妄想

事情那么简单不就好咯！
但是，如果要完美，太简单也很难过关啊！
太复杂让人眼花缭乱。
那么我的算是简单还是复杂？
不乱也很完美，但是总觉得好像缺了什么似的。
完美，
如果出现在我身上，
就
好
=D

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第一百一十一的部落格。=D
Hundred and eleventh blog. =D

Last few days, I went to Surfine Hitech.
Sunday, I took my Ujian Undang-Undang.
PASSED...weeee=D
Damn easy, but still have to read la.
Then, Monday went to Surfine,for Teori and Amali Motor.
Tuesday Teori and Amali for Car.
Something embarassing happened on Monday.
The teacher asked :"secara jujurnya dan ikhlas, siapa yang LANGSUNG tak tahu menaiki Motor?"
I am the only one who raised the hand. =.='''
Very weird meh? I don't know means I follow Undang-undang ma!


Last Saturday, 20/2/10
went to Mei Yin's renovated house.
Wei Seng asked me a favor,
he asked whether I want to play piano or organ or not?
Of course I will say YES.
*If there's a chance for me to perform, I'll always try my best!*
Of course, I'll ask WHY?
He said his cousin (biao jie) will have a wedding dinner at Tai Thong, so he ask me whether I'm interested to play some wedding songs that day.
20th MARCH 2010.
I have some wedding songs though, I can play if there's a STAGEA DDK-7 or STAGEA Custom!!!
If I really desperate to perform that day,
I have to shift my STAGEA DDK-7 from my house to tai thong which need my dad and brother's help.
So, it's like very troublesome as its not a CHEAP STAGEA!

These days, feel like wanna convert all my diskette songs into my pendrive!
All the nice songs can't be played. T_____T
Will call Claris for booking their STAGEA Custom. Hope they won't charge me...lols

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Like what Han Jon said in his blog
Life's HARD!!!

5 hours KPP

Yesterday, registered for the Undang class.
At first, I thought I'll be sitting alone,
After registered, saw Briggita.
Got Partner already.
So, we sat together and waited for the tutor to come in.
Chat a lot about our future and her bf too. XD
Now, I know some producer's jobs and director's jobs.
Kinda tough.
Lifeless job. Never-ending job.
Am I really interested in these kind of job?
Am I suitable?
I'm still in the maize.
I admit that I'm a coward.
After listening what she told me, I have the will to change my mind.
Which means the course I already set to take.
*sigh*

Or I just simply take a course for a Degree Cert is enough.
Business, Management, Marketing etc.
*sigh*
Many things to plan before SPM result release.
I really hope that, the TOTO can kena la!!!!!
Miracles, PLEASE, come and find me, don't find other people!
I need YOU!

Things I wanted to do = MY WISHES

I wish I can be a GREAT Song Composer like Jon Schmidt - He played "Love Story meets Viva La Vida" on the PIANO with Steven Sharp Nelson who played the CELLO.
Fell in Love in the composition and it do looks awesome with the combination of songs.
But, I've to admit that my hearing is not that good.
Although I've learned hearing since 6 years old. =.=
My bro's friend - Eric...PRO man, he play the piano through his EAR, no piano SCORES at all!
He was in the newspaper (STAR).
It's my pleasure because HE PLAYED ON MY PIANO BEFORE!!!!
I wonder how he can improvise a song perfectly.
MINE?! *sigh* I failed my Electone because of my improvisation.
One word can describe--- CHILDISH.
I already squeezed my brain to think some tricky style, but still FAILED.
Maybe it's because the chords I know are limited.
So, no style to show. *sigh*
When can I be like those people who can play piano or other instruments?!
*sigh* Anyway, I'll try my best to google + youtube to learn. LOLS.


I wish I have a more creative mind.
Honestly, I don't think I'm creative enough.
People ask me to give IDEAS, but I can't.
Not to say that I'm not confident, just don't have the idea ma!
*sigh* Hope I can go oversea and learn something in order to be more independent.

