Day passed.
Time passed.
What I've done?

Revision? NOPE
Study? NOPE
Wor? NOPE

So sad~~~
I gave my Curriculum Vitae to the International Cooperation,
they rejected me today saying that they have enough part time student.
Sigh~~~It is hard to find a job weh. Grrr~~~
Next semester onwards I have to earn own living expenses as what I promised to my dad.
If I don't find a good job right now, how am I going to earn money to feed myself?!
Jia you~~ I know I can find a good one.

Anyway, ate bak kut teh just now.
Cooked by seniors.
Ok la~ not bad, just not enough taste. LOLS.

kay gonna off to study.
Machine ON~~~Groooom.

ciao~~=D

Normal day can be colourful sometimes

Yeap, I used my time wisely this semester.
I don't want to be like last semester~~~Day pass without any memories.
Although I joined those BIG Events or Activities with department's friends, but still I can't feel the Happiness when we won the Champion in Culture Cup---The so-called Choir Competition held yearly in my Uni.

Okay~~Let me describe a little bit about this awkward feeling.
Why do I say AWKWARD?
I'm in the team but why did I felt Awkward?!
Ridiculous right!!!
I laughed with teammates, I smiled with teammates, I sang with teammates, I did the same thing as what they did.
I spent most of my time with them. Kept on practicing vocal, sang like Champion-will-be-us like that, can say sang we were kiasu-lang.
So what if the tradition of our department is that we were the Champion every year?!
It's all because of the First group of seniors of my department! If they didn't win the champion, we'll not follow up.
Well, guess it's already been a MUST to win since we are in the same department, even though there are people that don't like to sing.
I posted "YAY!!! 這麼多的辛苦終於讓我們得冠軍了！ means It's possible for us to get this Champion because we really did a lot of hard work" in Facebook.
Guess what, I posted this is just to SHOW, I got no feeling when I post this.
I didn't cry too, I wonder why they want to cry?! So sad/happy meh?!
Choir only ma, nothing much to be sad/happy. I can't even feel the happiness.
Yeap, maybe if I'm in Malaysia with all my CLOSE friends, I think I'll happy till I cry.

Clue given~~~I'm not CLOSE with my department friend that semester. *Owh~~so sad T_T*

Me at right hand side.

Our group

This is how we looked like

Damn ACTION weh~~~

Anyway, guess my social skill have to be improved.
Yeah~ one more, Malaysian Students' Association.
See the name also know only for MALAYSIAN. =__=
They are good because they speak the same slang as I do. LOLS!
but, one thing I don't really go into them is that, they have gangs.
Like~~~XX high school got gang, then another XX high school got gang.
I'm the only SMK PERIMBUN. T__T Where to find gang la?!
Sigh~~~

kay kay kay~~~Back to the title.
I say colorful is because I got 22 credits this semester.
OMG! Some more I have Jazz dance but 0 credits.
I want my life to be colorful by doing things that are memorable!
Don't waste time!!! >___< Grrr~~

2 days continuous outing

26/27 Feb 2011

Outing with roommate. Kay, I guess I'll post using Chinese.
其實，最主要的不是“2 days continuous outing”，看來我還是把“前言”說一下好了。

原本想當宅女的我不願意出去，但是在室友——敬鏈的說服下，我跟她出去了。
她要上託福(TOEFL)課——FREE 的，我本來就不打算考託福所以前晚就說不去了。
26日早上，我繼續當宅女看電視劇。
原本打算5點才出門到台北車站meet敬鏈逛街，但是她說怕要pair up 找伴希望我去。
最後，我還是去了。*心軟*

遲到一小時，但是還蠻好玩的。
逛逛逛，逛到晚上11點多才回到宿舍。

27日 我們再次去那個地方。
這次聰明的我像happy 借了相機，所以可以全天拍照留念。=)
這一天上的課非常沉悶，很想趕快回宿舍。
最糟糕的是，我們都穿了高跟鞋！
這是如此的荒唐，走台北穿高跟鞋是不要活了嗎？！
沒辦法，愛美重要。XD

