Christmas eve...

Christmas !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZI HUI...

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZI HUI,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!"

Chat with her this morning...
This is the first time i tell her my feelings...
and she asked!!!
Never mine lo....just tell only what...
Then i disconnected...

Damn boring la this holiday...
I used all my time in front of the computer...
Faster say bye bye to 2008!!!
i wanna meet 2009!!!

Jusco walk^^

Yesterday, went to jusco Selatan with friends...

• Sheryl -bday girl
• Angel
• Mei Yan
• Yee Lian
• Wai Mun
• Zi Hui - 24th bday girl
• Mei Yin
• Boon Jun
• Sei Chai
• Zi En
• Wei Seng

Mum sent me there and asked me to buy a clothes for my sis's coming birthday...
1st, I went to popular to find Mei Yan they all..
Then we went to Padini Authentic and i bought a very normal white shirt with discount for her...hope she like it...
Then we gathered in front of greenbox...
We sang k for 3 hours...and divided into two rooms...
My room was number 8!!! "fa cai''
Almost spoiled greenbox's mike...^^
Coz i Shouted and screamed when i sang "Bleeding Love"..
woohoo...damn released!!!
Drank 2 cups of ice lemon tea and another cup of ice blended kiwi juice...
Zi En and Boon Jun cannot tahan the other room because they sang too soft...=X
So they come to my room to GET HIGH!!!! yeah...
I think my room was the high-est and noisiest that day...XD

After that, we went out to deal all those payment stuff...
That time i felt very tired to deal with them...
one don't even care..
another one don't even ask..
another one also em deh em diu...
I asked and asked and asked...
no one give me respond and answer...=.=
OK...fine...
I fed up dealing with them!!!
There was nothing better than Shopping with [Sheryl and Angel]...
I choose to walk away to avoid all those faces...
I really fed up arguing with them...
Why not i save my energy to shopping!!! ^^

Then...Sheryl, Angel and I...
Walk in to every shop...
Touch this touch that...but we won't buy..."lame"
Then we Shared the yong chow fried rice and tit ban yee min together...
felt nice to walk with FRIENDS ^^

6.30pm
We watched "YES! man"
JIM CARREY!!! so damn funnyXD
everything will be YES!!! YES!!! and YESSSSSS!!!!
say yes to me !!!
say yes!!
YES!!!
YIPPIE YESSS!!!! XP
Then mum fetch all of us back...
damn packed la...11 people in an Inova toyota car...
squeezed squeezed and squeezed!!!
some more scared got mata!! haha
^^

UNDERSTOOD...

It's 12.40a.m. now...
I'm still awake and UNDERSTOOD everything...
everything...YES!!! Just part of the everything...=.=
If you ask me how's my friendship???
ONE WORD-----> "WEIRD"
ANOTHER TWO WORD-----> "ONE KIND"
Everyone seems has their own problem...
I have LOTS..LOTS and LOTSSSSS!!!

This year(2008) was the most unmemorable year...
I was like offended everyone, even the god!!!
Am i really nuts???
Am i really that selfish???
Am i really an eye-sore???
Am i really that unreasonable???
Am i really that unsatisfied in everyone's???
Am i so easily misunderstood???
***CONCLUSION = I'M not really like that***

There was been many conflict that was still unresolved( It's UNCOUNTABLE!!)
Crystal's case - I don't think it will end up before our graduation...
She's totally difficult to communicate...
She always misunderstand me since form 3...
I don't think she will talk to me anymore...
I feel so depressed because "its better to be a friend than an enemy":(

After reading all my friends blogs, I started to think...
It's not the best time to explain but is the best time to understand and apologize...
Maybe....
Maybe...
Maybe...
I should apologize on what i DID,SAID,ACT in this year to all my friends...

SORRY for what i DID that made all of you feels that I'm annoying...
SORRY for what i SAID that hurts all of you by not thinking others feelings...
SORRY for the way i ACT in front of all of you like I'm the boss that everyone has to suit me...

