.
A conductor for 8 choir groups!
@@
Our seniors.
The song we gonna sing is like
"OMG, Spanish! Hard! bla bla bla those complaints."
>___<
I can SING!
Although I can't sing like the way I sang in Karaoke,
but at least I can learn basics in how to produce nice and loud voices.

hmmm...

I miss playing Piano and Electone.

*Electone Stagea DDK-7**Piano*

I used to play them when I have free time.
Now, to fill up my free time I will face my laptop or go to library watch movie.
>__<
Unhealthy!!!
Always watching the screen and spoil the eyes.

One more thing!

I have a nickname in a sudden.
I was like
=__="

You know what they call me?

“4碗飯”

Walao! You know why?
that day after MSA orientation, we went to "Qi Xian Lou" for dinner.
I ate 4 bowls of rice (should be 3 and a half bowl).
Then those seniors asked me how many bowls I ate, i said 4 bowls (round up)
They were shocked.
Then call me 4 Bowls of Rice.
=___=
That time I was really really hungry, so ate quite a lot.
sigh.

And, a Senior 學姐 shared my video.
>__<
Happy lo!
Some more got people comment on it.
From then on, I guess they will call me
"誒，4碗飯！”
@___@
haha

I guess if I don't sleep now, my post will be long long long long like water flow.
emm.
I want to add something suddenly,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHuTerFNJ1c

This is freaking gross.
but, there are lots of shot for this commercial.
XD

OKOK,
Ciaoz

政馬迎新

政馬是什麽？
就是“政治大學馬來西亞學會”。
原本不太願意參加，因為開學就用這麼多覺得對不起。
但是，在學長姐的慫恿下后，我參加了。
從初中一開始，無論是什麽露營我一定會參加。
方式雖然很馬來人，食物雖然很馬來人，但是我就是喜歡參加。
而且都不會比台灣的貴誒！
在這裡已有1個月。
在短短的1個月內我已參加了3次宿營。
第一次：超政新生營
第二次：廣電系宿營
第三次：政馬迎新 Genesis

第一次來到陌生的環境，我，不習慣。
第一次遇到不同的人，我，不熟悉。
第一次語言有差別，我，改不掉。
第一次學著融入，我，很慢熱。
第一次要獨立，我，可以的！

看來我有許多第一次都要在這裡度過。
還沒來政大之前，就有學長Email問我有沒有問題，需要幫忙嗎？
就Email。=)
到了政大 = 新新新！
這裡完完全全跟我以往住的地方有很大的差別。
還好，政馬是唯一一個讓我覺得沒有很大差別的地方。
我說的話，他們明白因為我都用馬來西亞腔。

政馬迎新的第一天，7點早上要集合。
前一天晚上我卻 2am 睡覺。
鬧鐘調了6am要起身，但是我卻在6.50am起。
慌張！還好來得及上車買早餐。
到宜蘭需要1個小時半。
我全程都在半睡半醒狀態因為後面的學長姐很吵。=X
我的組名超搞笑——家裡咧 XD
隊輔——呂俊賢
隊員——曾麗雲，姚智珊，林偉健，譚俊燊，龍秀菁 and me =)
這組是很吵的咯！
謝謝阿妙 who 借我她的小褲因為大地遊戲會玩水！
吃了午餐，大地遊戲9大關開始咯！
第一關就玩水，濕了！
第二關~~~第八關： 一些在廣電宿營有玩過，只是玩法不同。
第九關：全四組一起PK。
最終，第一關濕了身子，經過第二關至第八關弄乾了之後，最後一關還是擺脫不了水。

玩完大地，洗了澡，吃了晚餐，就有卡拉OK！
忘了是怎麼樣。.__.
夜深就是玩夜遊。
沒有扮鬼，就只需要破案。
這個遊戲，如果你不真正的參與你會覺得好悶。
還好，我問了很多問題，當中也有一些可笑的事情。XD
公佈答案的時候，我們這組贏了！
超高興的。
晚上睡覺冷到我自己起身。不需要Morning Call。
更奇怪的是，他們都說半夜有感覺到地震，我卻感受不到！
或許我睡得像豬了吧！

