摄影

昨天，说实话，是我上过最爽的摄影课。
原因在面子书也有写啦，就是有相机！
=)
说真的，要拍这种照片是非常的需要DSLR.
普通的数码相机拍是可以拍啦，但是效果没有DSLR那般美咯。
早上，非常赶的，不够睡的爸爸载我来学院，*谢咯！*
赶上宿舍，放下所有的负担，
拿了 Green Red 帮我向相机的主人 Eric 借的相机，
到空空等候出发。
到了Pasar Kajang 东拍西拍，所有人似乎已习惯被拍那样 XD
更让我放下心来拍照的就是，有些人很乐意当你的模特儿。
有的上镜就可以了。
当然，有些是不愿意的，那就不能勉强咯！
好吧！好久没有post 一些有照片的post了。
大家欣赏下吧！=)

Shuttle Speed "high" Aperture "low" ISO "forgot"

还有很多很多！！！
但是，upload到很慢，我不能等了！
就这样吧！
=)

ciao~~~

我也可以

刚刚看了三位差不多同岁的年轻人发挥自己的才能。
他们就是那三人。XD
看了他们的【房间版】，觉得还蛮有创意的。
就简单的一个DV, 一个keyboard, 几个歌手，
就可以有收视率了。
他们的歌upload不久就破60000++。
有点羡慕咯。
都是新加坡人。
有一天，我也要upload 上了。
等着我吧！

还有，讯息一下大家，
我其实有youtube, 我的channel 是 lhjhuihui.
uploaded 2 video 了。
可惜，收视率不理想。
有空去看看吧！ =)

http://www.youtube.com/user/lhjhuihui

是有点显啦！我会upload 不显的了。
到此了。=)

=)

A smile can cure everything.
With a simple smile, you can melt people's heart.
With a simple smile, you can actually change an awkward situation.
With a simple smile, you can help others which are in angry mode.
With a simple smile, you can attract people's heart.
With a simple smile, you are a good manner person.
With a simple smile, you need not to talk and people will know what you are thinking.
With a simple smile, you can greet a person.

A genuine smile. It's sincere.
People! live with happiness.
Hatred will only make you stressful.
Any misunderstood, solve it now or even today.
You'll regret if you missed the chance to say sorry.
or Thank You. =)

Thank You, Sorry, Welcome, Please.
These words really helped!
They are known as MAGIC words to me.
It's the same as a Simple Smile. =)
Live with happiness k?
=D

做好自己本分

突然觉得自己越来越糟糕。
竟然低空飞过！
向老师求得3分而已！
不是说我还不满足，而是我根本就expect不到！
说真的，我好胜心蛮强的。
虽然表面上没什么，其实内心一直在想着怎么样才好。
当然，做每一件事情都不能只是纸上谈兵。
行动才能证明一切。
说的容易，做得难啊！
写部落格当然容易，要做就难免有点难了！

本小姐我，每次都有下定决心的“心”。
当然，意志力一来，什么都好说，什么都能做。
但是，意志力一退，什么没的说，什么没得做。
当我想努力的时候，我会很情绪化，摆出许多样子出来。
所以，请见谅，因为我真的真的是很善变。
我不是不爽，而是脑力思考着许多问题。

当你有那么多的机会，又要去做选择，您知道这是多么的难吗？！
但是，我要的却还没来找我！！！
其实，许多人都不知道我在想什么，除了家人。
哈哈，奇怪吧！家人竟然知道我的一切！XD

ciao~~~=)

Thoughts

I got cold yesterday.
Serious flu, attacked by an unknown virus.
Sneezed in every class.
Was like a torture. Can't even breathe properly.
Interrupted the class.
sigh...
Went to the debate competition at night,
UniTEN vs NEC.
UniTEN won NEC lost.
10.30 finished.
Ask whether still need to practice.
I went there for a while.
not even a while, 5 minutes.
I was thinking:
"Do they really need a keyboard player? They made me think that I'm not suppose to be here. And, I don't even know the members' name. The members also don't know who am I and my name. walao, I really speechless already. .__. "
So, should I just quit?!
Was thinking to join 飞乐合唱团.
but, nah, just forget about it,
I will not stay in NEC for so long.
Just make remain it as a QUESTION MARK.

ciao~~

She's just normal

Don't you feel guilty if you talk bad about someone behind his/her back.
Which mean you played a roll as a backstabber!
Well, here is an example.

