第一百个

我第一百个的部落格，竟让是我心情那么的不好的时候！
我讨厌那种语气！
我讨厌那种样子！
我讨厌那种无理！
我讨厌那种冤枉！
每次都这样，整个计时炸弹那样！
我们每次都要低头，
什么都说是自己的错！！！！！！！！！
你永远就可以拿人当出气筒，旧事重提！
厌倦了啦！！！
惯了！！！！！
算了！！！！！
快点长大！！！
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

自己说

我对自己说，无论如何你都要做出一个好成绩。
不管你有多害怕，都要厚着脸皮去做。
就算人家给你的反应冷淡，
接受啊！

我对自己说，窗外总是有明天，
你今天再怎么烂，明天可能就会很耀眼。
但是，如果你还是不闯出那一道‘墙’，
你永远就是那么的烂！

我问我自己，我的长处在哪？
真心话，我不确定。*不是我不知道哦*
或许对自己过于严格才让我找不到自己的去向吧！
所以，试着放宽那规格，好好了解自己。

我常常只看到别人的那一面。
“为什么他这么XXX”
“为什么他可以XXX”
“为什么？”
“为什么？”
为什么我就是看不到自己的那一面？

要成功，就要把自己当第一！
但是，还是要谦虚的。=D
我不害怕别人那我来比较，
只害怕别人根本连拿我来比较的心也没。

不管怎么样，今天的成绩不代表明天的成就。
我依然会坚持自己的意向找到我的明天。
掌控好自己的那条路就是我现在的责任。

O(∩_∩)O~

The life I used to be

I used to be in school, sharing me story with friends.
I used to be talkative, talk non-stop with friends.
I used to be relax, study without any stress.
I used to be casual, do not mind the attires i wear.
I used to be careless, if not I'll score A but not B!
I used to be moody, mood swing frequently.
I used to be brave, only in front of those people who are not brave. *lols*
I used to be a story-maker, making up my own story by imagining it. *in front of the mirror* XD
I used to be active, but only get B for KOKU! *=.='''*

夜深了，又是让自己沉淀休息的好时光。不舍得把眼睛闭上，只因为每一天都充满幸福及不舍。我不潇洒，所以还是选择悄悄地闭上眼睛，在梦境徘徊，回顾每一天的精彩。对世界说声晚安！

From: JC Wang Zhang.

I knew him from Tutti Fratelli International Camp.
He's a good debater and has a bright future.
The words he write is incredibly good.
Guess he already forget me.
& He asked for my phone before. XD lols
Don't have, how to give?!
So email is the best way right?!
& HE's younger than me, but looks so mature!
Good Luck to everyone who already forget who I am!
And always try to remember me back la!
Don't be so cold blooded.
=P


But I'm still me!
( ^_^ )/~~拜拜

Flash Back

Once, he asked me

XXXX : "Can Positive and Negative be together?"
H Jun : "Why? *analyzing his question*"
XXXX : " You tell me 1st!"
H Jun :"CAN!"
XXXX : " Why?"
H Jun : "Because positive and negative will be attracted, while positive with positive will repel. That's what we learned from Physics Magnet Chapter."
XXXX : " (=.=''') Haiya, I doesn't mean that!, suan la, nothing already."
H Jun : "What kind of question he wanna ask? *thinking of myself*"

You know, the first thing I think was:-

I am the positive or negative &
He is the positive or negative.

*(⊙_⊙?)*

Hope so.....
O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~

Shopping

今天，大买特买。
妈早上打电话问我要不要去血拼？
因为Jusco Member 有优惠。
我当然不会拒绝，在家里忙来忙去，
现在有机会让我出去，我肯定要去了！
1.30pm 我就自己搭巴士到Jusco Maluri,
然后在大门口等妈妈。
我们先去吃laksa. 超辣的！
吃得很不爽。
之后，就去找‘猎物’了！=D
看鞋，看包包，看衣服，看内衣，什么都要去看！
我买了还蛮多的。
一口气买了超过RM200++ 的衣。
真的很喜欢！=D

Braces

Do I look happy?
YES!
Taken by Safri,
Syahiza's camera.
=D

My braces too obvious.
lols.

Is that what you want?