不知是魔鬼上身還是什麽，每次上完課就會心情不好。
我們都不會笑，看來室友是不會去那邊上課的了！哈哈。
這一天拍了不少照片，但大多都是在捷運上拍的。*嘖嘖

分享照片時段了（哦！好久沒秀照片了啦！）

Outfit of the day! =D 等校內公車不忘拍照，這是我第一次穿的這麼少女（在政大）

左邊就是我的室友——敬鏈啦！其實她有幫牙套，哈哈！是我幫她photoshop了，而且她的頭髮被我染了。我的頭髮也是。XD

主要是拿來當國文功課——我認識的台灣

敬鏈說這個曾經上報紙，而且羅志祥在我下面！當然要拍照留念。=D

這就是兩個無聊的女生在捷運上的傑作！都穿高跟鞋哦！真的累死。

擺pose 還蠻好看的嘛！XD photoshop-ed! 哈哈！

不知要做什麽所以就互拍！

內湖線最後一站——動物園。小孩的至愛！=D

等公車不忘拍照，還大膽使用鎂光燈！所以我不得photoshop消滅青春痘。

第一次穿了耳洞的敬鏈叫我拍她的耳朵。耳環還蠻可愛的。=D

YAY! 這是我最滿意的自拍

主角是我的手指，在太陽底下會是閃閃發光的手指哦！大明星也沒有！哈哈。

好啦！
前言完畢，到主要內容了！

我會post這個主要是：
First, 我知道室友都不會看到我的部落格；
Second, 看我的部落格的人都沒多少；
Third, 我很想很想抒發我內心的~~~~煩躁。

Tips 提示給很多了，當然與這個post 相關的人很明顯的是我的室友和朋友啦！
*注意：暫時沒有對象，所以煩惱與異性無關。*
我的室友3個都是金融系，她們仨算很close了吧！
有時候，她們聊的東西我都參不進去。
我做的與她們不同；她們做的與我不同。
這種情況是難免有的。
但是，我都沒有因為不同系而與她們相處的不好，反而是我很高興有她們當我的室友。
與我比較熟的就是敬鏈啦！

我的個性就是：吵中帶幽默；沉默中帶歡樂；
我必須說，與我共處一室的人真的必須“忍耐”我的性格——是positive 方面的性格。
我在寢室很吵（Ex: 大唱歌、吵她們etc）因為這才是真實的我。
我的人就是這樣，相處久了才會勇敢的告訴朋友們我真正的性格其實就是這樣而已。
沒有什麽特別，我就是大喇喇的，就這樣。

但，這不代表開始的時候偽裝，而是，保留朋友對我的第一印象。
第一印象 First Impression 非常重要。
我和敬鏈玩過“第一印象”遊戲：
她說我很安靜（久了就沒有><），是乖乖女。
我說她很驕傲，都不理人。

有時我們都會交還心聲。
這是我最開心也最煩惱的事。
開心因為彼此信任而且大家都在不同的系而對對方坦誠；
煩惱是害怕以後不知還有沒有機會再當室友因為每年都要換寢室。

廣電系一位朋友約我與她當室友。
是我們突然聊起來的。
當時我很高興她先開口說要跟我一起住，畢竟大家都是同一系，住在一起比較好。
所以我不用煩惱要怎麼問她了（我老早就想要跟同系的人住在一起），不必害怕被拒絕。
但是，我有想現在這班室友都很好，而且敬鏈算是我覺得是位很好的朋友。
她說，她酸我的時候她不會害怕我生氣因為我都會突然大笑（真的，我不會care 這些）
個性爽朗算是我唯一的特徵吧！
我唯一克服不了的就是——社交。
對於新見面的人，我都很少話。
知識與學問其實就是社交最重要的一個橋樑。
如果我每一個領域都瞭解，就可把話題開闊，才是最主要的。
我不喜歡足球，所以都不會參與足球的話題。
我喜歡指甲油，所以可以講很多個小時。

對於喜歡和不喜歡，我個人有待改變。
我爸爸算是我的role model 了吧！
*papa 看到一定很爽*
他可以爬山爬到山腰休息時，與一個外人聊天聊到下山。
他可以只利用電話，把煩人的事情搞定。
他可以什麽都聊，只要你問他他都會不惜一切告訴你。
他可以從什麽都不懂，變成略懂或者都懂或者完全懂！
他就是有不放棄的精神。