A girl/woman (should I call her woman?),
anyway, just female. =.=
She's 26 years old.
Studied in my Diploma class.
The people in our class (perhaps I'm included ><) seems like to leave her alone
a.k.a boycott her.
Her name is something something xian~~
Can't remember sorry.
The only thing I remember is that she come from Sepang.
And her previous job was a secretary in a so called company.
Lols, I wonder what company is that.
Of course, I'm still not a professional to ask so many questions,
so better leave it behind.

SHE, in every class, sat ALONE.
slept ALONE.
Although there's group presentation or discussion, but I believe that she didn't join in the discussion and never talk even 5 sentences.
Of course, my group was FULLED every time, so the other group have to Choose her. ><
But, recently, last few weeks,
she didn't attend any classes at all.
Guess she already drop-out.

OK, so what's the point I talk about her?
Well, that's just an example, no offensiveness.
I just feel bad when I talk bad about someone and they don't know about it.

Another case,
do you know how I will get angry???
When someone message you and talk something which is totally unrelated to YOU!
I feel like, who the hack I am and why you want to tell me what to do but for other person.
Can't you just take action to the person directly rather than through me?!
So now I'm the Orang Tengah a.k.a middle person?!!
When did I say I wanna be the middle person?!!

Full of question marks and anger!
Whatever, the thing I need to do now is PRAY!!
PRAY for something I really want NOW!!!

确定：“不是”

林慧君，我真的有时觉得你很收皮哩！
你太看得起你自己了吧！
算了。
本小姐现在很想“静”休。
最笨的人不是我！是你啊！
死笨蛋！
=.=
算了，我说的话，
只有我懂！
这里只是发泄的地方！
别人的迷可以解，
我的迷就算是我消失了也解不了！
永远都解不了！
之前的post我已说了，
我就只有默默的说“算了！”

死笨蛋！
死笨蛋！
(╰_╯)#

因为：“不是”

原来如此。是我想太多了。 .______.
因为：“不是”。 .____.

“不” 是一个非常 negative 的字。
所以，它让我觉得它好残忍。
假如，你向人求救，他立刻说“不！”
你知道有多伤人吗？
更让人伤透底的事情是，
他连“不”都不用说,
你就知道答案是“不”。

不知怎的，心情说变就变。
之前可以哈哈大笑，之后就可以冷冷酷酷。
我就是这样。Mood Swing.
思维，让人的心情变化。
我就是点到了那个点，心情才会如此。
这算是缺点吗？

话说缺点，中学时期，还蛮流行玩《缺点游戏》。
还记得朋友说我的缺点就是：
1. “串”
2. 不顾人家感受（讲话），也就是很直。
3. 脾气

好，回归正题。
当你知道答案是“不是”的时候，
你会怎样？
但是，没有人说“不是”的哦，
是你自己觉得“不是”或者从一个地方你探查到答案原来是“不是”的。

你知道我会怎样吗？
我会自己默默地说算了。
我不会想要去进一步的追求我要的答案。
这就是我，
一个字 “弱”！
弱不是physical 弱，是mentally 弱。
思想很容易被打败。.____.
这样的性格，我能成功吗？
自己的意见被人盖掉了，我竟然可以不为自己辩论。
其实这就是所谓的 Lack of confidence. 缺乏自信心。

看了我blog 的人，应该会说你少讲话啦！
你不知道自己有多吵哦？！
哈哈。是啦，我是多话点但是，有料吗？
还有，我多话都是在差不多熟的朋友面前啊！

现在，我好像宅女哦！
上完课就回宿舍，根本没社交、应酬！
我不是酱的哩！
以前，什么都参加；
现在，什么都没有。
以前，遇到人至少有几个打招呼；
现在，遇到人没有一个打招呼。
或许，在马来校就读的人比较殷勤；
在华人多的地方就读的人就比较“懒死”？
哇靠，自己人讲自己人。XD
"@"

林慧君！
你好嘢！
竟然是这样的！
掰掰！

Laziness

I'm getting lazier and lazier.
Blogging also lazy already.
See the previous post, SHORT.
That's all for today's NO POINT post.

~~~~muahahahahaha~~~~~

一天过了

一天，又过了。
我，又失败了。
T_______T
率次的失败，
让我想放弃。
失败了3次，
我无可奈何。
请问啊请问，
我到底在干嘛？

撇开它，说别的。
晚上7时，去了I-Do的聚会。
有的吃就吃，
有的玩就玩，
有的唱就唱。
我还中招了。
头发变得有奶油味。
又油！
喔！算了！
回去冲了凉，
就ok.
这个post,
好好笑，
因为它，
NO POINT!