第二天早上，
體操超搞笑的，最記得的就是“打 Ketiak"。 >< 早餐很豐富，但是吃了早餐就要演戲。 我演的很不好，但是彩排時卻很好。 人就是醬！討厭到死！ 演完戲就吃午餐，還不餓所以浪費了一些，飯吃不完。>< 之後就來個 Satisfaction 環節。 Volunteer 出去講感想。 本來不想出去，但是看到大家這麼多話說，我也出去了。 沒想到，講的最感性的是我。.___. 我甚至沒想到自己會流淚。 都怪他們啦！說什麼 “不要哭” ，明明就是讀 psychology 的，
越說不哭就是要哭嘛！
好啦，我只是說：“其實第一次來政大是一個人的，之後聽說僑生都有人辦歡迎會我覺得很羡慕，
現在有政馬讓我~~~” 拿 tissue 了。
意想不到的！
之後，大家都有說出自己的感想。
當然，最後的環節是少不了要對別人說的話。
我們就貼紙在背面，讓別人寫，也讓自己寫在別人背面的紙。
得到很多人的祝福與鼓勵。謝謝了！

回宿舍路上也要一個小時半，全程睡覺。
到了政大，我們全部都到憩賢樓用晚餐。
又來一個意想不到的，我吃了4碗飯！
都給學長姐說了啦！麗雲還拿別一桌的剩菜給我問我飽嗎？=__=
真的飽了！
不管怎樣，謝謝學長姐請我們吃這一頓晚餐。=)
回宿舍，我們是用走的。
原因是要消化。=)



政馬迎新Happy!!! =)

Camping [Radio and TV Dept] =)

I thought that there will be no readers for my blog.
Anyhow, I will still use 2 types of languages on this blog which are Chinese and English. =)

25th Sept 2010
宿营开始咯！
之前还蛮期待究竟学长姐准备了什么？
我们会不会经历好像我爸妈以前大学的迎新啊？
* 他们的迎新有点可怕，就是学长姐都会很凶，让学弟妹知道新来的可不要嚣张！
但是，依时代的变化，现在的学长姐真的好照顾我们哦！=)

第一天，7.00am 起身。
超没精神，所以一路上都没有“看路”，就只有睡觉。><
地点：有木国小，我们就把行李放到一个礼堂。
最糟糕的就是，我们被叫到球场上“让太阳晒”。
没办法，合群点不然被说大小姐。
分发名牌给大家。之后就有“戏”看。
学长姐真的很用心，虽然有些词我听不懂，
也来不及听得懂，但是他们的表现真的值得称赞。=)
早上的游戏：五个人站一排撞撞撞、爸爸妈妈小孩、没想到第一次玩就要跑这么多。
午餐：Spaghetti!!! =)
活动：大地游戏 （于他們的戏有关）
晚餐：吃火鍋！最讓我難忘的就是那像糯米rectangular 的“豬血糕”。
臭到~~根本就是臭豆腐的味道!
Teammates 還叫我吃吃看再告訴我到底是什麽。囧。
晚上：夜叫！可怕到！我真的有點怕。
還好是一群人一起走。最气人的就是，假大一。=.='''
玩夜叫玩到一半，学姐突然叫我们集合回到礼堂。
当我问什么事情的时候，他们说有一位成员不见了，而且还有一位学长哭。
一开始我是有怀疑他们是不是在做戏，但是当那大三的学姐说要打电话给警察和系办时，
我心里在想：“为什么突然这样，那明天不是会很尴尬？！高高兴兴的确要伤心离开”。
最后，我真的被骗了！气死人！看到那个假大一的女生回来，是有點 =___='''

第二天，8.00am 起身。
做了早操就有早餐。
他們的早餐我最喜歡。
因為馬來西亞都不會有這麼多“料”夾在麵包里。
**他們都叫麵包“土司”。><
我吃了3片。不知爲什麽我最近都吃很多！不肥都假！
之後，又有大地遊戲。這次是比較簡單的了。
下午就要演戲。演的很遜！
回宿舍之前，就少不了大合照。=)
更奇妙的是，2天的營里，我都很安靜，不到10句話。
在回宿舍的過程（大概1小時）我卻跟芷慧說了全程！
整輛巴士就是我們的聲音。XD
想必我就是還混不進去，慢熱吧！
沒關係，慧君加油 咯！

宿營很開心，跟以往在Malaysia 是完完全全的不同。
馬來西亞一定會全身濕濕又骯髒。.___.
而且全部活動都是由學長姐所策劃的！
很好的一個體驗。=)

宿營

明天就要参加廣電系宿營。
又期待又擔心，因為我從來都沒有經歷過台灣的“營”。
今天早上，上完那冰冷的課之後（傳院劇場就是很冷，因為快步入秋天了），
步出那劇場的第一步，
我發抖的身體繼續發抖！
怎麼就是不熱起來啊？
從早上起身到現在都沒流過汗。
奇跡快發生了厚！我期待的冬天快到了厚！
就是因為沒經歷過，我就是那麼的期待。
雖然一直被說不要期待得太早，我終究會在冬天的時候希望夏天快到。
“沒關係” 我說。
人生就是要有第一次。
有了第一次，就會有經驗。
我希望在這裡有許多我要的第一次！
比如什麽第一次，還不能說。XD