我~~~到現在還是不敢跳出溫室，自己闖。
遇見問題，第一個想到的是別人而不是自己。
爲什麽我不把自己的事情和問題，都通通讓給別人做而不是自己？！

現在才知道，要抒發內心的想法，
不是黑字白字就可以完全說完。
有些事情就是很難說出口，就算寫字也很難。

First week

First week of second semester is always senang-lenang.
Not really senang though, I want to add 2 more credits to reach 22 credits in this sem.
Tomorrow have to attend a class and ask the teacher whether can accept me as student.
How poor you know! >__<

Tuesday and Wednesday is the busiest days I will go through.
My time table is so not balance lor~~~
Most subjects are cramped in Tues and Wed, the rest are only one subjects.
=___=
I don't think this kind of Course selection using Computer system will benefit us because sometimes we can't get the subjects we wanted to study, so now everyone have to use HUMAN ATTACK to ask teacher to accept us. It's somehow a TRADITION of my Uni I guess. LOL.
I don't like to HUMAN ATTACK lar~~~Feel so insecure, if kena reject how?!
If rejected have to rush to other class (I'm interested in) to Attack the teacher.
It's like running here and there.
That's why they say 跑加簽. RUN jia qian....-.-

OMG! Sleep early. =D

ciao~~~

The place I used to stay for 4 months+

Back to hostel, Full of different thoughts about it.

Firstly, I'm happy because the weather is NICE & can wear many many layers of clothes.

Secondly, I feel strange with this "New" environment, yah~~it's somehow new to me coz my adaptation kept on changing: from HERE to Malaysia and back to HERE.

Thirdly, my hostel is cleaner after I cleaned it for like 2 hours?! I think I'm sick of cleanliness, my roommates are fortunate to have me as their roommate. XD LOL~~*Praise myself

Fourthly, I feel a little bit lonely without those people that I know in Msia. It's not that kind of NEGATIVE lonely, it's POSITIVE lonely. Duh~~I create myself to differentiate lonely using positive and negative. >__<

Fifthly, I can't wait for my PE class because I'm gonna learn Jazz Dance!!!! JAZZ weh!!! OMG, I'm gonna be sexy. XD


Yesterday, Departed at 10 am; Arrived at 3.00pm. Can say delayed? Out from the custom at 3.25pm. Reached hostel at 5.00pm. Cleaned hostel til 7.30 pm. Washed towel with FULL of SPIRIT! Hand muscles pain now. T__T

ciao~~~ =D

Aim for it

Aiming!
Yes, I'm aiming!
I'm totally serious!
No joking man!

I planned everything for next semester.
I just wish that I can change my attitude towards everything that I'm gonna face.
It's easy to say but it's hard to do.
Not really hard though, it's just all depends on my will.
If I'm lazy, then I forever will not success.
If I'm hardworking, then I might have some percentage to success.
but then these all must be maintained consistently, no "3 minutes interest"
XD

Anyway, FEELING time.

Although I come home for 1 month.
I have nothing much to do but just stay at home relaxing, the only tiring days were this week because I went to KL for two days to record Documentary.
Well, these two days, seriously I didn't really had fun.
It was like --I record it is just because it's somehow my homework and I got to do it.
The feel is totally different from what I did in New Era for my presentation.
Perhaps it was because I was the Director, photographer, cameraman, scriptwriter (70%) etc.
I was like the one who did everything but I still feel OK because I did what I want.
It's just simple, not much, just MALAYSIAN.
This time, I was like purposely changed myself because this video is to show students from other countries.
My style doesn't suit anyway.

K, fine. it's over and I'm going back! =D

Yah, one more thing.
I kept on dreaming of some WEIRD WEIRD dreams nowadays.
Ex: Someone confessed to me, someone saved me from danger, someone ~~~~
OMG! What's happening to me?!!!
I even don't want to get off of my bed because I wanna stay in the dream.
Miss LIM HJ! you are so~~~~~hiao.
LOLS.

Desparate

What am I desperate now?!
OG!
Thought of those impossible things everytime I sleep.
It won't become TRUE Miss Lim!
Please! stop THINKING!

I read my horoscope past few days.
It said that: " I have to try to fill up my time with lots of Activities or anything to forget things that shouldn't appear in my mind."
100% Ngam!

