彭湘云：“說你可愛就代表對你沒有意思，只把你當成一般美眉那樣；說你長得還不錯或者漂亮就代表對你有意思。”
什麽？！
這是我的錯覺嗎？
前天看到有一組的展演題目《錯覺》，覺得女主角好自戀。
那男生明明就不認識她，她卻認為他把她當女朋友。
是怎樣啊？！
錯覺真的很惱人。=(
算了。
今天考完媒體素養論。
我告訴自己：“我有付出就會有收穫。”
算是自己安慰自己吧！
兩個小時要作答10題申論文，而且要用繁體。
天啊！這是多么大的考驗。
華語簡體字已經夠難寫了，現在要挑戰我寫繁體字。
而且在Malaysia 很少寫華語，大多都是打電腦的鍵盤~~囧。
現在，我重回小學。
政馬開會的時候，我竟然和Vinshen學繁體字~~囧again。
這個學期我真的盡力了。
雖然每次考完試都有一個憧憬——我下學期一定要早一點讀書，不能臨時抱佛腳。>< 我真的希望這是真的！我真的真的真的想要變得文學一點、氣質一點、聰明一點。@@
但是看到這裡的人，拿到考卷瘋狂寫字，瘋狂寫了一頁。而我卻寫了4行子~~~囧again and again.
是我知識不夠嗎？答案是YES。
是我不夠勤勞嗎？答案是不一定~~~再怎麼勤勞，事實及自身所經歷的也很重要，畢竟我讀的科系很需要自身經歷——經驗非常重要！
總而言之，我很想提升自己。
我來這裡不是混的，有什麽要做的就去做。
有鼓勵自己的心就要有行動的心。
光是紙上談兵是沒用的。
別人的一些稱讚只是一種鼓勵，鼓勵你做的再好一些。
如果這麼輕易接受別人的稱讚而停留在同樣的階級~~你~~將會是落後的。
最後，我要對自己說：“不要活在錯覺當中，要活在現實內。”
Friday, January 7, 2011
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Days without entertainments
I'm a snail.
Slowest snail.
Friends here also call me BLUR queen.
= =
Studies?
I'm slower or maybe the slowest.
New environment, new teaching method, new styles, new learning method etc.
Everything is quite NEW to me.
I have friends, but not true friends.
I say HI to them and they say HI too.
I say BYE to them and they say BYE too.
It's just somehow a manners.
That's it! No more.
They are my HI-BYE friend.
Early September they knew each other but I'm still in Malaysia not be known by others.
First lecture we did some introduction and of course they won't remember who I am.
The following weeks, we are closer and in the same lecture hall but not sitting with each other because the lecture hall is actually the theater. = =
It's BIG! and always have empty seats.
We are divided into groups.
Let me name some groups that I created by myself:
1. Pretty girl GROUP
2. Mix (girl and boy) GROUP
3. Neutral GROUP
4. International GROUP
Focus on the forth one!
International!
No doubts, I'm in the group.
Can say so? I guess so.
First, Second and Third group are all HI-BYE friends.
They have their own group and the "Application" Period to enter these groups had meet the deadline since Mid-September.
I tried to put one leg into one of the group, but unfortunately my leg has been threw out.
Not them who threw it away is I have own sense, I can SENSE ok!
Anyway, I shouldn't worry too much right?
I'm the one who should have the initiative because as what my Chinese teacher said:
"We as international student should go and mix with local student but not staying in the same group of people from our country. If we really do, then it's such a waste because we come all the way to this far place and social network are those from our own country only. Not worth it!"
I know!
but I tried and it's like nobody business!
I guess I have two personality here.
One is quiet and one is noisy.
Slowest snail.
Friends here also call me BLUR queen.
= =
Studies?
I'm slower or maybe the slowest.
New environment, new teaching method, new styles, new learning method etc.
Everything is quite NEW to me.
I have friends, but not true friends.
I say HI to them and they say HI too.
I say BYE to them and they say BYE too.
It's just somehow a manners.
That's it! No more.
They are my HI-BYE friend.
Early September they knew each other but I'm still in Malaysia not be known by others.
First lecture we did some introduction and of course they won't remember who I am.
The following weeks, we are closer and in the same lecture hall but not sitting with each other because the lecture hall is actually the theater. = =
It's BIG! and always have empty seats.
We are divided into groups.
Let me name some groups that I created by myself:
1. Pretty girl GROUP
2. Mix (girl and boy) GROUP
3. Neutral GROUP
4. International GROUP
Focus on the forth one!
International!
No doubts, I'm in the group.
Can say so? I guess so.
First, Second and Third group are all HI-BYE friends.
They have their own group and the "Application" Period to enter these groups had meet the deadline since Mid-September.
I tried to put one leg into one of the group, but unfortunately my leg has been threw out.
Not them who threw it away is I have own sense, I can SENSE ok!
Anyway, I shouldn't worry too much right?
I'm the one who should have the initiative because as what my Chinese teacher said:
"We as international student should go and mix with local student but not staying in the same group of people from our country. If we really do, then it's such a waste because we come all the way to this far place and social network are those from our own country only. Not worth it!"
I know!
but I tried and it's like nobody business!
I guess I have two personality here.
One is quiet and one is noisy.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
six sense = feel
What is Six sense?
Well, I know this NOUN since young through a movie named "Six Sense"
Duh~~~
Media is so unlimited nowadays, we can learn anything from them and we can either be polluted or be taught.
Six Sense...
I guess everyone will relate it with girls/women.
Stereotype huh!
The media makes everyone to believe its contents but we as the audience will not think deeply about its content but accept it without you noticing whether it's real or fake.
I'm not that pro in experimenting those NEWS though. It's kinda boring.
but Miracles happened!
I love to watch the News here rather than in Malaysia.
Why?
Their news are like "caplang-news-also-can-be-reported".
Those small little matter also will be in the TV news because it's 24 hours news and they must have LOADS of stand-by I guess.
Anyway, recently I love to watch the Animated news online via "Apple Daily" 苹果日报
In lecture, I was shocked why everyone said they don't think Animated news is good.
I like it because I no need to read those small little cute words in the newspaper.
Monday, December 27, 2010
Oh Please stop manicuring
Well, I'm such a loser!