I wish people around me will be happy.
I wish I can be like doremon.
I wish I can sing til high notes.
I wish I have a good voice.
I wish I can score in SPM!
I wish I have the luck to kena 'TOTO'!
I wish this year CNY get many many angpau.
I wish this year CNY can visit more relatives- so more angpau. *XD*
I wish this year CNY can buy more clothes.
I wish this year CNY dad will buy a new wardrobe gor me- IKEA!
I wish I can have a phone with a surprise, but must fulfill the style I want.
I wish my friends stay healthy and always keep everyone in contact.
I wish after 10 years, when we have a gathering, I can make them stunned- coz I changed. =)
I wish I can continue my music studies and be a famous composer. *lols*

I wish I don't only TALK but TAKE ACTION from NOW ON!

No Free Things in this World

Today, woke up early in the morning to teman mum to pasar.
Afternoon, Went to Sg Wang with sis to buy new clothes.
Dad sent us to Leisure Mall's bus stop.
Bus 62, SJ Bus.
First, we went in because the seats were almost full.
There were only 2 seats left which I can sit with my sis.
So, we went up from the back door without realize by the person who collect money.
We sat there quietly waiting for him to ask for money.
He passed by us and didn't even asked whether we'd pay.
It's better to keep quiet. =D
Then, another guy came and asked for tickets just to prove.
He asked us, sis said Times Square. Then only he realize we didn't pay.
So, we'd prepared the money waiting for the collecting man to come.
End up, no sound no worries.
Of course we were happy, no need to pay for transport.
After that, I asked sis where to stop. She say stop at Sg Wang.
She said it will stop directly infront of Sg. Wang
I asked how confident she is,
she said she worked to Shaw Parade before, so always pass by.
I believe in her lo, she was confident that time.
So, we didn't go down at Pudu Jail and waited.
When the bus started to move after the traffic light, it didn't turn right! It go Straight!
OMG, We were nervous that time, I don't know what to do and kept on asking her what happen.
No choice, we'd to stop at the next station----PUDURAYA!
DAMN! Very far!
At least I am familiar with Puduraya because I always go there for Dental.
So, we took LRT. Damn lame, we should already reach TS by that time, if I don't believe my sis!
Eventually, we still have to pay for the transport!
I'd learned something today,
We can't take things for granted and god is always fair.
There is nothing FREE in this WORLD!

yieppie

YESH! Everything was done!
Congrats me!
But, It's just part of it la actually. =.=
This case finished, there's still a lot more cases waiting for me.
Anyway, I'll always take these as a challenge in my life.
As what the Chinese always say, 先苦后甜 *direct translate means : bitter than sweet*
The only thing I worry is,
My TOTO will kena boh?!
I bought 3, at least give me one la right.
You know how much spirit I put in all these cases this month?
Just, don't waste it la. It's their luck if I'm chosen. XD
Lols, like I'm the best among the best.
Digital Media Broadcasting, an interesting course though.
I'm targeting this.
Kinda advance and the career prospects are quite high.
You know what, my dream now is......
to step into a STUDIO!
I want to experience the Studio life, than later outing.

Last thing, Thanks pa.
After listened to what mum told me, just want to say thank you for observing me and praising me. =D
You can sacrifice your sleep and teman-ed me untill 2.00 a.m.
even though these are my job, not yours.
But, you still help me out, giving me comments and always remind me to finish the things I have to do.
OK, I have to sleep early, tomorrow have to go to KL for my teeth checkup.
CIAO. =D

学到的东西

今天，有几个新知识

1. 做人要准时，与别人约定了时间就要先比他早一些到，迟到了人家就会抓住你的痛脚，到最后你自己也没有什么理由好解释了。

2. 什么事情都要先规划好，想想一些possibality “他会问你的问题”。这样，再难的问题也难不倒你。不管什么事情，多做好过少做，准备多一点、花那一点点的钱也值得。只要达到你的意愿，一切就搞定。