~~~HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~

Transparent

I hate this feeling.
To be a transparent person.
Just say NO if you really can't make it.
You made me got nowhere to stand or sit or to dig a hole and hide inside!!!
I was sitting in the middle.
Eating by my own.
You guys were talking.
Without notice the existence of me!
I know I'm not that close with you guys,
buy, at least YOU tell me that you had already planned to go out with them.
I forced myself to look like I was OK.
Fine. I got no mood now.

Find for some piano Scores.
Hikari - Kingdom Hearts 1
Dearly Beloved - Kingdom Hearts 1
Passion - Kingdom Hearts 2
Kiss The Rain - Yiruma
Moonlight Sonata - Beethoven

L

"L"
My sure name starts from L
I called him as L in Form 3
There's another L in my course.
L is for Leisure Mall
L is the guy in Death Note
L is so popular.
L is for learning
L is for "L" license.
Lure starts from L
I was a Liar before.
L is for Leader.
A lot more.
=)

Precious Time

Time is precious.
I missed lots of things because I didn't manage my TIME well.
Not to say that I don't even manage.
I tried, but still I took long time to finish something which is scheduled.
Today, I feel left out again.
I was out from the class.
I have to do those apply thingy.
Nobody helped me last week to mark attendance.
I shouldn't blame them, because that's not their business and
WHO AM I???!!!
What are their benefits to help me???

Back to yesterday,
I gave up something.
SOMETHING!
I made a very very big decision.
The answer is "NO"!!
Therefore, I 'talked' to myself,
:" You should be firm to your decision, once it's made, don't regret because that's your decision. Nobody can help you to change it even god."
So, I will not regret. I told myself.
NO REGRETS.
=)

I have to study now.
A very very important examination is waiting for me.
=D

Ways to go

Blogger~~~~
127th post.
I signed up to blogspot when I was in Form 2, but I gave up because I didn't know what to write/type.
In Form 4, I signed up again at the end of the year.
My first post was kinda lame.
Now, 2/5/2010,
this is my 127th POST!
Who cares right?!

Well, I always run out of topic.
So, today's title is ways to go.
What's the purpose I set this title?
LOLS... Frankly speaking, there's no purpose.
Just feel like want to express something out, but it's kinda hard to be explained by words.
Em...I don't really have contents for this post.
Well, let's share some photos. =)

That's me with SHORT SHORT hair...

OK, no more...lols...No new pics recently...
Ciao. =)

丑

你最出丑的时候是几时？
唱歌唱破音？
穿高跟鞋跌倒？
对不起啦，我不能举例太多，一时也想不起那么多。

以上两个例子，我都经历过。
真的超级丑！！！
所谓出丑是光荣之母。
你要光荣，总得经历一段丑日吧！
不好意思，我的引用会不会太烂了？(⊙_⊙)
好，没关系反正我要的光荣又不是Mount Everest 那么高。
就那Kinabalu 山一般的高度就够了。XD
别看遍Kinabalu 啊！Malaysia you know?!
全东南亚最高的山哩！

好回到正题。
就从唱歌开始吧！
昨天，面试及口试了I-Do。
虽然并不是很formal的面试，但是我真的有准备哦！
真的是很衰，自弹自唱搞屁哦？！=.=
最后哩？ 破声！
还好我够快，很快就带过了。o(≧v≦)o~~好棒

高跟鞋啊？
够力！还好不是在那么多人的面前！
不然，真的不想见人了，我愿意当宅女！
谁叫我在还没生出来的时候，
基因那么快的就要我是个矮的。
那就是所谓的gene.=)
Chromosomes 在作怪！

还有哦，最近会很忙很忙。
忙什么？读书！
真的！
所以下星期会在宿舍了。
拜六礼拜也是，但是千万千万不要来找我！
我不会答你任何问题。
本小姐将会忙得很。
=)

下线了，读书去。
=D

Life with obstacles

Obstacles, I learned this word when I was in form 1.
My sister is the one who taught me this word. =)
The reason is because she was explaining the obstacles I'll be going through in a camp.
Therefore, I used it often in my essays. XD
It's quite a general word to be used.