還有，這裡的食物就是貴的！
宿舍又那麼的遠，如果可以我想要3餐都在宿舍搞定。
但是，沒有那個福氣住在山下。好恨！
下午，學姐約了我說回到我的宿舍來找我。
她的樣子看起來就很忙，還有時間來幫我真是多謝咯！
我就加緊時間問了一大堆問題。
不知是有理的還是沒理，我都問了。><
還有，政馬迎新我確定參加。
開學就花了那麼多錢，我有一股憧憬想要工讀。
但是，害怕自己還沒適應環境、華語之前也不是我常用的（課業），我還是決定大一下才來忙好了。
社團？
我沒參加。也無法參加吧！
爲了文化盃，也爲了讓自己在廣電系是個活躍的新生兒，我參加了。
我是Alto 部份，也就是女低音。
Soprano就本來不是我有的聲線，Alto其實也有它的特質存在。=)
課業？
我：面臨一些小問題。老師所說的例子，我都不懂。
因為都是台灣的。
台灣的電視臺有很多，看來我要下功夫把它摸好！
上媒體素養概論，必須給很多例子，我······卻······不安靜！
一直問是什麽？看來隊友們都不耐煩吧！><
字體？
煩！相信我，我從回小學時代寫生字了。
還好室友願意當我的小老師，教我寫繁體字！
雖然很難，但是我覺得還蠻有意義的。
語言？文化？
到底要怎樣才能把中文說的標準一點？！

今天下午，我msn Samantha。
其實是她找我啦！><
沒想到，聊聊聊就聊了好久！
我們用webcam 聊，簡直回到sampat 時期！
可以說馬來西亞腔的華語真的很舒服。
T____T

剛剛不小心讀了以為朋友的部落格，
我個人覺得她寫的不錯。
突然所以，我就想寫一下中文的部落格也不錯。
好了，明天要參加宿營。
我不想就此讓學長姐留下壞影像！
晚安.

ciao~~~=)

Less than 20 days

Less than 20 days. ><
Not even a month I'm here.
Yeah, behind me is the Iron wardrobe as if I'm in the jail. =.=
The room is very small and 4 person have to squeeze into it.
Past few days, my neck and back was paining like hell.
Maybe the posture i slept was wrong.
The fringe I cut before coming here made me crazy.
Maybe I'm not suitable for SHORT fringe. Honestly.
I look really childish with this hairstyle. T__T
Pimples!! Oh please Mr or Ms Pimple, leave me alone, I don't want you to stick on my face. T__T I got three pimples on my face.
It's like a "therefore" sign we used during Maths or Add Maths class: 3 DOTS.
My forehead, T___T full of 凸 pimple.

Traditional Chinese drives me nuts!
Big difference.
藝 = 艺
Anyway, still long way to go.
And, I met an US guy David who is 20 years old, exchange student.
Bulgarian- Zvokish too.
I'm gonna make use of the facilities here and join clubs.
Recently, I will be on bed before 12.30am. What a miracle.
I was really tired maybe because too much energy have been used.
*Save money not to take bus. *
Anyway, spent my time wisely. Utilize every seconds.
Make my 4 years life here full of joy and happiness and memories. =D

Gracia~~

recall

I recall a post just now.
It's about CHEMISTRY.
LOLS. That post was really really interesting to me as that time I was in SPM mood.
Chemistry really made me nuts.
So, as a way for me to memorize all the terms correctly,
I applied it on my blog.
Using Chemistry terms to describe anything I want.
I laughed after reading it.
The post was on 2009 November. Forgot the date.

Well, my life here.
I guess I'm really a person that is 慢热.
I don't talk for the first time and I will be very talkative after we meet again.
That's me. Yeah, me!
I hope I can change this bad characteristic, be more socialize.
And, I met 1 exchange student from US yesterday. His name is David.
Another one is from Bulgaria. The muscular one. ><
Another one is from Hong Kong.
Kinda fun to meet so many people all over the world.

Sleepy. Ciao. ~ =)

Some hours left

Yesterday night, after packing I lie down on my bed.
I smell my pillow and my boaster (i used it since i was a baby ><)
I'm not going to bring them. *Sob
I scared I cannot sleep well without them.

Papa said: "When you are at people's place, be humble and show some manners. Respect people by not only calling their name. You have to plan everything by yourself, papa not there cannot help you. Cannot be dependent anymore.

Mummy said: "You must be prepared to face obstacles in the future. Be independent and don't feel shy to ask or voice out."

LOLS. I jot it down here so I can refer back everytime. =)

Guess what, my roommate both (3person) from the same department, same year.
Oh gosh, I am so so worry that I will be abandoned. ><
My first day is Sport. =.=
What a good choice.