It is tempting me!
I wasted 2 hours to youtube, google search for anything related to NAILS.
=___=
How do I live without Nail polish?
Since when I like manicure?
Since when am I so Girlish?
Since when I like colours on my fingernails?
Anyways, Manicure is just an brief introduction for this post.
=___=
Am I too easily to be happy?
Am I really that "sensitive"?
Is my sense correct?
OMG! I wish the me now can disappear and go to sleep.
There is no way for me to THINK too much.
Th only thing I can think now is----How to Pass?!
but then, I can't even concentrate. .___.
Once again,
is my sense correct?!
OMG!
It is tempting me!
I wasted 2 hours to youtube, google search for anything related to NAILS.
=___=
How do I live without Nail polish?
Since when I like manicure?
Since when am I so Girlish?
Since when I like colours on my fingernails?
Anyways, Manicure is just an brief introduction for this post.
=___=
Am I too easily to be happy?
Am I really that "sensitive"?
Is my sense correct?
OMG! I wish the me now can disappear and go to sleep.
There is no way for me to THINK too much.
Th only thing I can think now is----How to Pass?!
but then, I can't even concentrate. .___.
Once again,
is my sense correct?!
OMG!
Sunday, December 26, 2010
傳院聚
YAY! 馬來西亞傳院聚終於實行了！
今天12月26日，我們到“兔子兔子”吃漢堡。
在東區，而且兔賊還包下一間房。=)
傳院真的很少女生耶！
但是還是謝謝年輕的學長姐們請客！
送舊就輪到我們咯。
回到政大，竟然玩起拍照。
凱祥當攝影師——全國冠軍哦！哪一國？馬來西亞。=D
我們拍跳起來的照、拍體育館的溫度、錄影。
真的很好玩。=)
大四學長讓你當起專業的攝影師高興吧！
跨年要去哪兒呢？
今天12月26日，我們到“兔子兔子”吃漢堡。
在東區，而且兔賊還包下一間房。=)
傳院真的很少女生耶！
但是還是謝謝年輕的學長姐們請客！
送舊就輪到我們咯。
回到政大，竟然玩起拍照。
凱祥當攝影師——全國冠軍哦！哪一國？馬來西亞。=D
我們拍跳起來的照、拍體育館的溫度、錄影。
真的很好玩。=)
大四學長讓你當起專業的攝影師高興吧！
跨年要去哪兒呢？
Friday, December 24, 2010
Deactivated
Good news or Bad news?
Well, neutral to me.
I DEACTIVATED my Facebook account.
Since the day before yesterday. =)
Nah, it's just temporary and I'll back to FB after 13 Jan's exam.
What makes me to deactivate it huh?
Maybe because of my guiltiness. .___.
I felt that I wasted too much time in FB and realized that it doesn't really help in my studies.
Perhaps it did helped in SOME topic but when I asked myself:" Did FB helps you before?"
The answer could be Yes or No.
I'm studying in the field of Mass Communication, of course Social Website will not be abandoned.
But, after serious thoughts, I realized I wasted too much time on it and didn't really have much time to study.
I guess this decision is right.
Every time when I open the Mozilla browser, I warned myself not to OPEN it although it's always the first website appeared when I click on the "arrow-to-open-the-website's-I-used-before".
I always wanted to be a "Human with A Lot of Knowledge".
And desperate to make discussion with other people as if I know everything.
Don't you feel nice when you can mix with anyone without any border line and can always mix up with different types of human easily?
Well, this is kinda weird though.
The day before Yesterday---Wednesday, I had an examination.
Honestly, I didn't sleep well this week because of those assignments and reports!
This exam was kinda Torturing yet the questions he (my dear li Xin lecturer) asked was kinda free.
Sophomores said his questions will be related to the books he asked to buy.
So, I read the thinnest one. =___=
I was like. WHAT?!
What is he (author) talking?
It's about artistic thingy though.
With those UNKNOWN NOUNS (Chinese), I guess I gone MAD reading it.
I wanted to give up once. I'm not someone who can read for long time. .___.
I opened the E-learning website of my school just now and read everyone's opinion about what my lecturer taught in class.
First time to read clearly and felt that, I wasted too much time.
T___T
How could I have such LOW willpower in class?
Well, my class is the Theater. =___= It's so damn comfortable to sit on the cushion chair and sleep with romantic lighting.
I missed out some important points said by him.
Conclusion, I don't know what to discuss on the Board of E-learning and this will cause my marks to be low.
FYI, E-learning is a teaching and study site for students to discuss online.
It is University. =)
Anyway, I am now making myself to be different in the sense of thinking, lifestyle and Habits!
I don't want to regret someday what I lose something.
Go for what you want!
=D
Well, neutral to me.
I DEACTIVATED my Facebook account.
Since the day before yesterday. =)
Nah, it's just temporary and I'll back to FB after 13 Jan's exam.
What makes me to deactivate it huh?
Maybe because of my guiltiness. .___.
I felt that I wasted too much time in FB and realized that it doesn't really help in my studies.
Perhaps it did helped in SOME topic but when I asked myself:" Did FB helps you before?"
The answer could be Yes or No.
I'm studying in the field of Mass Communication, of course Social Website will not be abandoned.
But, after serious thoughts, I realized I wasted too much time on it and didn't really have much time to study.
I guess this decision is right.
Every time when I open the Mozilla browser, I warned myself not to OPEN it although it's always the first website appeared when I click on the "arrow-to-open-the-website's-I-used-before".
I always wanted to be a "Human with A Lot of Knowledge".
And desperate to make discussion with other people as if I know everything.
Don't you feel nice when you can mix with anyone without any border line and can always mix up with different types of human easily?
Well, this is kinda weird though.
The day before Yesterday---Wednesday, I had an examination.
Honestly, I didn't sleep well this week because of those assignments and reports!
This exam was kinda Torturing yet the questions he (my dear li Xin lecturer) asked was kinda free.
Sophomores said his questions will be related to the books he asked to buy.
So, I read the thinnest one. =___=
I was like. WHAT?!
What is he (author) talking?
It's about artistic thingy though.
With those UNKNOWN NOUNS (Chinese), I guess I gone MAD reading it.