I'm so regret that I should not start all those EMO Stuff and acting like everything is normal!!!
I'm so regret that my weakness appear all together...
I'm so regret to be so sensitive...
I'm so regret that i think too much...
I'm so regret that i jealous...
I'm so regret that i ACT...
I'm so regret that HUI JUN doesn't play her roll well this year....
I'm so regret that I didn't explain earlier...so,less misunderstanding....

I hope there's no EXPLANATION for the last last year in my secondary life...
but SHARING and UNDERSTANDING...

I know it's too late to apologize...
but it's still early to take care of our relationship...
Although it's separated, but if your heart still there...
everything will be like normal and HAPPY...

YES!!! My tears dropping down one by one...
but I'm truly appreciate what I have...
I have all the things people should have...
I NEED A BRAND NEW LIFE...
Hope everything goes easily and happily next year...
顺其自然...

Compact...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUNTIE VICTORIA!!!
冬至快乐!!!

Woke up at 9.30 am...
Mum woke all of us up with her "loud speaker"...
We don't even need any alarm clock...
She just have to shout"WAKE UP LO!!!"
And switch off our fan and on the light...
U SAY LA....you will wake up or not???
This is the benefit to be a teacher...^^

Then, go down stair help her to prepare the GELATINOUS RICE BALL (汤圆）
There were three colour...
1) white [jun & me]
2) pink [li jun & jun]
3) green [me & khai]
My dad bought the chocolate from Penang airport yesterday...
This was the first time we roll the gelatinous rice ball with chocolate...^^

** I did it!!! Nice leh ^^**

After that, ate lunch with 大姨
and eat the gelatinous rice ball soup as a desert...
Then, celebrate Auntie's birthday...
She's so happy because we bought a tiramisu cake for her...^^

At 3pm, We went to CMC Giant, Connaught...
There was a concert held by my sis ex-piano teacher[Ms Sheng]
She's also my youngest sis piano teacher and Khai Yonng's violin teacher...
Three of us will perform on stage...
My sis and I will perform the last...
Saw Khai yoong+pn ch'ng+her husband...
He perform three songs and a lil bit sien...=X sry ar...
Finally, MY TURN!!!
but I'm not nervous at all because [ NOT MANY PEOPLE THERE] XD
I played Jay Chou's SECRET XD...got some mistakes...

Never mine lo...Take it as an experience...
If in the future...
If only la...
IF ONLY!!!
IF i really can't find a proper work,
I can choose to be a part time pianist in HOTEL right ....^^


NO MUSIC NO LIFE MAN!!!

BBQ day

Everything okok lo...
The food there can eat la...
got sausage, meat ball, fish ball and salad(i didn't eat!!)
Sheryl and I burned the food...
Then after we burn for 2 rounds, we ATE!!!
You know what...
Actually...I scared to BBQ myself.... swt...
BECAUSE i don't know whether it's cooked or not...=.=
That's why, i will always ask somebody to help...
and... today i ate 70%cooked 30%ripe food!!!
Sheryl and I just sit at the corner site and diam diam enjoy our food...

The WORST thing was... i can't even smell the FOOD!!!
I got flu...eat anything also can't smell the taste...
okla...at least got some present and played wit the people...
Then....
WAIT WAIT WAIT until mom come...
go back home...

MAD...

Today when i woke up...
Then,swallowed a little bit of my saliva...
OUCH...
My throat!!! PAIN!!!

I have a premonition that I can't go to that BBQ on 20th Dec...
"sigh".. :(
This afternoon, when I was watching 'one million stars',
Sheryl called me...
She said she's in Genting, and asked me anything to buy??
huh? why so sudden...
She said as a souvenir la...
ok lo then, I suggested I want earrings(she was at the cultural something)...
The bags, earrings etc there damn nice la...
Especially the bags...
but i just ask her to buy anything she like lo...

**Edited...Friends forever!!! ^^ **

HOW????
Sore throat = i cannot eat anything!!!
Suffer lo like that...
Ate the herbal candy for 5 pieces also no use...
STILL PAIN!!!
T____T

hope I can recover before 24th Dec ba...

Family meeting

I'm wondering do every family has a meeting at least 2 times per month?!!
YES...my family do...^^
It's actually a very informal+a little bit formal MEETING...