Well, why?
It begun few years or few few years ago.
I don't know why i couldn't let go something, I just can't.
I not sure what it is but I'm quite sure sometimes. *Lame*
I know sometimes I don't take it serious but actually I did took it serious, but who knows?!
Yeah~~~~ME! only Me! =)

I can't believe I prefer to "tell" myself rather than sharing with others.
Perhaps it's because I'm NOT SURE about it.
I was as if like I'm in the middle of the road and got nowhere to go.
I was unsure! Standing in the middle without an Aim whether to go towards North, South, East or West.
Again~~~only I know what happened to me.

I tried to express what I'm thinking but it didn't works.

Sigh, I don't want to let it go without telling the truth towards North, South, East or West.
I don't want to regret by not TELLING IT OUT!

ARGH!

Should post this earlier

Renewed passport past few days.
What I want to say is, MONEY is no big deal to me.

Well, the story begin on 23th Jan.
I woke up unwillingly in the morning 6.20 am.
Rushed within 5 minutes and got out. *phew*
Prepared all important documents but i forgotten the most important one --IC.
=_____=
How careless. Who to blame? Myself.
my purse is like HUGE with bears pattern, laziness probs.
Turned back to home and get my purse. *sorry pa and mummy .___.*
Reached Metro Kajang in BLACK.
They sky was still dark, couldn't even see my fingers. @@
A guy told us Immigration shifted to other place.
I was like OMG, i should copy the address like what dad said.
After 15 min reached.
We were the second one who queued up.
Sunday not many people.

Okay, cut short, straight to the point.
I showed all my documents to prove that I'm a University student.
Photostated all the important documents and explained to those officers for like 30 minutes?!
The reason I'd been rejected is because of the language-----Chinese.
The officer say he couldn't understand Chinese, ask me to go to mahkamah translate.
I was thinking I already showed my Offer letter in ENGLISH and explained again and again.
I never give up because I'm REAL! I'm not FAKER!
I argued and kept on persuade him.
but then, he still rejected me to give me the Special Price (students below 21 y/o will have half price).
What I felt sad is that, I am really a Student in that Uni!
If I really don't, then how can I have student card? why I need to do VISA? why I need to waste so many time to argue?!
The point is, I proved my receipt that I payed to the University in the first semester.
It's in Chinese.
With this, he give a reason that all in Chinese he "TAK FAHAM".
I felt sad. I know he can't understand, but the main thing is I care for another matter.
Chinese Lang is our own language but with his "TAK FAHAM" makes me feel that Chinese in Malaysia have no rights. I felt sad.
I can't "debate" with him after he gave this reason.
The only chance is tell him I have the OFFER LETTER!
He say offer letter only, you should prove you really payed to the uni.
After all, I thought the percentage for me to win this case is 0%, so I gave up and went towards my parents for help.

Then, I met the HEAD officer.
We went in the "Bilik Rundingan"
He asked me questions and I answered.
He checked precisely.
And I gave all my important documents to prove.
Then, settled.
Everything settled.
SEE! HEAD (Ketua) is always different.
He think before he reject me.

What I learned that day is I argued is not because of money, it's because of my Rights!
I'm real but he putar balikkan.
Anyway, thanks to my parents who gave supports.

Life is full of obstacles, I only got through one small little matter.
Guess I'll face more in the future.

爲什麽有言論自由、講學自由、出版自由、著作自由，卻沒有
~
~
新聞自由

其實這社會本來就不自由。







腦里突然想著很多很多東西。
我在這裡學的，
見到的，
與我出生的地方相比
其實很不同。

人愛想像很自然，
想像如果我得到這分數我就可以PASS。
想像如果做了一樣東西會不會真的實現。

這些不是想像
是~~~~慾望。
人對自己的慾望太執著，
總覺得90%會實現。
那這些自由的出現是為了什麼而出現？
是爲了讓你不去渴望，不去奢求，不去壓抑自己，
活得有威嚴。




發洩完畢。
想法抒發完畢。
迷糊的我變了思想家。

.________________.