I wanted to give up once. I'm not someone who can read for long time. .___.
I opened the E-learning website of my school just now and read everyone's opinion about what my lecturer taught in class.
First time to read clearly and felt that, I wasted too much time.
T___T
How could I have such LOW willpower in class?
Well, my class is the Theater. =___= It's so damn comfortable to sit on the cushion chair and sleep with romantic lighting.
I missed out some important points said by him.
Conclusion, I don't know what to discuss on the Board of E-learning and this will cause my marks to be low.
FYI, E-learning is a teaching and study site for students to discuss online.
It is University. =)
Anyway, I am now making myself to be different in the sense of thinking, lifestyle and Habits!
I don't want to regret someday what I lose something.
Go for what you want!
=D
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Performance
Well, there will be a performance on 30th December night.
It's my department's Music night.
I struggled for a long time whether I should perform or not.
So, the result is~~I gave the form to the person in charge.
Stated that my performance will need 6 minutes.
Wonder why it takes so long?
Yeah, I will be playing 2 songs.
1 is Croatian Rhapsody and another one is 4 hand with another friend.
Well, he's good in piano.
Hearing, Playing, Accent, transposition, variation etc.
The only thing I wonder is why he wants to bang the piano but it still sounds nice.
He used his whole body to play and I only use my hand to play.
He can also play without looking at the score = play by ear.
Give him any song and he can play it.
I can though. >__<
But I never play in front of so many people.
Coz Low profile. =__=
Anyways, the only thing I'm now still struggling is~~
Although I passed up the performance form but I'm thinking should I just play 4 hand but no solo?
._________.
Am I ego?
Feel like there's another competitors or anything?
Nah, this is not a competition right?!!!
This is performance.
Perform anything you know and get to know more people.
That's your point aren't you Miss Lim Hui Jun?!
Well, I guess to enhance my performance, I have to use some rhythm.
That's what I learned since young, so I have to make use of it.
Electone is the Main one and I never learn Piano.
It's just the selective instrument.
ARGH!!
PLAY LA!
Don't care.
I can right?!
It's my department's Music night.
I struggled for a long time whether I should perform or not.
So, the result is~~I gave the form to the person in charge.
Stated that my performance will need 6 minutes.
Wonder why it takes so long?
Yeah, I will be playing 2 songs.
1 is Croatian Rhapsody and another one is 4 hand with another friend.
Well, he's good in piano.
Hearing, Playing, Accent, transposition, variation etc.
The only thing I wonder is why he wants to bang the piano but it still sounds nice.
He used his whole body to play and I only use my hand to play.
He can also play without looking at the score = play by ear.
Give him any song and he can play it.
I can though. >__<
But I never play in front of so many people.
Coz Low profile. =__=
Anyways, the only thing I'm now still struggling is~~
Although I passed up the performance form but I'm thinking should I just play 4 hand but no solo?
._________.
Am I ego?
Feel like there's another competitors or anything?
Nah, this is not a competition right?!!!
This is performance.
Perform anything you know and get to know more people.
That's your point aren't you Miss Lim Hui Jun?!
Well, I guess to enhance my performance, I have to use some rhythm.
That's what I learned since young, so I have to make use of it.
Electone is the Main one and I never learn Piano.
It's just the selective instrument.
ARGH!!
PLAY LA!
Don't care.
I can right?!
Friday, December 17, 2010
Yo Hey
Well, back to English Post.
Guess I was influenced by the culture here. =X
Believe or not,
my hands have no sense now.
It's 9 degree Celcius outside!
Hair dryer doesn't really helps though.
It gives you just a moment of relief but will not give you the best comfort.
It's just the same as our life.
You are not born to be happy always but you'll still face the ups and downs.
Live down to earth and be realistic. =D
Well, the previous post was kinda~~~emmm~~~yeah EMO.
Anyway, was thinking to share what I did yesterday or maybe the day before yesterday because the time now is 17th December 1.15AM, it's midnight! =D
University life is like this, you will not sleep before 12am.
Well, yesterday or the day before yesterday, I went to a function where Malaysian students come to my Uni and listen to our "speech". .__.
Okay, that's not important, the important is that our Alumni President gave us NTD1000 for dinner.
And I and some seniors went to 聖保羅.
Again, the place where I can play the piano. =)
I played "River flows in you" for the first song.
To my horror, there were hand clapping after my performance.
I was really shocked man!
The first time I went to this Italian Restaurant, I had no hand claps other than my friends'.
but then this time there were LOADS.
Ah, A little bit shy.
Second song, I played Jay Chou's movie---Secret's song. 小雨的立可白
Both SLOW song, know why?
Fingernails long. I care my fingernails more than I do.
If I play fast song, I scared fingernails will break.
and I was still not familiar with the piano, so no fast song yet. =D
The most thing I want to share is:
I'm BACK!
I asked question in my Drama class.
infront of 100+ students.
Luckily I got what I want, and teacher gave me response. =)
Ok, I'm sleepy.
Ciao~~
Guess I was influenced by the culture here. =X
Believe or not,
my hands have no sense now.
It's 9 degree Celcius outside!
Hair dryer doesn't really helps though.
It gives you just a moment of relief but will not give you the best comfort.
It's just the same as our life.
You are not born to be happy always but you'll still face the ups and downs.
Live down to earth and be realistic. =D
Well, the previous post was kinda~~~emmm~~~yeah EMO.
Anyway, was thinking to share what I did yesterday or maybe the day before yesterday because the time now is 17th December 1.15AM, it's midnight! =D
University life is like this, you will not sleep before 12am.
Well, yesterday or the day before yesterday, I went to a function where Malaysian students come to my Uni and listen to our "speech". .__.
Okay, that's not important, the important is that our Alumni President gave us NTD1000 for dinner.
And I and some seniors went to 聖保羅.
Again, the place where I can play the piano. =)
I played "River flows in you" for the first song.
To my horror, there were hand clapping after my performance.
I was really shocked man!
The first time I went to this Italian Restaurant, I had no hand claps other than my friends'.
but then this time there were LOADS.
Ah, A little bit shy.
Second song, I played Jay Chou's movie---Secret's song. 小雨的立可白
Both SLOW song, know why?
Fingernails long. I care my fingernails more than I do.