I asked myself before, will I home sick?
I answered myself, YES I will. .____.
When I was in New Era, I home sicked like hell for the first week.
After that, I always back to my home weekly, so no more.
This time different!

Arghhh!
6 hours left. I WILL MISS EVERYTHING HERE!

Blog using English

I Guess, to improve my English is to blog using English.
My English is not so good.
To improve it, I already tried not to use short forms.
To improve it, I tried not to use short form when SMS.
I will read through what I write and correct it.
Playing two roles, BLOGGER & BLOGGER TEACHER. XD

3 days left.
I think a lot these days.
Those days I gone through in Secondary.
Those days we had fun.
Those days we gossips.
Those days we quarreled.
Those days we had problem with each other, but end up friend back. =)
Those days we ponteng class and kena by discipline.
Those days I stayed back for the waste-my-spirit Red Crescent.
Those days I cried, I run, I marched, I laughed, I shouted, I screamed, I rejected XD etc.
Those days I slept in class.
Those days I asked the most questions in Physics, Chemistry,Biology and Add Maths classes, because I realized I got no time to do revision on my own, so QUESTIONING is the best.

Recent days I gone through in NEC.
Shooting photos and making my own videos.
Great experience.
Band performance.
Knowing more about Malaysia's medias.

ciao~~=)

复活

我不想就这样，让部落格死掉。
今天，谢谢朋友们为我准备的一切。
不知为什么，心里想说的在那里都说不出。
就是奇怪。
不管怎样，谢谢你们。
能够见到你们，很高心。
所有人都到了，很高心。

现在听了你们录的CD,我还以为是video的。
如果是video更好咯。
你们每个都有讲，好像我的耳朵很厉害，听得出你们的声音,也不讲下自己是谁。
哈哈，说真的，我听得出啦！
有一些没有讲到的朋友，我了解。没关系。=)
我现在一直在听那CD，心里很多想说话都被盖掉了。
刚刚静文她们要回的时候，抱了一下眼泪不知觉的出来。
强忍一下，把它吸会进去。

我保证，如果，如果我真的觉得孤单，我一定会听你们给的CD。
听了有所感触，但是就是哭不出。也不敢哭。
我相信，到了那边，我会改头换面。
不论在哪一方面也好，希望我都可以成功。
第一次，不管怎样也会害怕，你们的祝福，
虽简单，但真诚。
我很感激。
身为朋友，我从来都没有很真诚的说声谢谢。
在此，我想告诉所有认识我的朋友，谢谢！

之前的恩怨，没想到就在这一次通通都划开了。
林慧君，你可要记住爸爸所教的，妈妈所劝的，哥哥姐姐妹妹所讲的，朋友们所说的每一句话！

在此，我的部落格将会再次复活。
我将写一切关于我的事情。
无论风风雨雨，部落格或许是我在那里最好的朋友。
当然，我也不是孤僻的，只是有时难免会。。。就这样啦。

DEAD

MY BLOG is DEAD

R.I.P

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Holiday

Yeah it's holiday now.
for 2 weeks only. .__.
Peoples' holiday is real holiday.
My holiday is partial holiday.
why do I say so?
No reasons.

I choose this path though.
After all real holiday already. =)
Friends from New Era College asked me whether I want to go to PD.
Obviously, my face showed a "CANNOT" word.
Why?
No reasons.
just, cannot. .___.

I'll tell everything after all.
I know I look secretive,
talk less talk crap more. XD

Stay at this moment,
fly at that moment.
Laugh at this moment,
depress at that moment.
Oh, I'll miss you guys and
I'll remember the moment we had gone through.
My Secondary school friends and NEC friend. =)

Days

Days days days.
2010 will end soon.
and welcome 2011. =)
Time passed without realising.
First semester will end soon and welcome second semester.
I'm not sure whether I should proceed to Second semester. ._.
Well, just look and see.

What did I learned in these 7 months?
I learned how to be myself.
should I say that?
Actually, not really. .____.
Did I do anything by myself?
Did I really experienced something by myself?
Did I ask myself "Do you know what are you doing?"

I want to try something I never do before.
but, do I have the guts?!
Seriously, NOPE. .___.
I told myself I want to try "that",
at the end, my GUTS spoiled everything.

Everyone wants to go oversea to further their studies.
So do I.
I have plans though, but it's only in my mind.
If I go oversea to study, I will not be at home often like now.
I have to be independent.
I'm too dependent in Malaysia a.k.a home.
Never try never know.
The way I act at home do not mean I will be the same if I'm in other place.
Belum cuba belum tau.
=X

Anyway, Stay ahead.
Be myself. =)