Last Minute proves everything

I told myself before:" No last minute work please Miss Lim Hui Jun."
Like what people say, Nah you'll never follow what you say.
And yes, it's true. .___.
Just for NOW! Serious!
I know I'm too slow in catching up, I'll try. .___.
Chinese terms and Chinese words are all so "ARTISTIC",
that's what Chinese should be proud because we as a Chinese can write these kind of words *plus* it's the most difficult and complicated language I guess.
Emm, German is also another one but at least they use alphabet. *Am I right? >_<*
I seldom read newspaper and seldom read books, either English or Chinese.
Guess I need to upgrade myself by reading more Chinese books during Winter Break.

That's my resolution.
Yeah, I almost forgot my new year resolution!
Well, here it is:
1. Join Clubs next semester, probably Guitar Club or Yoga club.
2. Do revision at night, jot down the Questions that I need to ask the lecturer and email them or ask in the next class.
3. Sports! GYM! Make full use of the gym room downstairs because I will shift my hostel on the third semester.
4. Ask if there are things to ask, no SHY-ness in Uni. .___.
5. Join more friends in my department. Eat lunch together and shop together and gossip together.
6. Read more books and newspaper
7. Online read news if lazy and always stay update with the latest news here.
8. No Laziness.

It's enough. I will try to do what I said.

ciao~~~

錯覺

彭湘云：“說你可愛就代表對你沒有意思，只把你當成一般美眉那樣；說你長得還不錯或者漂亮就代表對你有意思。”

什麽？！
這是我的錯覺嗎？
前天看到有一組的展演題目《錯覺》，覺得女主角好自戀。
那男生明明就不認識她，她卻認為他把她當女朋友。
是怎樣啊？！
錯覺真的很惱人。=(

算了。
今天考完媒體素養論。
我告訴自己：“我有付出就會有收穫。”
算是自己安慰自己吧！
兩個小時要作答10題申論文，而且要用繁體。
天啊！這是多么大的考驗。
華語簡體字已經夠難寫了，現在要挑戰我寫繁體字。
而且在Malaysia 很少寫華語，大多都是打電腦的鍵盤~~囧。
現在，我重回小學。
政馬開會的時候，我竟然和Vinshen學繁體字~~囧again。
這個學期我真的盡力了。
雖然每次考完試都有一個憧憬——我下學期一定要早一點讀書，不能臨時抱佛腳。>< 我真的希望這是真的！我真的真的真的想要變得文學一點、氣質一點、聰明一點。@@
但是看到這裡的人，拿到考卷瘋狂寫字，瘋狂寫了一頁。而我卻寫了4行子~~~囧again and again.
是我知識不夠嗎？答案是YES。
是我不夠勤勞嗎？答案是不一定~~~再怎麼勤勞，事實及自身所經歷的也很重要，畢竟我讀的科系很需要自身經歷——經驗非常重要！
總而言之，我很想提升自己。
我來這裡不是混的，有什麽要做的就去做。

有鼓勵自己的心就要有行動的心。
光是紙上談兵是沒用的。
別人的一些稱讚只是一種鼓勵，鼓勵你做的再好一些。
如果這麼輕易接受別人的稱讚而停留在同樣的階級~~你~~將會是落後的。

最後，我要對自己說：“不要活在錯覺當中，要活在現實內。”

Days without entertainments

I'm a snail.
Slowest snail.
Friends here also call me BLUR queen.
= =
Studies?
I'm slower or maybe the slowest.

New environment, new teaching method, new styles, new learning method etc.
Everything is quite NEW to me.
I have friends, but not true friends.
I say HI to them and they say HI too.
I say BYE to them and they say BYE too.
It's just somehow a manners.
That's it! No more.
They are my HI-BYE friend.
Early September they knew each other but I'm still in Malaysia not be known by others.
First lecture we did some introduction and of course they won't remember who I am.
The following weeks, we are closer and in the same lecture hall but not sitting with each other because the lecture hall is actually the theater. = =
It's BIG! and always have empty seats.
We are divided into groups.
Let me name some groups that I created by myself:
1. Pretty girl GROUP
2. Mix (girl and boy) GROUP
3. Neutral GROUP
4. International GROUP

Focus on the forth one!
International!
No doubts, I'm in the group.
Can say so? I guess so.
First, Second and Third group are all HI-BYE friends.
They have their own group and the "Application" Period to enter these groups had meet the deadline since Mid-September.
I tried to put one leg into one of the group, but unfortunately my leg has been threw out.
Not them who threw it away is I have own sense, I can SENSE ok!