She's already mind set.
She's living in hatred.
She will not happy living in this world.
Can she survive in this community?
Can she satisfy with the condition she's having now?
Is she in depression?
Is that the purpose she show her blog back,so that I can write something here?
Does she purposely want us to read it?
Can't she appreciate people's bless?
Why she want to tear off the memories?
She think she's filming? *=.=*
God, help her please.
I admit that, she's my friend before.
but for now, I don't know.
No one is right or wrong between us.
She thinks I'm wrong, she's right.
I don't think I did anything wrong to her.
There are too many misunderstanding.
But, she don't even give people any chance to explain.
Not my fault, I have to say that. +.+
IF,
A day in the future,
We meet with each other on the road,in a toilet or company, etc.
Will she still treat me like a stranger?
Honestly, if she really do so,
I don't really mind.
If she hate me until 入骨，
that's her right.
But, to me, IF,
really,
a day in the future,
I meet you back,
I will say "HI, *with a genuine smile*!"
If she don't want to reply me,
It's OK,
That's fate if I meet her back in the busy road.
That's what god gave us after secondary life.
Please, help yourself.
There's only one thing can help you.
SMILE =D
SMILE =D
SMILE =D

ps: I'm not acting.I sincerely want you to know people's mind, don't always live in your own world. That's true. 旁观者清.

Holidays =D

New Moon-----checked
Malacca trip---checked
Sunway-------checked
Drama--------checked
Ice Skating----checked

Everything CHECKED!!!
released after SPM!
16-19 Dec went Malacca with friends.
quite fun, my leg almost break.
Very tired but fun! =D

20 Dec went to Education fair at PWTC!
Asked almost about Broadcast and Arts and also some stewardess course.
But still, I have no idea which course to select.
HELP!
If i take art or other non-science course, so how is my science course?
but I think my heart is to non-science course la.
Like 80%?
and I met a guy from inter-*something*
about stewardess thingy.
He called me just now, and we talked a lot!
yeah, He's cute and he's only 18 years old.
He looks very mature, from Taiping Hua Lian---my mum's ex-secondary!
The world is so small right.
He asked about Michelle too. =D

21 Dec 2009
Went Sunway Pyramid with mum, sis and cousin Michelle.
Guess who I saw, Daniel Tan!
That guy sat beside me in art class!
but, he's with his gf.....=.=
whatever.
so, we skate and skate and skate.
At first, I don't really dare to go into the middle part,
and that's a miracle because I didn't fall down.
After all, I look PRO adi, skate even faster in the middle part.
Very syok!
but when I accelerate, I fell down!
Very embarrassing, but luckily I fell nicely, look nice.
The worst part is, I fell down infront of all the PROS!!!
but my pose nice la. =D
Tomorrow going again because mum signed up a course for sis(Li Jun).

糟糕

糟透了！

考试到底是为了什么？

训练我们的记忆力？

荒唐！！

能够记得又怎么样？

记得这些教育却不去好好利用这叫教育吗？

考试就是要人家记记记！

好！

举个例子：道德教育。

根本就是在逼学生，

背了那么多的nilai，

为的是什么？

A

A

A

这叫有水准的考试吗？

我还有很多话想说，但是不想写得像作文。

还是算了，现实的世界就是这样。

你明明是清白的，

但是人就是那么固执，

死都要"Black and White"

你说你已经给了，又怎样？

你是他的谁，他凭什么相信你已经给了！

现实！

现实！

世界的人，不能信了！

但是我永远相信我的家人。

在这考试的期间，家人给的鼓励真的很多。

爸爸每次都问我今天考得怎样，

虽然有点‘多’，但是我真的感受到那份爱。

我告诉妈妈我头痛，心很不安定，

她就给我药吃，做水果果汁给我喝。

上一次，我考Add Maths之后，

妈妈叫我打电话给爸爸，

原来就只是要叫我喝一杯人生茶，

因为他知道，我不会想和苦的饮品。

真的有点小感动。

爱一个人，是要付出真感情，

缘分到了，一定要把它抓住。

就这样！

=D

help me!

I just can't get rid of that feeling!
I'm happy and I'm sad.
Should I?

Complication

"COMPLICATED"
Like what Edward said.
But my complication is different.
My mind is very complicated now,
I don't know what I am thinking,
I think about things that I shouldn't think,
Things seem to be simple but i make it looks complicated.

I really feel disappointed after I know the truth (It's on Jan I think)
I was thinking:"CHANGED?"
"REALLY CHANGED?"
"WHY?"
"I didn't say ANYTHING!"
That month onwards, 'hatred' found me.
I won't talk to that person ANYMORE!
NO MORE!
because the 'hatred' bond is getting stronger in my mind.
that is not covalent bond, It's IONIC bond...very strong...
so, I think to destroy this bond, my mind need to tahan the high temperature.
because ionic bond has very high melting and boiling point.