If I play fast song, I scared fingernails will break.
and I was still not familiar with the piano, so no fast song yet. =D
The most thing I want to share is:
I'm BACK!
I asked question in my Drama class.
infront of 100+ students.
Luckily I got what I want, and teacher gave me response. =)
Ok, I'm sleepy.
Ciao~~
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
感覺
感覺上我還沒有忘記。
奇跡是：我被忘記，但我卻沒有忘記。
時間過得快，它把一切都慢慢的變淡。
我~~~卻不小心把一切變得越來越濃厚。
是我。
是我自己拿來的。
每次覺得淡了，但是其實沒有。
是孤單讓把這一切變得濃一點嗎？
我不曉得，我現在想的就是快點回家。
期待什麽？
不可能就是不可能。
生氣什麽？
幹你屁事？
明明自己就是被忘記，還要期待什麽？！
停止吧！
一直看、守護也都沒用，
因為事實擺在你眼前，
不可能。
我知道我什麽都不知道。
我會努力的讓自己變得知道一些些。
在這裡，我想找出我要的人生。
快！跳出那框框。
我相信我終有一天會跳出來。
有些事情不是馬上就能辦得到，
但是我要馬上！
或許我看似衝動，其實我已經放慢了速度。
非常非常的慢
隱形的~看不見的~
來到這裡，我莫名的對自己沒有信心。
莫名的想很多東西。
是我。
是我自己拿來的。
不習慣是藉口。
就是不知道還有什麽藉口可以使用。
來到這裡，心裡好像打仗。
每個人的心好像不是100%曝露出來，
讓我不知道是我太100%還是他們自私？
說話好像另有目的。
Seperti Udang di belakang ??
國語諺語 peribahasa 退步，拍寫。
我捉摸不到，是我慢，是我淺白。
我要找。
我要說到做到！
以前的我去哪裡？
當你自己！
室友說的對，
當你自己。
不必虛偽的~
假裝的~
做你最擅長的，
錯了又怎樣？！
誰去罵你？
只不過是笑你一下。
這有什麽大不了？
只不過精神上受創。
難道你沒有聽過
“失敗是成功之母”
我沒有失敗，我只是出錯。
連失敗都沒有，
傷心個屁？！
糾正一下不就得了？
周遭體驗到的，
就是“奇怪”。
這裡與那裡不同，
我可以說：
我接收不到嗎？
或許，爲了生存，
我~~~
必須接受。
放心，我會慢慢的去接受。
Last but not least,
凡是開心就好，
依你個人喜好去做。
跳出框框選擇你要的。
自己來沒什麼好怕的。
父母的訓練你就要這樣白費嗎？
My answer:“我不要 ><”
Thank you for your nurture.
Sorry if I disappoint you.
Forgive me if I really do.
END~
奇跡是：我被忘記，但我卻沒有忘記。
時間過得快，它把一切都慢慢的變淡。
我~~~卻不小心把一切變得越來越濃厚。
是我。
是我自己拿來的。
每次覺得淡了，但是其實沒有。
是孤單讓把這一切變得濃一點嗎？
我不曉得，我現在想的就是快點回家。
期待什麽？
不可能就是不可能。
生氣什麽？
幹你屁事？
明明自己就是被忘記，還要期待什麽？！
停止吧！
一直看、守護也都沒用，
因為事實擺在你眼前，
不可能。
我知道我什麽都不知道。
我會努力的讓自己變得知道一些些。
在這裡，我想找出我要的人生。
快！跳出那框框。
我相信我終有一天會跳出來。
有些事情不是馬上就能辦得到，
但是我要馬上！
或許我看似衝動，其實我已經放慢了速度。
非常非常的慢
隱形的~看不見的~
來到這裡，我莫名的對自己沒有信心。
莫名的想很多東西。
是我。
是我自己拿來的。
不習慣是藉口。
就是不知道還有什麽藉口可以使用。
來到這裡，心裡好像打仗。
每個人的心好像不是100%曝露出來，
讓我不知道是我太100%還是他們自私？
說話好像另有目的。
Seperti Udang di belakang ??
國語諺語 peribahasa 退步，拍寫。
我捉摸不到，是我慢，是我淺白。
我要找。
我要說到做到！
以前的我去哪裡？
當你自己！
室友說的對，
當你自己。
不必虛偽的~
假裝的~
做你最擅長的，
錯了又怎樣？！
誰去罵你？
只不過是笑你一下。
這有什麽大不了？
只不過精神上受創。
難道你沒有聽過
“失敗是成功之母”
我沒有失敗，我只是出錯。
連失敗都沒有，
傷心個屁？！
糾正一下不就得了？
周遭體驗到的，
就是“奇怪”。
這裡與那裡不同，
我可以說：
我接收不到嗎？
或許，爲了生存，
我~~~
必須接受。
放心，我會慢慢的去接受。
Last but not least,
凡是開心就好，
依你個人喜好去做。
跳出框框選擇你要的。
自己來沒什麼好怕的。
父母的訓練你就要這樣白費嗎？
My answer:“我不要 ><”
Thank you for your nurture.
Sorry if I disappoint you.
Forgive me if I really do.
END~
Saturday, December 11, 2010
包種茶
對，接二連三的活動終於完畢了！
文化盃已花了我很多讀書的時間；
包種茶已花了我很多睡眠的時間。
這兩個大型活動占了很多我的私人空間啊！
主題是“包種茶”，當然要說關於它的事情咯。
包種茶就在今天——12月11日2010年
12月09日及12月10日我們再幹什麼呢？
12月08日過著正常的生活。
12月09日過著辛苦的生活。
12月10日過著折磨的生活。
人的一生睡眠很重要，但是我卻連續通宵了2天。
還好10日的時候，我從早上10睡到5點下午。
這就是所謂的日夜顛倒咯！
10.30 晚上繼續趕工，趕到包種茶當天。
通宵的這段時間，或許我有些改變（態度上）
爲什麽呢？
因為我不想邊緣化，更何況我其實就不邊緣，只是我把自己邊緣化而已。
不管什麽事情看得開就好。=D
>___<
包種茶這天，美宣組沒什麼好幹的了。
我就在那裡四處走走，遊蕩，甚至被誤以為是高中生。= =
無可奈何之下跑到新聞官睡覺，不顧形態的趴在桌子上睡了。
包種茶就好像教育展 Education Fair.