Today's meeting is about:-

• The education center(A level)
• My sister's future(she's still blur)
• My brother's studies(master)
• The Sunday performance at CMC giant, Connaught.
• Planning where we should go this holiday(PD,Pangkor,???)
• KARAOKE(my bro has the voucher at RED BOX^^)
• Transport to the BBQ on 20th dec in BB

KARAOKE...
I miss you my mike!!!XD
We are planning to go Sunway's Red box...
Then go hang gai...

STUDIES...
Sis has many option...
She don't know which one to choose between doctor and nurse...
haiz....
Luckily next year I'm form 5, no need to think yet.
BUT STILL HAVE TO THINK!!! =.=
I confirm i can't go science line adi...
because I'm not study de 'liao'...XP
kinda interested in:-
Jewelery design, craft, Media(DJ,Staff),bank girl(^^)

Bro coming back from Singapore tomorrow,
kinda miss him la...we can only chat online...
JIA YOU!! ^^

AVOID from AIDS

Today woke up early...
Mum woke me up and i rarely kicked her...lols
[i hate people pull my blanket and disturb me when i was dreaming of leng zai]^^

Then went to HUKM(Hospital University Kebangsaan Malaysia),
Registered and went to the physio department.
Pui mum for bout 40 minutes doing physio because her leg always pain and the cartilage like got some problem, so, today was her last time doing physio...

After that, i took her appointment card to the other department (orthopedic department)...
At first, i was so scared to register by my own.
But think think think, I big girl adi, gonna brave to do everything by myself lo...
I still remember when i was 14, mum asked me to buy ROTI...
But you know what i said??
"Don't want la, i scared, got many people!!"
OMG...14th girl scared to buy ROTI!!! XD

After register, got the number 2042. That time was still 8.30 am
The doctor will only come at 9am. swt...
nvm lo...we go eat breakfast...
After that, wait for our turn.
DAMN SIENZZZ...
I read the newspaper for don't know how many times...
and waited for 2 HOURS!!!

By the time I'm waiting...
mum took some pamphlet bout preventing AIDS...
so damn interesting...
* I like his back XDwow...*18sx*...wat a good mother ^^

I love this ^^...actually this is bout ways to preventing AIDS...but i think it oppositely...XP

then...2042 called...
we went inside bilik 6...
and a chinese doctor waiting...
he's the first doctor i met that is so funny...
he said to my mum:-
"haiyo, you see, you kacau la, until my computer hanged!!"

walao...so casual...but ok lo...
Very comfortable la talking to him...
Then, he asked my mum to intro some single woman to him...
**he's still single XD**
SUDDENLY, he asked me:-
"YOU DIGI or CELCOM?"
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Interesting things to share

woohoo....I LOVE PHOTOSHOP!!!
I'd spent most of my time to search and explore Ps CS3.
so happy that i found all my brushes back and i have almost hundred pack of brushes!!!
woohoo...can edit my pic adi...
search for free seishido brushes or inobscuro from google...
these brushes really roxx!!!
This is the result after i learned some of the techniques to sharpen my picture...

• eyes sharpen
• hair dyed
• lip coloured
• nose sharpen
• contrasted + brighten

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He's my shi fu... subscribe him!!!

COMPLICATed life!!!

I'm currently using this MONEY blog. Because I'm lack of MONEY!!!^^
i want to buy many many things...but i can't afford it!!!^^
haiz...holiday still have to WORK...(at least can online+air cond la) :P

HOLIDAY, HOLIDAY, HOLIDAY...
I've planned to go to Mr. Wong's class on DEC...
but i can't...
have to gao tim all the preparation for the OPEN DAY on 13-14DEC.
still not sure i can go next year or not. :(
I've planned everything for next year, but don't know i can follow or not.
next year form 5 ler!!! kinda scared of this year...
have to study smart and hardworking...damn lazy la...

I can't sleep well for the whole week (a.k.a imsomnia)
thinking of my future,my frens,my study etc.
I don't know what for i think so much until my brain going to burst now!!!
Hope everything come easily and goes easily next year