Besides, vaporisation occurs in my imagination.
I'd even imagine that you are already undergone vaporisation,
become GAS, no more SOLID!
I treated you like gas molecule, means you don't even EXIST!
but,now, still not yet vaporised completely. =.=
I even wished you faster vanished in front of me,
and please Don't leave any MOLECULE of YOU around me!
I don't want it to stick to my skin and ionized....!
PLEASE.....VANISH NOW!
I wish you are like naphthalene, can undergo sublimation easily.
from SOLID to GAS!!!!

And I know you are acidic, leave some molecule so that I can use it as a fertiliser,
like ammonium sulphate. I know you contain sulphate ions.
THANK YOU! =.=

.........
.........
Great description? using chemistry terms...
don't ask me who....no point to say....not worth it...
=D

Birthday

Yesterday was my birthday,
Happy.
they gave me a surprise.
When I reached home at about 12 pm,
and when i opened the door the whole gang was there.
They even kept their shoes, so that I won't know.
haha....thanks you guys...
1. Mei Yan
2. Angel
3. Chen Boon
4. Mei Yin
5. Zi Hui
6. Soon Yeing
7. Wei Seng
8. Yee Lian
9. Wen Bin
10. Sei Cai
11. Kam Tuck
12. Boon Jun
13. Ka Sheng
14. Yong Shin

THANKS YOU!!!
=D

Ate spaghetti, then played.
They asked me to plan some game to play.
I was like, huh? you all didn't plan meh?
Nvm, played those 'SAME THING'
I really got no idea la wei.
Then I suggested.
I do Performance, you all listen
My STAGEA DDK-7
Then played on my piano.

After that, sang song, ate cake.
Then opened the present they gave.
16 ppl give 2 BOOKS!
my favourite book.
'New Moon' and 'Eclipse'
=D
Another one,from Kz.
and on the bottle he gave, wrote (3.11.08)
Last year's. =.=
There's some complication, but I don't know what.
Anyway...thank you coz still remember my bday.
=)

Then we chit-chated until 6.30pm.
They went back by bus.
Some went back early.
Wei Seng drove his dad's Mercedes....ooo

At night, celebrated with family,
mum bought secret recipe's cake---indulgence.
THANKS!!!
=D
They bought the same book too...
'New Moon' and 'Breaking Dawn'
Luckily only 1 book same.
Then, that night, after dinner, went LM change the book.
Changed to 'The Host' and 'The Time Traveler's Wife'
This year's bday kinda special, coz normally I don't really like to have books as my present.
Thanks for those who post on my FB wall...^^
ciao...

watashi no tanjobi wa 3 november desu.
tomadachi!! gambateh!! watashi tachi wa forever no tomodachi desu!
arigato gozaimasu.
=D

Memories

10 more days for SPM.
Am I prepared?
Is everything at my fingertips?
Study everyday like hell,
especially sejarah and Biology.

suddenly got the feeling to update blog.
Life in Secondary is going to end.
想起学校时光，再想起未来，
我的未来会是怎样的呢？
这几天，在学校的日子还蛮开心啦。
去到学校都会笑，不在闷闷的了。
我在想，中学之后我们每一个人都要分开了，
剩下几天，开开心心吧。
=D

Pics...=D

Went Neway on Wed.
Sang like hell....
ME, Lok Yee, Han Jon, Angel, Kam Tuck, Sei Cai, Kah Sheng, Wei Seng,Yee Lian...

Photo NICE??
comment...
aiya...no Han Jon wor...
next time la...=p
=D

installation Day

Finally, everything ended!!!
no co-curricular, no BSM, no PRS!!!
It went quite smooth today,
although there's some technical problems, we still can go through it.
Members, less than 15...=.=
AJK, few. =.=
I wonder what is the purpose we do this installation?
No promotion, no member, we were like doing for own suang.
....
....
....
my mind suddenly blank...
don'y know what to write...
CIAO

Thanks =D

YESH....

Parents were back from Taiwan.

They bought me a bag and blouse.

Kinda love it though.

And, I wann earn money after SPM!!!

so I can go Taiwan. ^^

The things there really CHEAP!!

Remind me yah....=D

Going to Yee Mun's bro's wedding.