我有幫忙宣傳但是就會卡住，很奇怪。
結果，太有空的我一直去吃棉花糖，我不知已經吃了多少呢！
哈哈。
而且，一直對著鏡頭裝傻，真的傻透了！>_<
尾端就是公佈得獎的系咯！
不知爲什麽廣電就是沒有文化盃那樣的High 了，或許大家都累了吧！
還是根本就覺得對手很多啊？
出乎意料的我們竟然得到第三名！
15000台幣慶功！
=D
哦！對！還有！
就通宵的那幾天啊，由於太悶了我就彈鋼琴！
感覺超級的爽，來到這裡第一次可以這麼連續不斷的彈。
活在自己世界，進入音樂。
我已經很久沒有彈了！Q__Q
就因為這樣突然被貫為“點歌”之類的名稱，因為你只要說什麽歌我就立刻馬上彈。
=D
這麼多活動結束了，也是時候專心讀書了。
T___T 我不能再落後，一定要考到好成績回家！
林慧君加油！=D
文化盃已花了我很多讀書的時間；
包種茶已花了我很多睡眠的時間。
這兩個大型活動占了很多我的私人空間啊！
主題是“包種茶”，當然要說關於它的事情咯。
包種茶就在今天——12月11日2010年
12月09日及12月10日我們再幹什麼呢？
12月08日過著正常的生活。
12月09日過著辛苦的生活。
12月10日過著折磨的生活。
人的一生睡眠很重要，但是我卻連續通宵了2天。
還好10日的時候，我從早上10睡到5點下午。
這就是所謂的日夜顛倒咯！
10.30 晚上繼續趕工，趕到包種茶當天。
通宵的這段時間，或許我有些改變（態度上）
爲什麽呢？
因為我不想邊緣化，更何況我其實就不邊緣，只是我把自己邊緣化而已。
不管什麽事情看得開就好。=D
>___<
包種茶這天，美宣組沒什麼好幹的了。
我就在那裡四處走走，遊蕩，甚至被誤以為是高中生。= =
無可奈何之下跑到新聞官睡覺，不顧形態的趴在桌子上睡了。
包種茶就好像教育展 Education Fair.
我有幫忙宣傳但是就會卡住，很奇怪。
結果，太有空的我一直去吃棉花糖，我不知已經吃了多少呢！
哈哈。
而且，一直對著鏡頭裝傻，真的傻透了！>_<
尾端就是公佈得獎的系咯！
不知爲什麽廣電就是沒有文化盃那樣的High 了，或許大家都累了吧！
還是根本就覺得對手很多啊？
出乎意料的我們竟然得到第三名！
15000台幣慶功！
=D
哦！對！還有！
就通宵的那幾天啊，由於太悶了我就彈鋼琴！
感覺超級的爽，來到這裡第一次可以這麼連續不斷的彈。
活在自己世界，進入音樂。
我已經很久沒有彈了！Q__Q
就因為這樣突然被貫為“點歌”之類的名稱，因為你只要說什麽歌我就立刻馬上彈。
=D
這麼多活動結束了，也是時候專心讀書了。
T___T 我不能再落後，一定要考到好成績回家！
林慧君加油！=D
Monday, December 6, 2010
Decision
I decided to earn my own money start from Second Semester (next year)!
What's the aim then?
DSLR camera!
Yeah, this will be my resolution for next year.
but now I have to concentrate in my studies for another resolution too.
woo~~
What's the aim then?
Money (to study)
Directly = Scholarship
Another resolution.
=)
Ciao~~
What's the aim then?
DSLR camera!
Yeah, this will be my resolution for next year.
but now I have to concentrate in my studies for another resolution too.
woo~~
What's the aim then?
Money (to study)
Directly = Scholarship
Another resolution.
=)
Ciao~~
Saturday, December 4, 2010
第一名與得獎
得獎是次要，過程最重要！
是地！
文化盃終於結束了，換來的卻是感動與驕傲。
感動這三個月一起努力不懈的練唱；驕傲我們能夠一起把兩首歌唱完。
開始一直在責怪文化盃：
爲什麽練唱的時間都與我要參加的活動相撞？！
爲什麽唱來唱去都是一樣的東西？！
爲什麽？爲什麽？
最後，當我發覺自己找到共鳴位置，我陷入了與文化盃的“愛河”。
這一點，我要非常謝謝這位超級專業的“聶炎庠”老師。
他的教學技巧都非常好，不愧是靠指揮賺錢的老師。
慢慢的，我每天都在期待練唱，把自己投入進去。
練習了這麼久上台卻只那八分鐘。
雖短暫但只能說評審是聽得出的。
評審在解釋評語時，好像都在說我們耶。>_<
想必我們真的做到了！
上臺那一刻，我從頭到尾就是笑。
一直不斷地重複提醒自己要冷靜、站穩和笑！
唱歌就是要做到這幾點。
陷入高潮的時候，相信在座觀眾也感受到我們的震撼吧！=)
我那時只有一個字可說：“爽！”
公佈成績的時候，廣電系應該是呐喊最大聲、尖叫聲最刺耳的吧！
恭喜王翎，我們可愛漂亮的指揮獲得了最佳指揮！
也恭喜廣電系拿回了第一名！
或許前幾届的學長姐們把精神都給了我們。
從歷年來的第一名或第二名使得我們有種“不能讓他們失望”的心，所以廣電系對文化盃特別的重視。
爲什麽其他系沒有想打敗我們（廣電/企管）的意思呢？
是前幾届的壓力導致而成？
還是刻板印象造就他們有種“算了，一定是他們贏的”想法？
如果，我們都不知道上一屆的學長姐獲得第一名，我們還會想認真的繼續練唱嗎？
或許我這麼說是不太可能的事，畢竟獲得第一名是一定要告訴學弟妹的。科科。.__.