Anyway, I shouldn't worry too much right?
I'm the one who should have the initiative because as what my Chinese teacher said:
"We as international student should go and mix with local student but not staying in the same group of people from our country. If we really do, then it's such a waste because we come all the way to this far place and social network are those from our own country only. Not worth it!"
I know!
but I tried and it's like nobody business!
I guess I have two personality here.
One is quiet and one is noisy.

six sense = feel

What is Six sense?

Well, I know this NOUN since young through a movie named "Six Sense"

Duh~~~

Media is so unlimited nowadays, we can learn anything from them and we can either be polluted or be taught.

Six Sense...

I guess everyone will relate it with girls/women.

Stereotype huh!

The media makes everyone to believe its contents but we as the audience will not think deeply about its content but accept it without you noticing whether it's real or fake.

I'm not that pro in experimenting those NEWS though. It's kinda boring.

but Miracles happened!

I love to watch the News here rather than in Malaysia.

Why?

Their news are like "caplang-news-also-can-be-reported".

Those small little matter also will be in the TV news because it's 24 hours news and they must have LOADS of stand-by I guess.

Anyway, recently I love to watch the Animated news online via "Apple Daily" 苹果日报

In lecture, I was shocked why everyone said they don't think Animated news is good.

I like it because I no need to read those small little cute words in the newspaper.

Oh Please stop manicuring

Well, I'm such a loser!
It is tempting me!
I wasted 2 hours to youtube, google search for anything related to NAILS.
=___=
How do I live without Nail polish?
Since when I like manicure?
Since when am I so Girlish?
Since when I like colours on my fingernails?

Anyways, Manicure is just an brief introduction for this post.
=___=
Am I too easily to be happy?
Am I really that "sensitive"?
Is my sense correct?
OMG! I wish the me now can disappear and go to sleep.
There is no way for me to THINK too much.
Th only thing I can think now is----How to Pass?!
but then, I can't even concentrate. .___.
Once again,
is my sense correct?!
OMG!

傳院聚

YAY! 馬來西亞傳院聚終於實行了！
今天12月26日，我們到“兔子兔子”吃漢堡。
在東區，而且兔賊還包下一間房。=)
傳院真的很少女生耶！
但是還是謝謝年輕的學長姐們請客！
送舊就輪到我們咯。

回到政大，竟然玩起拍照。
凱祥當攝影師——全國冠軍哦！哪一國？馬來西亞。=D
我們拍跳起來的照、拍體育館的溫度、錄影。
真的很好玩。=)
大四學長讓你當起專業的攝影師高興吧！

跨年要去哪兒呢？

Deactivated

Good news or Bad news?
Well, neutral to me.
I DEACTIVATED my Facebook account.
Since the day before yesterday. =)
Nah, it's just temporary and I'll back to FB after 13 Jan's exam.

What makes me to deactivate it huh?
Maybe because of my guiltiness. .___.
I felt that I wasted too much time in FB and realized that it doesn't really help in my studies.
Perhaps it did helped in SOME topic but when I asked myself:" Did FB helps you before?"
The answer could be Yes or No.
I'm studying in the field of Mass Communication, of course Social Website will not be abandoned.
But, after serious thoughts, I realized I wasted too much time on it and didn't really have much time to study.
I guess this decision is right.
Every time when I open the Mozilla browser, I warned myself not to OPEN it although it's always the first website appeared when I click on the "arrow-to-open-the-website's-I-used-before".

I always wanted to be a "Human with A Lot of Knowledge".
And desperate to make discussion with other people as if I know everything.
Don't you feel nice when you can mix with anyone without any border line and can always mix up with different types of human easily?
Well, this is kinda weird though.
The day before Yesterday---Wednesday, I had an examination.
Honestly, I didn't sleep well this week because of those assignments and reports!
This exam was kinda Torturing yet the questions he (my dear li Xin lecturer) asked was kinda free.
Sophomores said his questions will be related to the books he asked to buy.
So, I read the thinnest one. =___=
I was like. WHAT?!
What is he (author) talking?
It's about artistic thingy though.
With those UNKNOWN NOUNS (Chinese), I guess I gone MAD reading it.
I wanted to give up once. I'm not someone who can read for long time. .___.