It's on Friday,clash with Mr. Wing's Add Maths class.

Will change it maybe to Monday or Wednesday.

02/10/09

Yee Mun's bro's wedding

03/10/09

BSM installation day

07/10/09

NewWay Karaoke

08/10/09

Lok Yee's BIRTHDAY!!

=D

Exhausted

Today, went to Bukit Bintang.
Walked for so many hours.
1st, I waited for them in LM,
Alone of course, bro sent me to the bus stop,
Then straight away go to Times Square.
Made a transit to Sg. Wang.
We planned to watch movie and buy clothes for the belated birthday GIRLS.
So, the girls hunt dresses at Sg. Wang, and the guys, bought movie ticket for
"Where got ghost (吓到笑)"
We jalan-jalaned in the store to hunt dresses.
Angel and Mei Yan tried the dresses we choose for thousand times.
At last, I hunted clothes for myself...=P
but didn't buy. =P
Spent almost 1.5 hour in the shop.
Mei Yan's dress is in red colour, Princess look. suit her though, she has fair skin, no matter what she wear also nice, *I think la* ---Mei Yan, praising u ar...=D
Angel's is in brown colour, winter look (don't think so =P) , and emmm.....suit her too. she's tall enough and thin....

Gao Dim-ed everything, the guys found us.
We ate in the hawker center . CHEAPER!
then walked and walked and walked to PAVILION.
my feet was so....so....so...painful.
you know why?
I wore high heels!!!

Hui Jun : " I'm so regret to be a GIRL!!! I wanna be a BOY!!!"
Then, she also had some problem with her stomach .
Sheryl : " Walk slowly, my stomach ache, I can't walk fast when my stomach is FULL!"
So, the two pitiful girls left behind, and walked very very slow. but steady. =P
I kept on moaning, PAIN...PAIN...PAIN!!!!
Yeah...I'm not girlish enough. but I tried. T_T
Reached Pavilion, AGAIN TOILET!!!
whole life TOILET.

2.25 pm watched movie
I shouted, screamed and laughed loudly.
That's because the people behind us or in front of us are student,
so same level/grade, no need to feel shy. =.= lame explanation. =.=
Ate large popcorn, shared with Sheryl, and drank 1 big cup of COKE (unhealthy, don't drink too much). FULLED. so easily full.
After that, WALKED AGAIN!!!!!
MY GOSH, Wei seng some more suggested to walk to KLCC!!
MY GOSH!!!

Wei Seng : " eh, we all go walk to KLCC lo."
Hui Jun : “ huh? want meh? very tired wor."
Wei Seng : " very near only ma, 5 minutes enough."
Hui Jun : " *thinking* I know very near, but my feet PAIN ar! beh song ar! "
Then, his question was ignored. =P
We walked back to Sg Wang AGAIN!
I was like....*I WANNA CRY!!!! Can someone carry me??? arghhhh*
But, I forced myself to walk.
until we reached Gasoline---Times Square.

I drank Jasmine Honey Tea only. too full, can't eat anymore.
So, I shared with Angel.
Then, something that i unexpected HAPPENED!
Yong Shin brought his BF! REALLY!
I thought they were just bluffing, but they came to Gasoline.
1st, we ate.
then we played.
Everyone has to pick one paper, the paper inside will have number.
People who get The KING, have to call the numbers they wished and ask them to do something.
The most freaking part were....
"Yong Shin and his BF, kiss for almost 7 seconds"
Then "tongue kissing"
The numbers that THE KING mentioned, ngam ngam both of them had it.
Some more twice!!!!

When I was looking at their Kissing.
I was thinking " OMG, I don't think I have the qualification to be a GIRL!"
FXXX!!! *forgive me =X*
So, I was shocked that time. everyone was like acting nothing happened, but actually all very gan zhiong! They stunned!!! I stunned too...=.=
The game, quite fun, but I had no chance to play.
I had The King for only once!
the other round, I don't really have to move, cause my number tak pernah mensioned...=.=
so, I sat there, laugh, smile, give suggestion of what to do, drink water, move here move there on my place, watch their acting.
It's not that I beh song coz my number tak pernah mentioned, it's-----"COMPLICATION" =.= I dono how to explain by typing it down. =P
I called my Bro (Jit Hau) so he can come to TS and accompany me to Hang Tuah LRT station.
It's already 7.30pm. It's late though.
Then, went back home, cleaned myself (sticky!), and BLOG!