哎喲，總而言之人的心態就是這樣，
第一次獲得了第一名，下一次當然也想要！
這與我在高中參加畫畫比賽的時候是一樣的感覺。
當然我不是說第一名很重要，而且第一名只不過獲得那高高的獎盃而已。=__=
所以我覺得文化盃這一年一度的活動是爲了讓政大人有一個值得回味的回憶。
過程終究是重要的！=)
是地！
文化盃終於結束了，換來的卻是感動與驕傲。
感動這三個月一起努力不懈的練唱；驕傲我們能夠一起把兩首歌唱完。
開始一直在責怪文化盃：
爲什麽練唱的時間都與我要參加的活動相撞？！
爲什麽唱來唱去都是一樣的東西？！
爲什麽？爲什麽？
最後，當我發覺自己找到共鳴位置，我陷入了與文化盃的“愛河”。
這一點，我要非常謝謝這位超級專業的“聶炎庠”老師。
他的教學技巧都非常好，不愧是靠指揮賺錢的老師。
慢慢的，我每天都在期待練唱，把自己投入進去。
練習了這麼久上台卻只那八分鐘。
雖短暫但只能說評審是聽得出的。
評審在解釋評語時，好像都在說我們耶。>_<
想必我們真的做到了！
上臺那一刻，我從頭到尾就是笑。
一直不斷地重複提醒自己要冷靜、站穩和笑！
唱歌就是要做到這幾點。
陷入高潮的時候，相信在座觀眾也感受到我們的震撼吧！=)
我那時只有一個字可說：“爽！”
公佈成績的時候，廣電系應該是呐喊最大聲、尖叫聲最刺耳的吧！
恭喜王翎，我們可愛漂亮的指揮獲得了最佳指揮！
也恭喜廣電系拿回了第一名！
或許前幾届的學長姐們把精神都給了我們。
從歷年來的第一名或第二名使得我們有種“不能讓他們失望”的心，所以廣電系對文化盃特別的重視。
爲什麽其他系沒有想打敗我們（廣電/企管）的意思呢？
是前幾届的壓力導致而成？
還是刻板印象造就他們有種“算了，一定是他們贏的”想法？
如果，我們都不知道上一屆的學長姐獲得第一名，我們還會想認真的繼續練唱嗎？
或許我這麼說是不太可能的事，畢竟獲得第一名是一定要告訴學弟妹的。科科。.__.
哎喲，總而言之人的心態就是這樣，
第一次獲得了第一名，下一次當然也想要！
這與我在高中參加畫畫比賽的時候是一樣的感覺。
當然我不是說第一名很重要，而且第一名只不過獲得那高高的獎盃而已。=__=
所以我覺得文化盃這一年一度的活動是爲了讓政大人有一個值得回味的回憶。
過程終究是重要的！=)
Friday, December 3, 2010
Beginning is always before Ending
這幾天都很忙
個人的話，我覺得我不是很忙。
我一直找東西做但是就是忙不過來。
感覺超奇怪。
!!文化盃快到了!!
練了這麼多天
耗了這麼多力
花了這麼多時間
這一天終於要到了
也是解脫的一天
剛開始一直想說：“好吧！去唱唱，反正我最後一次唱合唱團也是在小學。”
還以為就唱歌而已，發出聲音就OK了。
但是我學到【技巧遠比蠻力還重要】如沒有技巧，再多的蠻力也發不出好聲音
簡單的校歌卻需這麼多的力量，這麼多人的團結才唱得出。
而且，表情及肢體都需跟隨音樂擺動，是廣電的“傳統”吧！
當聶老師到來的時候，想唱歌的感覺更多了！
我一直都有注意老師的表情，他在教人的時候都沒有擺黑臉而是一直的在笑！
這種精神就是愛音樂的人該有的！
有一天，我很煩惱到底要怎樣不會用喉嚨唱歌。
當我到新聞管練唱的時候，全心全意的聽老師所講的，我~~~終於發出“不用喉嚨”的聲音了！
我找到共鳴位置了！
接著的練唱日子我便是以【期待】【高興】的心情去練唱。
大家的精神互相的影響大家。
我的臉部表情也受影響，就是【丑中帶美】唱歌要露出門牙，要笑，聲音要往頭上射，音要在頭裡打圈圈！
其實他們所說的都很Abstract，需要很多的想像力，但是最終我們都做得到了！
最不開心的事我的金鎖失蹤！一份禮物都沒有。Q__Q
算了，我的紫薇開行就好。=)
參加文化盃，與系上的朋友都比較熟了。
文化盃大家一起加油咯！=)
Monday, November 22, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
就這樣
突然感覺身邊的人都
覺得我是笨的
覺得我什麽都不懂
覺得我沒有用腦
覺得我根本不像18歲
覺得我還是小孩子
覺得我是錯的
覺得我是愚蠢的
覺得我無藥可救的
覺得我這個那個
覺得我什麽都不懂啦！
超級無敵的想發洩！
保持沉默不是我的作風！
遇到挫折自己吞就是我！
或許是我難相處~~
都是我，對不起~~
覺得我是笨的
覺得我什麽都不懂
覺得我沒有用腦
覺得我根本不像18歲
覺得我還是小孩子
覺得我是錯的
覺得我是愚蠢的
覺得我無藥可救的
覺得我這個那個
覺得我什麽都不懂啦！
超級無敵的想發洩！
保持沉默不是我的作風！
遇到挫折自己吞就是我！
或許是我難相處~~
都是我，對不起~~
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Starting Point
Can't believe that playing 2 pieces of song can get discount.
Well, this afternoon I had my lunch with friends.
The place I suggested to go is somewhere up stair.
The space in the Italian Restaurant is kinda crowded, but design is quite nice yet simple.
I didn't know that playing on the piano can get 50% discount or red wine or ice-cream.
Without thinking, of course I'll choose discount!
The boss asked to play classical music, I was like.
HUH?! I didn't memorize the score!!!
So I played Jay Chou songs of course, favourite what! =)
Then played "River Flows in You". =)
We have taken some pictures though.
First time to eat with both Taiwanese classmates. =)
Thanks to Una who invited me.
We chit-chat and gossiped.
Yeah, that's what girls always do.
Duhhh~~~
Anyway, have great fun today with classmates.
One more thing,
I finally found the appropriate way to sing.
TQVM to the teacher! He's great and pro man!
I knew I got the right way is because my throat is not pain and it really feel like what seniors described.