3. 争取！不管人家怎么拒绝你，都要争取到底！你不争取的话，到最后还是自己吃亏而且自己要找工作来烦、浪费宝贵的时间。
第一次拒绝你，先用软的方式争取。
第二次拒绝你，再用中等的方式争取、
第三次拒绝你，就用硬的方式对付他！
在没有的商量之下，翻脸走人啦，不然就吵架啦！
当然，我的极限还在中等啦。 XD

4. 不要什么都不敢开口，问又不会死，又不会跟你拿钱，又不会坐监牢。

5. 不管做什么事，都要做的最完美，不要回到家才来说：“哦，忘了！惨了，怎么办？又要回去那边啊？！” 这就是没有好好plan 的后果。=X

这是我SPM 过后，领悟到原来我对这社会是如此的陌生，如此的单纯。
什么事情都好像理所当然，认为整个世界的人都要看我脸色，顺从我！
想得美！翻转过来，是我看那些人的脸色！！！
这就是所谓的地位！
算了，什么都要重最低开始，如果我连最低的关卡都过不了，我厉害读书又怎样！
更甚为人知的是，我面对的这些低关卡之人士，竟然是我母校之工作人员。
还好，世界上有坏人也一定有好人。

=D

No Choice

I get A for CL.
I get D for Mt.
I FAILED!!!! for TS.
=.=
Anyway, I tried my best though.
Now, what I am waiting is.
MIRACLES!
HKBU I put high hopes on you!
Don't ever disappoint me ok?

=D

Ways to go

I don't really understand why I will shiver when I make a phone call to a stranger.
I'll spend almost half an hour to think what to ask and what to say.
so, I will not miss the chance to get all the facts and answers from them.
I'd been trained by my dad honestly,
he knows i scare to do anything, even to buy ROTI or dabao harmee etc.
That was a passed already la.
As for now, I still acting cowardly,
scare to do something I never do before.
Can I really step into the society?

My plan will succeed?
How can I be a communicator or DJ or anchorperson etc. with this attitude?!
The counselor from HELP Uni College said that,
in mass communication, there are two types of people.
Introvert and Extrovert.
Which category am I?

Introvert?
He said introvert will normally work by themselves.
They can be journalist or some career related to writing.
GOSH, I don't like to write essays, so how can I be an introvert?

Extrovert?
He said extrovert will normally work as DJ or host etc.
Yes, I am quite talkative, but in certain times only.
That depends on who I mix with and the surrounding.
If you ask me to talk in front of 100 people, sorry, I might be clumsy on stage.
But, all these can be trained right?
If I can't do it how?

OK, nevermine, try to think it positively.
Yes, Mass Communication field is broad.
so, the career prospect for mass comm graduate will be also broad.
But, most of the company will consider on their experience, which means practical is more important than theory.

Anything la.
SPM over already, I still can't enjoy life like others.
I know now is not the time to enjoy yet.
cheers.
Miracles might happen.
I don't believe If I buy TOTO 3 times, all tak kena, sure one of them kena right?!
SAY YES~~~~~~~to TOTO.
lols.
=D

nightz.
~( ^_^ )/~~拜拜

Visit

Today, woke up early in the morning to visit some college.
1st, Stamford, at Jalan Univeristy.
2nd, IACT College, Jaya One.
3rd, KDU College, Damansara Jaya.
4th, HELP Uni College, Damansara Heights.

phew,
Stamford is like a normal college without any equipments for mass comm.
There is only theory.
So, might be out from my "consideration list" :/

IACT College is quite new, though I only knew this college when I went to The STAR Edu Fair.
The facilities quite good, as there are lots of equipment which is necessary for mass comm and broadcasting.
The PC labs, Mac labs are equipped by all brand new computer.
The most interesting part is, the studio is ......AWESOME!
ya, although it's not that big, but better than others la. *stamford bla bla bla :/*
All the rooms, facilities are up-to-date.
SO, it might be in my "Consideration List" *Gratz* =D

KDU, the main campus is in Damansara Jaya, quite big.
BUT, the facilities.......can't be compared with IACT,
OKOK only. But as for qualities,
I am still not sure with it,
compare and contrast job is still in process. =D

HELP, wow.
The Uni College is all underground.
which means the college is below the busy road and It's 1.5 km long.
There's only one straight path to go,no others.
But, this campus is mainly for foundation and diploma students only.
Another campus has more facilities and mainly for Degree students.
So, I have no chance to visit the other campus because My dad and I were both Hungry!