The main purpose I focuses on OBSTACLES this word is because
I'd gone through some obstacles.
I shouldn't take things simple.
I thought motor is very easy to pass.
But, with my so called 'confidence', I failed TWICE!
because of the TITI!!
Well, I did quite well when I was practicing.
but, failed perhaps because of my nervousness.
I begged the JPJ people, they cruelly said : TAK~ BO~LEH!!!
I speechless, I cried, I was helpless.
The uncle, yeah, the UNCLE who always sit outside the JPJ room,
Can even recognize me because I FAIL often. =.=
I asked him for help at first, so he said next time if I come for test, see him,
He'll try to talk on behalf of me.

Another thing, College stuffs.
I was in a some sort of mood which is hard to be explained.
I don't know whether my thinking is the right one.
I can't differentiate.
I missed lots of classes and assignments.
Do you all really think I don't care?!
I CARE!!!!
But, I don't know where to start.
Time table, chart? I did. but still function-less.
Guess that I'm the only one who knows what I'm thinking.
Hard to be explain la dude (blogspot).
One more thing, I feel like I was left out,
perhaps I always truant.
Left out from the topics my friends were talking.
Left out from the hot news in College!!
Left out lots of things which need people to make special arrangement for me and I kept on delaying it.
I really feel sorry and, I have got no choice.

Third,
By going through these obstacles,
I know more about the public transport in KL and Selangor.
That's one of the benefits.
=)

Special thanks to those who support me.
Care for me.
=)
No matter what, I still need SUPPORT. =)
but, support means support,
you can mention once but not every time.
If every second every minute you say support me,
I will get annoyed and I'll feel that you are not sincere.
I might think that you say by word only ma, easy job like that.
SINCERITY.
Thank You.

Examination

Car examination tomorrow.
=)
Today's post simple a bit. =)

什么

我觉得自己真的有时很自私。
我要的东西，就要别人为我完成。
我需要帮忙，就要人家来帮忙。
但是，帮我的人一直都有个问题。
我却只能靠说的，安慰的话也很少讲。
他帮了我。
我连一句谢谢都没说。
是别人的话，一收到一样东西，
一定会说一声：“谢谢”。
但是，我说的也只是通过FB。
隔了几天，我还是没有亲口说出口。
我从来都没有慰问过他的下落。
我没有试着去关心在我身边的人。
更何况是我身边的亲人。
我甚至，连要看他样子都要在FB看。

那个人，就是我大哥。
现在，他每次都早出晚归。
上星期四到今天，我一直都在家。
虽然，他每天晚上都在家睡，我们住在同一屋檐下，
但是，
整个星期，
我都看不到他。
现在已是另一个星期四了。
我只能在凌晨12.00见到我哥哥。
我不知说什么好，就说：“eh,好久不见！”
这是妹妹该说的话吗？！
他没理我。
我之后再问：“昨天我睡了，你还没有回来吗？”
他没回答。
只耸肩一下。

顿时，我觉得好奇怪。
以前，我们都是一起玩的，
一起癫，都是他做主。
现在，
各奔东西南北，
好像陌生人了。
而且，他也很少回家吃饭了。
他说，他在avoid/逃避。
逃避为了避免爸生气。

长大了，真的会这样吗？
千依百顺就只有小时候吗？
长大了，就不顺了吗？
长大了，有自己的想法，是好还是坏？
逃避是方法吗？
劝导是方法吗？
坐下来一起谈真的很难吗？

我希望，我的家人可以看到这post。
因为，我们不是陌生人。

Truant

Truant = ponteng in Malay
=)
Should I be proud to truant for the whole week?
Lols, shouldn't be. XD

As I said, my schedule fulled!!!
Wanted to go to the PC fair with friends on Saturday,
but I have to attend an examination and also a driving lesson.