I opened the E-learning website of my school just now and read everyone's opinion about what my lecturer taught in class.
First time to read clearly and felt that, I wasted too much time.
T___T
How could I have such LOW willpower in class?
Well, my class is the Theater. =___= It's so damn comfortable to sit on the cushion chair and sleep with romantic lighting.
I missed out some important points said by him.
Conclusion, I don't know what to discuss on the Board of E-learning and this will cause my marks to be low.
FYI, E-learning is a teaching and study site for students to discuss online.
It is University. =)

Anyway, I am now making myself to be different in the sense of thinking, lifestyle and Habits!
I don't want to regret someday what I lose something.
Go for what you want!

=D

Performance

Well, there will be a performance on 30th December night.
It's my department's Music night.
I struggled for a long time whether I should perform or not.
So, the result is~~I gave the form to the person in charge.
Stated that my performance will need 6 minutes.
Wonder why it takes so long?
Yeah, I will be playing 2 songs.
1 is Croatian Rhapsody and another one is 4 hand with another friend.
Well, he's good in piano.
Hearing, Playing, Accent, transposition, variation etc.
The only thing I wonder is why he wants to bang the piano but it still sounds nice.
He used his whole body to play and I only use my hand to play.

He can also play without looking at the score = play by ear.
Give him any song and he can play it.
I can though. >__<
But I never play in front of so many people.
Coz Low profile. =__=
Anyways, the only thing I'm now still struggling is~~
Although I passed up the performance form but I'm thinking should I just play 4 hand but no solo?
._________.
Am I ego?
Feel like there's another competitors or anything?
Nah, this is not a competition right?!!!
This is performance.
Perform anything you know and get to know more people.
That's your point aren't you Miss Lim Hui Jun?!

Well, I guess to enhance my performance, I have to use some rhythm.
That's what I learned since young, so I have to make use of it.
Electone is the Main one and I never learn Piano.
It's just the selective instrument.

ARGH!!
PLAY LA!
Don't care.
I can right?!

Yo Hey

Well, back to English Post.
Guess I was influenced by the culture here. =X
Believe or not,
my hands have no sense now.
It's 9 degree Celcius outside!
Hair dryer doesn't really helps though.
It gives you just a moment of relief but will not give you the best comfort.
It's just the same as our life.
You are not born to be happy always but you'll still face the ups and downs.
Live down to earth and be realistic. =D

Well, the previous post was kinda~~~emmm~~~yeah EMO.
Anyway, was thinking to share what I did yesterday or maybe the day before yesterday because the time now is 17th December 1.15AM, it's midnight! =D
University life is like this, you will not sleep before 12am.
Well, yesterday or the day before yesterday, I went to a function where Malaysian students come to my Uni and listen to our "speech". .__.
Okay, that's not important, the important is that our Alumni President gave us NTD1000 for dinner.
And I and some seniors went to 聖保羅.
Again, the place where I can play the piano. =)
I played "River flows in you" for the first song.
To my horror, there were hand clapping after my performance.
I was really shocked man!
The first time I went to this Italian Restaurant, I had no hand claps other than my friends'.
but then this time there were LOADS.
Ah, A little bit shy.
Second song, I played Jay Chou's movie---Secret's song. 小雨的立可白
Both SLOW song, know why?
Fingernails long. I care my fingernails more than I do.
If I play fast song, I scared fingernails will break.
and I was still not familiar with the piano, so no fast song yet. =D

The most thing I want to share is:
I'm BACK!
I asked question in my Drama class.
infront of 100+ students.
Luckily I got what I want, and teacher gave me response. =)

Ok, I'm sleepy.