Happy singing today. =)
Well, this afternoon I had my lunch with friends.
The place I suggested to go is somewhere up stair.
The space in the Italian Restaurant is kinda crowded, but design is quite nice yet simple.
I didn't know that playing on the piano can get 50% discount or red wine or ice-cream.
Without thinking, of course I'll choose discount!
The boss asked to play classical music, I was like.
HUH?! I didn't memorize the score!!!
So I played Jay Chou songs of course, favourite what! =)
Then played "River Flows in You". =)
We have taken some pictures though.
First time to eat with both Taiwanese classmates. =)
Thanks to Una who invited me.
We chit-chat and gossiped.
Yeah, that's what girls always do.
Duhhh~~~
Anyway, have great fun today with classmates.
One more thing,
I finally found the appropriate way to sing.
TQVM to the teacher! He's great and pro man!
I knew I got the right way is because my throat is not pain and it really feel like what seniors described.
Happy singing today. =)
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
OMG, OYG, OOG
Oh Mah Gosh!!!!
Oh Yaa Gosh!!!!
Oh Our Gosh!!!!
I spent the whole time facing the laptop and understand YOU!
At the end, the result SUCKS!
I understand you but you don't understand ME!
I did homework about YOU!
but you did nothing about ME!
I love you very MUCH!
but you don't even want me to LOVE YOU!
OMG!
OYG!
OOG!
I email the teacher and ask HOW?!
I did the assignment but I got no SATISFACTION!
I tried to understand, but the topic I choosed made me BLUR!
WAKAO!
WALAO!
WASAI!
WAPIANG!
WALAO A!
Deadline COMING !!!T___T
I don't want to miss out anything!
T______________T
Oh Yaa Gosh!!!!
Oh Our Gosh!!!!
I spent the whole time facing the laptop and understand YOU!
At the end, the result SUCKS!
I understand you but you don't understand ME!
I did homework about YOU!
but you did nothing about ME!
I love you very MUCH!
but you don't even want me to LOVE YOU!
OMG!
OYG!
OOG!
I email the teacher and ask HOW?!
I did the assignment but I got no SATISFACTION!
I tried to understand, but the topic I choosed made me BLUR!
WAKAO!
WALAO!
WASAI!
WAPIANG!
WALAO A!
Deadline COMING !!!T___T
I don't want to miss out anything!
T______________T
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Soon
Coming soon!
Oh ma Gosh!
Things should be planned earlier.
I knew it since secondary though. =X
but then I'm still repeating the same bad attitude :-
LAST MINUTE. =__=
Please, get lost from me Mr/Ms LAST MINUTE.
You are like from nowhere and appears in front of me anytime anywhere.
What's the problem now?
How to rectify it?
Well, first is to ask myself WHY.
1. Heart is not there
2. Not concentrating
3. Keep on thinking: "Nah, the deadline is still long, no worries!"
4. Caused by the advance of technology nowadays =X
5. Wrong minded
Bla bla bla~~~
Ms. Lim, please pay hard.
Don't be a loser and disappoint those people who put high hopes on you.
They say you can achieve then you must show them that YOU CAN!
Don't you forget that how much love your family gave?
Don't you forget Wishes from your friends and family?
Don't you forget that you should appreciate what you get and prove to them that you really have the QUALIFICATION!
Don't you forget that they asked you to TAKE CARE?!
Well, Take Care these 2 words made me cried, believe?
My birthday, when I received message from family, they said take care of yourself.
Spontaneously, my eyes were wet with tears.
I felt warmth.
Although I have friends here but still when I needed help, my mind gone blanked.
Blanked is because I don't know who should I contact and who should I ask.
WHO? Normally, my first thought is my family.
but now, it's different.
Everything on my own.
Btw, friends here are different from friends there.
Different in the sense of thinking and communication.
I always have to be SERIOUS when I talk to them. =.=
Independence?
Yeah, guess so.
ok, Gonna rush for reports.
Ciao~~=)
Oh ma Gosh!
Things should be planned earlier.
I knew it since secondary though. =X
but then I'm still repeating the same bad attitude :-
LAST MINUTE. =__=
Please, get lost from me Mr/Ms LAST MINUTE.
You are like from nowhere and appears in front of me anytime anywhere.
What's the problem now?
How to rectify it?
Well, first is to ask myself WHY.
1. Heart is not there
2. Not concentrating
3. Keep on thinking: "Nah, the deadline is still long, no worries!"
4. Caused by the advance of technology nowadays =X
5. Wrong minded
Bla bla bla~~~
Ms. Lim, please pay hard.
Don't be a loser and disappoint those people who put high hopes on you.
They say you can achieve then you must show them that YOU CAN!
Don't you forget that how much love your family gave?
Don't you forget Wishes from your friends and family?
Don't you forget that you should appreciate what you get and prove to them that you really have the QUALIFICATION!
Don't you forget that they asked you to TAKE CARE?!
Well, Take Care these 2 words made me cried, believe?
My birthday, when I received message from family, they said take care of yourself.
Spontaneously, my eyes were wet with tears.
I felt warmth.
Although I have friends here but still when I needed help, my mind gone blanked.
Blanked is because I don't know who should I contact and who should I ask.
WHO? Normally, my first thought is my family.
but now, it's different.
Everything on my own.
Btw, friends here are different from friends there.
Different in the sense of thinking and communication.
I always have to be SERIOUS when I talk to them. =.=
Independence?
Yeah, guess so.
ok, Gonna rush for reports.
Ciao~~=)
Sunday, November 7, 2010
A day with Department's friends and friend
Woke up early in the morning because I told myself that I will never go out if I never finish even ONE report.
Impossibly, I finished it in 2 hours.
I guess more than this. @@
Happy and her roommate asked me whether I want to go to Danshui then ShiLin Night Market with them today.
At first I don't feel like going because Sunday I have another activity which already used up my time to study.
If I go today, how am I gonna survive for Mid-term exam?!
Luckily they say we gonna go at 3pm.
Thus, morning is the time for me to study.
Well, today went to Danshui.
Happy, Zi Yi, Zhi Hui and I
3 RTV's and 1 Advertising's
Took the bus and slept for half an hour.
Then transit to MRT to Danshui Station which is the last station.
1++hours are needed to reach the destination.