My bro asked me to study,
but I *begged* him to on the laptop for me -----The laptop or comp in my house are pass-wored, so as The candidate of SPM, I don't really can online. *suffer-ing T_T*
One more thing, Parents were in Taiwan, not controlling me....=X
So, I requested to my bro,
Jit Hau : " You have to study lo. Afterward I'm going out with friends, Khai took my key, so you have to wait for me, say 12 something. "
Hui Jun : " Huh? ok lo, but CAN ON THE LAPTOP??? *showing some innocent face ;)*"
Jit Hau : " haha...."
Hui Jun : " you see, I downloaded Twilight for half day! so, I wanna watch it before parents are back. I SWEAR I'll study before I watch it....really!!! ok, Let's say I'll study from 9-10, then Twilight. "
Jit Hau : " You say only la...*He had no idea*

After I'd took my bath, he went out, with the laptop on-ed!!!!
YESH!!!
but I didn't keep my promise....*sorry*
I didn't touch the books!!
Laptop-ing.....weeeeee....^^
I hope my parents or family won't read this blog... =P

As what the actor "Whare Got Ghost" said, everything right reserved!!!! ^^
O(∩_∩)O谢谢

Liday

REVISION!!!
revision.
^_^
( ^_^ )/~~拜拜

几时？

几时？几时什么？

几时轮到我？
几时才到我？
几时是对的？
几时是我的？
几时变酱的？
几时不见的？
几时出现的？
几时发现的？
几时错失的？
几时约会的？
几时拍拖的？
几时分手的？
几时恋爱的？
几时大家的？
几时怀孕的？
几时结婚的？
几时离婚的？
几时买屋子的？
几时卖屋子的？

很多疑问哩。
最近就是特别想得多。
是人--*更详细点*
是女生都会想的对不对。



我不知道要写什么了！

unconsciousness

82nd post.
The last blog I wrote was on 15 August.
Almost 1 and a half month didn't write already.
Seldom use com,because of Trials, SPM! T_T
Many things happen in between this 1.5 month.
I knew, seen, sensed, explored, things I don't really know.

Sister went Taiwan to study medicine,
Brother 2nd sem in Singapore NYP,
Eldest always busy socializing,
Youngest always TV,
ME always STUDY-ing!!!

Parents and youngest are going to Taiwan on Monday,
5 days not at home, leave me, brother and Aunty Vic.
As usual, I know bro sure will not come back before 12.
and I, 5 days alone!
I'll sit in front of all the BOOKS, imagining things that don't really will happen..
Mum and dad don't let me go out when they are not at home,
they asked me not to go on the Wed out with friends...*sob
fine, stay at home alone with my BOOKS!
and Twilight! ^^

emmm,
What else to write, I'm sure my essay will be the worst in class.
What robot robot thing, kinda regret of writing that kind of essay!
My mind really went blanked when I wrote until the 2nd paragraph.
Then, what else....
School, nothing much, friends still friends.
teachers still teachers...
misunderstand still...ehem...yeah misunderstOOd...
Twilight still twilight...^^
Finished reading the book, happy ending.
Mum said don't want to buy New Moon and others for me before SPM,
she knows if she buy, I won't study. T_T
After SPM only read, out-date lo, Angel read faster than me already!

09/09/09 bro's birthday,
ate outside at....em...somewhere very deep inside Hulu Langat, near look out point, very out-of-the-way..
10/09/09 mei yan's birthday, wished her 2 minutes before 11/09/09...what a good FRIEND i am..^^
11/09/09 Leong's birthday, wished him after I'd sent SMS to Mei Yan.
13/09/09 Angel's birthday, wished her through SMS also. Seems insincere hor?

They planned to go out with all the birthday guys and girls on Wed,
planned to choose present together,but I can't go now. T_T

emmm....anything else??
oh, Mr. Wong's class.
He's a good teacher though. He remembered all his students' name.
The worst thing is, he always mixed up my name HUI JUN with HUI CHI!
I think I'd great improvement in Add Maths after attending his class,
and I've gained confidence.
Hope trials I can get at least B3, but i expect A2 or A1.
Wish me luck. ^^
Physics and Chemistry, ok la, if i do many exercises.
The subject I worried the most are Biology and Sejarah!

Anything else to add-on??
Graduation Day.
I'm in, mum asked me not to go, she say very boring.
I knew it, coz I performed last last year.
all the form 5s sit there and listen only.
but last year eh...go la Lok Yee!!