After that, went back and served by mum. Lols.

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Just forget what I had said yesterday.
I was really beh song that time.
lols...
Anyway,
Happy Birthday Boon Jun!
Celebrated with him in Cowboy yesterday.
He was shocked when we were there.
At first, Pei Yee told his Dad her plan.
She asked BJ's dad to bring him to Cowboy without telling him that we were waiting for him.
When he reached, He was speechless. (⊙o⊙)
He told us that his dad asked him to go LM to get some stuff,
then, when they passed by Cowboy,
His dad asked him to go down and ask what is their business hour.
So, he knew everything after all...lols....
Anyway. loves the homemade cake made by Pei Yee and Mei Yan.
Nice wei! Lemon flavour with cheese.
Then 10.30 Sei Cai sent all of us back except Pei Yee, Mei Yan and Ka Sheng.

=D

第一百个

我第一百个的部落格，竟让是我心情那么的不好的时候！
我讨厌那种语气！
我讨厌那种样子！
我讨厌那种无理！
我讨厌那种冤枉！
每次都这样，整个计时炸弹那样！
我们每次都要低头，
什么都说是自己的错！！！！！！！！！
你永远就可以拿人当出气筒，旧事重提！
厌倦了啦！！！
惯了！！！！！
算了！！！！！
快点长大！！！
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

自己说

我对自己说，无论如何你都要做出一个好成绩。
不管你有多害怕，都要厚着脸皮去做。
就算人家给你的反应冷淡，
接受啊！

我对自己说，窗外总是有明天，
你今天再怎么烂，明天可能就会很耀眼。
但是，如果你还是不闯出那一道‘墙’，
你永远就是那么的烂！

我问我自己，我的长处在哪？
真心话，我不确定。*不是我不知道哦*
或许对自己过于严格才让我找不到自己的去向吧！
所以，试着放宽那规格，好好了解自己。

我常常只看到别人的那一面。
“为什么他这么XXX”
“为什么他可以XXX”
“为什么？”
“为什么？”
为什么我就是看不到自己的那一面？

要成功，就要把自己当第一！
但是，还是要谦虚的。=D
我不害怕别人那我来比较，
只害怕别人根本连拿我来比较的心也没。

不管怎么样，今天的成绩不代表明天的成就。
我依然会坚持自己的意向找到我的明天。
掌控好自己的那条路就是我现在的责任。

O(∩_∩)O~

The life I used to be

I used to be in school, sharing me story with friends.
I used to be talkative, talk non-stop with friends.
I used to be relax, study without any stress.
I used to be casual, do not mind the attires i wear.
I used to be careless, if not I'll score A but not B!
I used to be moody, mood swing frequently.
I used to be brave, only in front of those people who are not brave. *lols*
I used to be a story-maker, making up my own story by imagining it. *in front of the mirror* XD
I used to be active, but only get B for KOKU! *=.='''*

夜深了，又是让自己沉淀休息的好时光。不舍得把眼睛闭上，只因为每一天都充满幸福及不舍。我不潇洒，所以还是选择悄悄地闭上眼睛，在梦境徘徊，回顾每一天的精彩。对世界说声晚安！

From: JC Wang Zhang.

I knew him from Tutti Fratelli International Camp.
He's a good debater and has a bright future.
The words he write is incredibly good.
Guess he already forget me.
& He asked for my phone before. XD lols
Don't have, how to give?!
So email is the best way right?!
& HE's younger than me, but looks so mature!
Good Luck to everyone who already forget who I am!
And always try to remember me back la!
Don't be so cold blooded.
=P


But I'm still me!
( ^_^ )/~~拜拜

Flash Back

Once, he asked me

XXXX : "Can Positive and Negative be together?"
H Jun : "Why? *analyzing his question*"
XXXX : " You tell me 1st!"
H Jun :"CAN!"
XXXX : " Why?"
H Jun : "Because positive and negative will be attracted, while positive with positive will repel. That's what we learned from Physics Magnet Chapter."
XXXX : " (=.=''') Haiya, I doesn't mean that!, suan la, nothing already."
H Jun : "What kind of question he wanna ask? *thinking of myself*"

You know, the first thing I think was:-

I am the positive or negative &
He is the positive or negative.