And, I FAILED my motor Exam!!!!!
I was so pissed off that day.
I know I shouldn't blame anyone, that's all my fault maybe because I was too confident or Nervous.
How could I failed something which is so so damn EASY!! =.='''
The titi ---- I used to be very confident during practicing time.
The Jalan ---- I used to be the pro who taught an Indian on what to do. =.=
But, I fell down from the titi because my speed was too slow. =.=
I should increase it a bit.!!!!
I was so damn angry that time.
So, I accelerated faster as usual at the Emergency Break section. XD
Then, the jalan as usual, showed those stupid things.
Manatau, during a sharp turn, I couldn't balance and put my leg down.
FAILED~~~~ =.='''
The easiest Bahagian III I also failed!!!!
DAMN!!!
I learn motor is to fail is it?? and to pay them money for re-exam is it??
I was thinking, "The way you all earn money is to hope that all your students FAIL?!"

Another case, I was so pissed off too to the instructor who teach me.
He shouted at me.
Fine, I'm going to prove my ability in driving to him this Saturday!

Another case, went for some interview these days.
That's one of the reasons.
=)
One more thing!!
I went back to school on 12th April 2010.
I was pissed off too!!!
The attire I wore not formal meh?!!
Not official meh?!!
Close-minded humans.
Polish shoes humans!!
Small-little-puppy-behind-their-boss's-ass humans!!
><>
I really hate those kind of eying....
Like, wherever I go, eying everywhere. (#‵′)凸 我靠( ‵o′)凸
*The one I mentioned is only a person, not everyone*

Jealousy

ARGH!!! I'm now in Jealous mood.
I'm not pretty,
I'm not gorgeous.
I'm just not to everything!

Why? I'm jealous after reading those things.
Why would it be?
It should be mine but i let it go.
It shouldn't be yours but you grab it from me.
I'm not blaming you but to say that,
if you do not exist, perhaps there's still a chance for me RIGHT!
I feel really wasteful as I really like it before.
Before!!!
but I didn't tell it. T_______________T
I just ignore it wherever it is.
I regretted after some scenario happened.
but why it don't ask?!!!
It pretend that I already don't want it.
It just PRETEND, it didn't ask me!!!
T_____________T
If it ask face to face, I would consider maybe after SPM?!
I know you 'things' cannot tahan those lonely time,
so, simply go and mix with other creature and met new ONE!!
I'm so angry and so SPEECHLESS after I got those news.
So, til now, no more creature come to me.
because, they Scared. WTF!!!!
I really hope that I can go oversea to pursue my tertiary studies and forget these things!!!
I wanna change into new leaf,
I wanna proof that you made the wrong decision,
I wanna make you regret,
I wanna make you feel sorry,
I wanna meet new creature!!!!!!
C~R~E~A~T~U~R~E~

Am I really a problematic girl??

心情很容易就被打败。

我放弃了一样东西，当我再回头看它时，突然很不悦。

我妒忌被我放弃的东西，竟然被别人要了。

好好笑哦，我竟然这么的~~~矛盾。请原谅我的幼稚。:(

别以为我不哭，其实，哭的最多的人，就是我。
我痛恨在别人面前哭，哭做么？
博同情？
死了才有人同情你吧！

你会明白吗？
说来说去，只有我自己懂，
说真的，我是位很难express自己的感觉给别人听的女生。
真的很想，总有一天告诉一个我真真真真真的相信的人。
几时，到底几时才是适合的时间？！！
我还能渴望多久？
不知道为什么，自从Form3 那一段路之后，
我，有所畏避。
一直不敢开多一条路了。
=)


每次，自己一个人在弹钢琴。
认识我的人知道的啦，
爱发梦的我，爱看偶像剧的我，
在弹钢琴的当儿，
一直希望有个人可以默默的在背后支持我，
欣赏那只有我可弹出来的歌。
但是，这种画面好像只有花花世界，偶像世界才会有吧。
我这种稻草不是花的人，平凡不是偶像的人，
看来等了一百年也等不到吧！
观众，可能就只有我一个人。
听众，可能就是我或则那个时钟。



算了，说别的。
I'm going back to school on Monday with formal attire.
Then, will go to New Era after that.
Tuesday and Wednesday not going to school.
Schedule kinda fulled!!