Ciao~~

感覺

感覺上我還沒有忘記。
奇跡是：我被忘記，但我卻沒有忘記。
時間過得快，它把一切都慢慢的變淡。
我~~~卻不小心把一切變得越來越濃厚。
是我。
是我自己拿來的。
每次覺得淡了，但是其實沒有。
是孤單讓把這一切變得濃一點嗎？
我不曉得，我現在想的就是快點回家。
期待什麽？
不可能就是不可能。
生氣什麽？
幹你屁事？
明明自己就是被忘記，還要期待什麽？！
停止吧！
一直看、守護也都沒用，
因為事實擺在你眼前，
不可能。

我知道我什麽都不知道。
我會努力的讓自己變得知道一些些。
在這裡，我想找出我要的人生。
快！跳出那框框。
我相信我終有一天會跳出來。
有些事情不是馬上就能辦得到，
但是我要馬上！
或許我看似衝動，其實我已經放慢了速度。
非常非常的慢
隱形的~看不見的~
來到這裡，我莫名的對自己沒有信心。
莫名的想很多東西。
是我。
是我自己拿來的。
不習慣是藉口。
就是不知道還有什麽藉口可以使用。
來到這裡，心裡好像打仗。
每個人的心好像不是100%曝露出來，
讓我不知道是我太100%還是他們自私？
說話好像另有目的。
Seperti Udang di belakang ??
國語諺語 peribahasa 退步，拍寫。
我捉摸不到，是我慢，是我淺白。
我要找。
我要說到做到！
以前的我去哪裡？
當你自己！
室友說的對，
當你自己。
不必虛偽的~
假裝的~
做你最擅長的，
錯了又怎樣？！
誰去罵你？
只不過是笑你一下。
這有什麽大不了？
只不過精神上受創。
難道你沒有聽過
“失敗是成功之母”
我沒有失敗，我只是出錯。
連失敗都沒有，
傷心個屁？！
糾正一下不就得了？

周遭體驗到的，
就是“奇怪”。
這裡與那裡不同，
我可以說：
我接收不到嗎？
或許，爲了生存，
我~~~
必須接受。
放心，我會慢慢的去接受。

Last but not least,
凡是開心就好，
依你個人喜好去做。
跳出框框選擇你要的。
自己來沒什麼好怕的。
父母的訓練你就要這樣白費嗎？
My answer:“我不要 ><”
Thank you for your nurture.
Sorry if I disappoint you.
Forgive me if I really do.

END~

包種茶

對，接二連三的活動終於完畢了！
文化盃已花了我很多讀書的時間；
包種茶已花了我很多睡眠的時間。

這兩個大型活動占了很多我的私人空間啊！
主題是“包種茶”，當然要說關於它的事情咯。
包種茶就在今天——12月11日2010年
12月09日及12月10日我們再幹什麼呢？

12月08日過著正常的生活。
12月09日過著辛苦的生活。
12月10日過著折磨的生活。

人的一生睡眠很重要，但是我卻連續通宵了2天。
還好10日的時候，我從早上10睡到5點下午。
這就是所謂的日夜顛倒咯！
10.30 晚上繼續趕工，趕到包種茶當天。
通宵的這段時間，或許我有些改變（態度上）
爲什麽呢？
因為我不想邊緣化，更何況我其實就不邊緣，只是我把自己邊緣化而已。
不管什麽事情看得開就好。=D

>___<

包種茶這天，美宣組沒什麼好幹的了。
我就在那裡四處走走，遊蕩，甚至被誤以為是高中生。= =
無可奈何之下跑到新聞官睡覺，不顧形態的趴在桌子上睡了。
包種茶就好像教育展 Education Fair.
我有幫忙宣傳但是就會卡住，很奇怪。
結果，太有空的我一直去吃棉花糖，我不知已經吃了多少呢！
哈哈。
而且，一直對著鏡頭裝傻，真的傻透了！>_<

尾端就是公佈得獎的系咯！
不知爲什麽廣電就是沒有文化盃那樣的High 了，或許大家都累了吧！
還是根本就覺得對手很多啊？
出乎意料的我們竟然得到第三名！
15000台幣慶功！
=D

哦！對！還有！
就通宵的那幾天啊，由於太悶了我就彈鋼琴！
感覺超級的爽，來到這裡第一次可以這麼連續不斷的彈。
活在自己世界，進入音樂。
我已經很久沒有彈了！Q__Q
就因為這樣突然被貫為“點歌”之類的名稱，因為你只要說什麽歌我就立刻馬上彈。
=D

這麼多活動結束了，也是時候專心讀書了。
T___T 我不能再落後，一定要考到好成績回家！
林慧君加油！=D