*(⊙_⊙?)*

Hope so.....
O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~

Shopping

今天，大买特买。
妈早上打电话问我要不要去血拼？
因为Jusco Member 有优惠。
我当然不会拒绝，在家里忙来忙去，
现在有机会让我出去，我肯定要去了！
1.30pm 我就自己搭巴士到Jusco Maluri,
然后在大门口等妈妈。
我们先去吃laksa. 超辣的！
吃得很不爽。
之后，就去找‘猎物’了！=D
看鞋，看包包，看衣服，看内衣，什么都要去看！
我买了还蛮多的。
一口气买了超过RM200++ 的衣。
真的很喜欢！=D

Braces

Do I look happy?
YES!
Taken by Safri,
Syahiza's camera.
=D

My braces too obvious.
lols.

Is that what you want?

She's already mind set.
She's living in hatred.
She will not happy living in this world.
Can she survive in this community?
Can she satisfy with the condition she's having now?
Is she in depression?
Is that the purpose she show her blog back,so that I can write something here?
Does she purposely want us to read it?
Can't she appreciate people's bless?
Why she want to tear off the memories?
She think she's filming? *=.=*
God, help her please.
I admit that, she's my friend before.
but for now, I don't know.
No one is right or wrong between us.
She thinks I'm wrong, she's right.
I don't think I did anything wrong to her.
There are too many misunderstanding.
But, she don't even give people any chance to explain.
Not my fault, I have to say that. +.+
IF,
A day in the future,
We meet with each other on the road,in a toilet or company, etc.
Will she still treat me like a stranger?
Honestly, if she really do so,
I don't really mind.
If she hate me until 入骨，
that's her right.
But, to me, IF,
really,
a day in the future,
I meet you back,
I will say "HI, *with a genuine smile*!"
If she don't want to reply me,
It's OK,
That's fate if I meet her back in the busy road.
That's what god gave us after secondary life.
Please, help yourself.
There's only one thing can help you.
SMILE =D
SMILE =D
SMILE =D

ps: I'm not acting.I sincerely want you to know people's mind, don't always live in your own world. That's true. 旁观者清.

Holidays =D

New Moon-----checked
Malacca trip---checked
Sunway-------checked
Drama--------checked
Ice Skating----checked

Everything CHECKED!!!
released after SPM!
16-19 Dec went Malacca with friends.
quite fun, my leg almost break.
Very tired but fun! =D

20 Dec went to Education fair at PWTC!
Asked almost about Broadcast and Arts and also some stewardess course.
But still, I have no idea which course to select.
HELP!
If i take art or other non-science course, so how is my science course?
but I think my heart is to non-science course la.
Like 80%?
and I met a guy from inter-*something*
about stewardess thingy.
He called me just now, and we talked a lot!
yeah, He's cute and he's only 18 years old.
He looks very mature, from Taiping Hua Lian---my mum's ex-secondary!
The world is so small right.
He asked about Michelle too. =D

21 Dec 2009
Went Sunway Pyramid with mum, sis and cousin Michelle.
Guess who I saw, Daniel Tan!
That guy sat beside me in art class!
but, he's with his gf.....=.=
whatever.
so, we skate and skate and skate.
At first, I don't really dare to go into the middle part,
and that's a miracle because I didn't fall down.
After all, I look PRO adi, skate even faster in the middle part.
Very syok!
but when I accelerate, I fell down!
Very embarrassing, but luckily I fell nicely, look nice.
The worst part is, I fell down infront of all the PROS!!!
but my pose nice la. =D
Tomorrow going again because mum signed up a course for sis(Li Jun).