I was like, OMG, most of my time is sitting in a transport.
I told myself not to buy anything other than FOOD!
So, first I bought something like very spicy and 2 packs of sweets.
Then, other things which cost me la!
Danshui is a nice place to go, please listen to my advice,
Do not go when there's rain.
You will get crazy.
I like 淡水!
NTD30 no taste. =_=
Action
OMG, can be removed?!
Just for fun. =)
Then went to ShiLin.
That time damn NO MOOD!
Ate O-Wa-Jian and xue-hua-bing.
Left: O-Wa-Jian Right: Xue-Hua-Bing
Cost me NTD 90. =___=
What the.
Anyway, I got no mood to walk and even look at all those nice nice things around me because I was really really tired and no mood adi. The weather is freaking lousy today, raining non-stop!
Luckily I saw something I wanted long long time ago and bought it.
Then go back to hostel.
Same, slept in bus.
ciao~~
Tomorrow gonna do some charity work. =)
I guess more than this. @@
Happy and her roommate asked me whether I want to go to Danshui then ShiLin Night Market with them today.
At first I don't feel like going because Sunday I have another activity which already used up my time to study.
If I go today, how am I gonna survive for Mid-term exam?!
Luckily they say we gonna go at 3pm.
Thus, morning is the time for me to study.
Well, today went to Danshui.
Happy, Zi Yi, Zhi Hui and I
3 RTV's and 1 Advertising's
Took the bus and slept for half an hour.
Then transit to MRT to Danshui Station which is the last station.
1++hours are needed to reach the destination.
I was like, OMG, most of my time is sitting in a transport.
I told myself not to buy anything other than FOOD!
So, first I bought something like very spicy and 2 packs of sweets.
Then, other things which cost me la!
Danshui is a nice place to go, please listen to my advice,
Do not go when there's rain.
You will get crazy.
I like 淡水!
NTD30 no taste. =_=
Action
OMG, can be removed?!
Just for fun. =)Then went to ShiLin.
That time damn NO MOOD!
Ate O-Wa-Jian and xue-hua-bing.
Left: O-Wa-Jian Right: Xue-Hua-BingCost me NTD 90. =___=
What the.
Anyway, I got no mood to walk and even look at all those nice nice things around me because I was really really tired and no mood adi. The weather is freaking lousy today, raining non-stop!
Luckily I saw something I wanted long long time ago and bought it.
Then go back to hostel.
Same, slept in bus.
ciao~~
Tomorrow gonna do some charity work. =)
Thursday, November 4, 2010
18th Birthday =D
昨天是我生日。
I'm officially 18!!!
終於可以申請很多在這裡不能申請的東西了！
開戶口，辦門號etc。
12點凌晨 Facebook 已收到很多祝福。
謝謝大家！
生日還要考試，功課一大堆！
根本沒時間去想我的生日。
更何況我也沒有要什麽。
>__<
5.30pm 與政馬們一起用晚餐。
四川菜，蠻好吃的。
吃完了就上課。
吃一頓我都滿足了，說真的。
結果，上完國文課我們搭電梯下樓，
“祝你生日快樂，
祝你生日快樂，
祝你生日快樂額~~~
祝你生日快樂！
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you~~~wu,
Happy Birthday to you!
Selamat Hari Jadi,
Selamat Hari Jadi,
Selamat Hari Jadi~~~eee,
Selamat Hari Jadi!"
就是他們！
政馬的學長姐及大一的朋友們。
是個“ Lift Surprise”！
真的謝謝你們這麼用心。
電梯門一打開，
就聽到他們的歌聲了！
=D
終於可以申請很多在這裡不能申請的東西了！
開戶口，辦門號etc。
12點凌晨 Facebook 已收到很多祝福。
謝謝大家！
生日還要考試，功課一大堆！
根本沒時間去想我的生日。
更何況我也沒有要什麽。
>__<
5.30pm 與政馬們一起用晚餐。
四川菜，蠻好吃的。
吃完了就上課。
吃一頓我都滿足了，說真的。
結果，上完國文課我們搭電梯下樓，
“祝你生日快樂，
祝你生日快樂，
祝你生日快樂額~~~
祝你生日快樂！
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you~~~wu,
Happy Birthday to you!
Selamat Hari Jadi,
Selamat Hari Jadi,
Selamat Hari Jadi~~~eee,
Selamat Hari Jadi!"
就是他們！
政馬的學長姐及大一的朋友們。
是個“ Lift Surprise”！
真的謝謝你們這麼用心。
電梯門一打開，
就聽到他們的歌聲了！
=D
*// 嚇到的我 >< \\*
*// 吹蠟燭的我 \\*
*// 許願的我 =) \\*
*// 被暉穎強抱的我 .__. \\*
*// 切蛋糕的我 =) \\*
*// 大吃王學姐--巧風 (Kf Tay) 送的巧克力 \\*
*// Fish 學姐頭髮美美哦 \\*
*// Ah Boon 學長送的Chocolate \\*
*// 政馬大一新生們！我最小哩！ >< \\*
*// 傳播學院一家親！\\*
*// Banlat 家萬歲！送的巧克力也最大！=) \\*
*// 大三學長姐合照！\\*
*// 自強7舍少數住宿萬歲！ \\*
最後，
政馬傳統就是把壽星丟進噴水池。
聰明的我，
逃脫了！
只說了5各字：
“我真的不要！”
（嚴肅的）
說真的，我真的真的不想要被弄濕。
超級麻煩。
雖然是有點掃興啦，
但是還是謝謝俊賢準備的咖啡。
還沒喝一口就被那個 俊燊弄跌。
=___=
好吧！
生日就這麼樣。
系上的朋友還是普通，
不很熟。
林慧君
加油吧！
政馬傳統就是把壽星丟進噴水池。
聰明的我，
逃脫了！
只說了5各字：
“我真的不要！”
（嚴肅的）
說真的，我真的真的不想要被弄濕。
超級麻煩。
雖然是有點掃興啦，
但是還是謝謝俊賢準備的咖啡。
還沒喝一口就被那個 俊燊弄跌。
=___=
好吧！
生日就這麼樣。
系上的朋友還是普通，
不很熟。
林慧君
加油吧！
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